
"Jihan, honestly I can't afford to talk about my feelings for the Sultan, I'm ashamed and what's more unbearable is the word rejection if it's a reality I have to accept." quiet Qu's voice as they chatted in the campus cafeteria just waiting for the afternoon to be a bit dim from the heat of the afternoon sun to this afternoon.
Qu imagines the Sultan may have made it back to Australia, and met his girlfriend. Qu's heart became moody and tried to confide in his close friend.
"Yes ombuuuun Quinna, how could anyone else know our heart, if we never open it?" jihan replied with his smartass.
"What should I say, Jihan? from the beginning I realized and thought that the Sultan saw I was only a friend," Qu assures that it was his heart and believes it to this day remains that way.
"But that's Lo's word, right? Lo itself does not know the feelings of the Sultan, but yesterday it was the return of the Sultan to Indonesia when the most appropriate according to Ie, but the Sultan, Lo will not have a chance as good as that anyways Lo will not have a burden if Lo say the feelings honestly whatever the result because Lo will separate again not every day meet!" Jihan gave me a reason and rightly so.
"So how should I go about Jihan?"
"Stop asking like that! the answer is in Lo's heart gather the courage that Lo had to open up to tell her the true feelings, be it directly to the Sultan or to anyone to be able to convey it." Jihan's opinion was firm and so easy as it seemed but not for Qu who had the problem.
"It looks like I lost my chance Jihan."
"The opportunity is always there as small as it is certain there will be a gap between you Qu, dear Sultan who Lo likes do not know the same I and Lo have not had time to know, if only I knew for sure I had dragged in front of Lo tuh Si Sultan so He opened his eyes wide to see Lo who was so in love with Him!" It seems that Jihan is just getting anxious with the softness and slowness of Quinna's attitude.
Qu laughed at all the answers of his close friend Jihan.
All is not as easy as turning hands need consideration and finally just silence that is what Qu has been doing all this time.
"Indeed, what the hell was Lo's childhood friend until Lo was thin dry like this?" tanya Jihan was astonished by the attitude of her best friend Qu.
"The handsome is relative to Jihan, it will be even more handsome if we like, also if Our hearts are already adrift it is not easy to stop and replace it." Qu's clever answer finally answered wisely.
"Lo himself is wrong, never tried the same other guy why? Lo is beautiful, so attractive according to me, but Lo just loves something uncertain, so, replace the insensitive Sultan Si Andre who is no less handsome than the Great who always asked Lo only," said Jihan intended to provide the best solution.
"Gue can't easily fall in love with Jihan, maybe I'm a freak, but I'm the only one who feels all of this" Qu replied, giving the reason that's the principle.
"Lo every day just confide in the dolls Lo, all the expressions Lo recorded in the diary Lo, then when does the Sultan know how Lo heh feels? wait for Lo ubanan? old and dead with love and feelings?" cercah Jihan wants to make Qu understand.
Qu was just silent is the way he was taken wrong but if he was frank. Qu was so afraid that Sultan did not love him that it would affect the atmosphere of their friendship that Qu feared.
It would be even more embarrassing when he said love first, mending if the Sultan accepted it if not? they will be put where their faces are, and their friendship will be too big to give no more meaning. So many years the meaning of their friendship evaporates is lost just like that by the word love freefall gliding spoken out of control, Qu did not want that his feelings were too subtle if he had to accept the word rejection mending not at all.
A dozen years they are friendly from starting to be allowed to shower together, here and there are forbidden because they have entered elementary school, and they remain sticky to maintain their friendship. At least a little difference of understanding can all be solved well. All went normal and very well the phase of the journey through with a very sweet moment until the time of High School Qu began to feel a different feeling to the Sultan.
Both are very spoiled and single children in their respective families.
Both have their own priorities in the family.
His father Qu was a sailor who came home once a year at least once every six months making Qu almost less affectionate and a touch of a Father.
Finally they often along with the Sultan's father and the figure of the Sultan who became his idol now after adulthood.
Another with the Sultan who can meet with his parents every day because his father is a businessman in the field of import exports, although not yet spelled out his business is big but just getting ahead.
Sultan lectures in the economics of International Business chosen there must be the contribution of his parents who want to bequeath his family's business to his only child.
I am indeed weak Jihan but it is best for me rather than ruining the friendly relations and family I am also a long-established sultan.
"But in the future there is no solution so that feeling must be fought for Qu all will not be understandable if only deposited in the heart if Lo can not directly express find a person who can convey feelings Lo to imply that Lo was interested in that."
"But who? can't it be my parents Mama I'm or Aunt Rossa who's the middleman?"
"Yes it needs to think it can be this hard because Lo who makes it himself, here who is his close friend other girl guys besides Lo if you can nitip the same message He?"
"Friends of Sultan ya I!"
"Well, is there nothing else?"
"There is but it's not that close. Schoolmates at a distance that finally because We're close together so automatically the most familiar yes We both."
"Let's go home again Lo knowin I'm with Lo's friend so that later I can convey Lo's feelings."
"He's coming home maybe in two years' time, Jihan."
"So all that time you want to wait for him to continue ? oh my God Qu is tired!"
"Gue doesn't expect anything now, it's probably true Lo said earlier I'm too late."
"Prophe Qu, please, people are patiently sure will miss the train but according to me if it is not going anywhere that can be done plus from now on pray that the heart of the Sultan is disturbed by the do'a Lo and the feeling Lo conveyed and inspiration from the sky that Lo's love can both unite."
"Aamiin..." Qu laughed uneasily.
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By Enis Sudroujabit🙏