
Two weeks Sultan holiday in Indonesia makes Qu's heart adrift with his own feelings.
Be happy? obviously happy and happy to be able to meet face to treat the longing that has been stifling the chest. Sad to be apart again? The saddest might just be able to miss their meeting without any increase in taste and serious expression even though Quinna was hoping for another on the arrival of the Sultan this time.
A sense of kangen that is treated and togetherness that is too quickly passed also do not want to stay away again, alone in the end in an uncertain wait in the uncertain time makes Qu feel upset himself.
Just hope but no action is impossible! Like reaping the wind! or paint over the water all extinct and lost unfiltered.
Happy, and anxious hearts also worry about becoming one, loving hearts that cannot be rejected from within their feelings. How to find a gap to enter the heart of the Sultan, Qu did not get the solution as a result of all just stored in his heart alone. All only Qu who knows his own inner voice without being able to have an outpouring just to lighten the burden of his own feelings is not the Sultan nor his close college friends.
Until the Sultan leaves again, his conscience remains his own secret. How heavy Quinna's heart is to bear her own feelings without being able to share them with anyone. It was a consequence of closing oneself up without daring to open one.
Not daring to hope, just leaning on the time will give an answer, and enjoying the taste neatly stored in his heart, swallowed up all the exciting stories of the Sultan, and looking for excuses to always lie about her boyfriend, about her guy, and about his courtship when the Sultan offends her, because in reality Qu never had a girlfriend.
"Qu, I'll come back tomorrow, thank you for the time to be honest I'm happy to be able to walk again with Lo, even I can treat Lo from the results of my work" said the sultan with a sad mimic.
Qu's heart aches withstanding his own feelings, actually wanting Qu to express all of his feelings that have metamorphosed into such a deep sense of love in his heart.
There may be no parting words that are not sad and imprudent in the heart but all inevitably have to live it natural law of separation and meet again in the happiness of meeting.
They sat together on the terrace of the Sultan's house, while Qu gave a little gift that he thought was very meaningful, a time reminder is one small work but there is a sweetest photo of Qu behind his glass and clockwork.
The sultan grasped the clerk and occasionally looked at it, researching and looking at the photo of Qu who remained smiling in it.
"Sama, I must've missed Lo, too. I really want to walk there just as Lo hope there is time and sustenance so I can see Lo there while on vacation." The voice of Qu. Parting is the saddest thing for anyone, especially with someone who is always in his heart at all times.
"Surely Qu, I wait not to not be not, hope I can make Lo happy and happy also smile to see the beauty of Australia later, not only from the story I also read in the media." The Sultan looked at Qu expectantly.
"But if I don't get a vacation to Australia there, I'm waiting for Lo's return to be the director here and I'm Lo's secretary!" Qu's remarks made Sultan smile, whereas Qu hoped Sultan understood what he wanted was to be a real couple. Not a partner in anything else.
"But I want, Lo can walk there first Qu, just wait a year at least six months I send Lo tickets all must be realized." The Sultan's promise like all was so easy. But why say one word like or love or love that will change everything so difficult?
"Means I'll spend Lo's salary a few months dong?" qu's laughter welcomed the Sultan's laughter as well.
"Make Lo whatever I do."
The deg! It felt like there was a breath of fresh air entering Quinna's heart. Qu feels Sultan there is a little problem also with his feelings because he does not care or pretend as a man can hold and not show everything?
'Say love, honey, miss and remember always the Sultan! Will that one word come out of your mouth and heart for me?'
'Say you miss, but not as a friend, I waited so long for you'
Qu feels unable to stem his feelings but is powerless to say it, also showing that he likes and his heart is longing.
"Lo remember what our memories are?" Suddenly the Sultan spoke unexpectedly. Qu was so busy thinking about it preparing a suitable answer to be issued as a casual chat.
"Too many, but there's one that I'll still remember because it's considered the most memorable." Qu was like glaring at that moment. Qu hopes that Sultan also made the moment and made one of his sweet memories.
"Oh yeah? which one?" The sultan was enthusiastic.
"Cock? You play secret secret secret everything?" The Sultan seemed unhappy and wanted to listen and comment on their memories that were considered the most memorable according to Qu.
"Let's be free, why?"
"Can I want to know, what as long as we are together there is the most memorable moment? But according to Lo, because it is not necessarily a memorable one according to Lo memorable also for Me."
"Without me?" Qu back to asking.
"Gue was confused, because all contained memories that all also memorable hahaha .…"
"Can Lo says the most!"
"Yes yes, maybe I'm most effective in SD." The sultan flatly replied making Qu take a breath and exhale in annoyance.
'SD Time? What effect? oh my Sultan! Why didn't you tell me about High School? When training wanted to race ceremony I dizzy almost fainted, Lo bopong Gue to the room UKS, our face so close just the size of a centimeter, all that makes honest chest I deg-degan run out, I was so close, maybe from then on my chest was always stubborn if close to Lo.'
"Maybe when we go home from school, we are chased by a dog and then up into a tree, the dog goes Lo cry can not go down!" Sultan remembers what happened when they were in SD.
"That's the most I want to forget!" Quinna pretended to be pouting.
'What's special? Scared of dogs, up a tree, can't go down and cry? That's the funniest thing but silly indeed.'
"Hahaha .. but it's so memorable for me." Sultan laughed his eyes squinted perhaps remembering everything.
Quinna was stunned, the farther and harder it felt to reach the heart of the Sultan, especially tomorrow will depart again so far and will be long. Picking up their future dreams that are somehow.
Here Qu is only able to long and comfort his own heart and always fantasize when the beautiful moment comes to him.
Connect ….
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While waiting up PROMISE TWO HEARTS Read also yes :
- Aryanti Fascination
- Let Me Choose
-Meniti Pelangi
- The Past of the President
- Love Above Agreement
the Dark Stains of the Past
By Enis Sudroujabit🙏