
"Anyway Lo must turn the bow Qu! I feel sorry for you, Lo. Starting tomorrow Lo I know the same Supreme yes, He is very good not less smart, handsome, active, and basketball champion posture is not in doubt so what else? He has a crush on Lo has long been tipped greetings just askin Lo only if met and one more He tajir twisting amazing look even I've been to his house! don't miss this rare opportunity. Let all the girls who ngantri ngeces see Lo become the same Him!" jihan said so eager to support his best friend.
"Don't, I'm afraid it's not what you expect." Qu hesitated. The look in his eyes remained grim showing the uneasiness of his heart and feelings.
Qu was confused between his feelings and the reality he faced, while the one in front of his eyes Sultan did not give the slightest signal to understand his heart.
Many men who expected his attention was recognized Qu but somehow do not feel interested either always in comparison with the charm of the Sultan? so that all seems less attractive in Qu's eyes.
"What do I expect from Lo Qu? I want Lo to open yourself not only to Agung or Andre just try to walk first about the taste and love will come later, I do not granduk Qu, Qu, as long as Lo can get out of the problem Lo who keeps thinking of hoping for something that is not clear I care with Lo as a friend of I if Lo other people even friends I bodo very lazy to take care of and support other people's business?" Jihan asserted that she felt that it was a problem that there should be a way out.
Quinna kept quiet, it was true everything Jihan said, She expected one taste from the Sultan and wanted the Sultan to reciprocate her feelings but she never said, is it possible for all of them to become a reality?
Qu slightly began to open his heart and indeed had to try what was wrong even if it was true that he was dating would definitely get an interrogation from Mama Andin.
"Closing off all men is not a good thing, because we fit in with one person and no other friend is wrong.
Qu, many friends will know the character of each do not just see the kindness of one Sultan only and the other is ignored unbalance and balanced really is a wrong view for me." Everything Jihan said was true, Qu admitted. Indeed, during this time Qu not many friends only a small part of his school friends because it is far too but if the same Sultan in addition to neighbors quite close to the school they are always in the same school.
Qu went back to silence, admitting that what he said to his friend Jihan did not hurt in the least. Qu's desire to change the course of his life with a glimmer of hope though still pseudo.
"Lo want ya, I know tomorrow as Great? I don't mean Lo has to date but learn to accept other male friends in Lo's life." Once again Jihan assures me that everything will be fine.
"It's up to Lo Jihan, but Lo don't seem to know me on purpose I made it look like it wasn't on purpose." Qu started to show a good response.
"Lo was so scared of Qu, Agung was good friend of mine too, hopefully you guys will fit in. Just relax, I'll arrange everything." Jihan seemed pleased with Qu's change in face that began to move from her gloom.
"Gue wasn't afraid of Jihan, but I didn't feel ready to open up" Qu said, expecting Jihan to understand her situation. It's not easy to start everything.
"When are you ready? Wait for the guy you've been waiting for to marry someone else first? and then you ate your liver in the corner? That's not a certainty Qu! Silly by name, according to me. How short is Lo's life in making decisions about Lo's own future? and then Lo started thinking about himself Lo after knowing the guy that Lo wants in the arms of others that? Qu, Qu! Lo it's the same as loving the shadow." Jihan is so judgmental and so easy to judge when for Qu it is so difficult to live out his choice.
'Forgive Me Sultan. I had to get up and open up to other men, even though it was so heavy that I felt. But my life also has to keep going not only to spend time just waiting for Lo' Qu's heart is at war with honesty of heart and love that is so well imagined with the Sultan but aware when the Sultan does not show the same taste.
Overt Qu's inner voice, 'Sultan what should I do? is this how I can comfort my heart? can you live it so happy as when we were together?' Qu's heart aches when he decides to turn and betray his own feelings feeling all is presumptuous. Too sincere the taste that Qu allotted to the Sultan. One feeling that is so deep but has not been conveyed will be betrayed by one learning in love.
"Not to be so sad! The Sultan may not be Lo's soul mate can also be Lo's match, but it comes too late. He's dating instead gonna change the word Lo, you're also dating! don't we know who our soul mate is?" obviously Jihan was concerned.
"Lo's sure the Sultan is the best?"
"At least I've known since I was a kid."
"That's because Lo never opened up to other guys, never got along, never even dated. Who Lo knew was close to Lo Sultan's friend, Lo's good views and judgments had fallen on him, it was Qu's unbalanced judgment!" jihan's words felt like judgmental remarks to his feelings. But Qu accepts memnag everything is true even Quinna thanks his best friend if he has been opened from closed view all this time.
"Gue was wrong?"
"Not wrong either, but Lo's way of thinking is already in the same shape as the image of someone Lo likes so Lo is so fantasized about high levels of Him, obsessed only with Him alone, the danger! You can break your own heart without being connected."
The deg! Quinna realized her mistake, everything Jihan said was not the slightest bit wrong, 'Gue only loves shadows, while the Sultan never knows my heart'
'His heartbreak unconnected' Jihan's last words were so scary to Qu, He had to get up and start arranging himself to pick up his own future dreams.
Connect ….
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By Enis Sudroujabit🙏