The Promise Rejected
Chapter 19

The Rejected Promise

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To be honest, I haven't forgotten what happened yesterday. I know I'm wrong, but can't they give me a little sympathy?. Even Papa could have kicked me out, without any mercy. They want to go back to how they used to be. As if I don't remember what happened yesterday. It's not that I'm vengeful for them, but I'm disappointed.

It wasn't the protection and empathy I got back then. Now that I'm weighing Mama's request, I ask for time to answer this question.

I've been here most of the day, now it's time to go home. At first they didn't allow me to go back to the contract. But I kept pushing him, and I asked him for his understanding. They were forced to let me go home, on condition that I should return and give an answer tomorrow morning. I accept his request.

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When I got home, I took a shower and cooked. I remembered my mother's request. I wonder if I should stay there?. I thought for a long time that I had finally decided to accept their request, I wanted to stay there again.

I took my phone to tell Mama, if I go there with all my stuff. They were so happy when they heard I wanted to live there.

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Tonight I packed all my stuff that was rented. Tomorrow I'm leaving this house. The house is full of memories, although I live here only one year but a lot of memories. There are so many things I have experienced in this house. There are so many joys and sorrows I have here. Now I have to leave him.

One year, I don't think it's a short time. It's not easy for me to do everything. Sadness that always comes and never goes away. The tiredness I feel every day. Taking care of the baby alone without anyone's help. I'm all alone. When tired of whipping only a cry that makes me a little relieved.

The sound of Adira's crying broke my daydream. I reached her tiny body and gave her breast milk.I saw Adira had slept in my sling, I put her in the bed slowly so as not to wake up.

Back I packed my clothes and had Adira. It took me four hours to pack.

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I woke up because I heard my phone ringing which signaled the phone came in. I lift the green button.

" Intan, Mama's on the road. Mama asked to share your home "

It turns out that Mama called me, I guess who. I lyric clock on the phone, it's 08.12. I've had bad luck. I Adira lyrics it turns out she's still asleep.

" Hello son, you're horrified by Mama's words, right?. Intan, hello hello "

" I-iya Mah, I'm horrified. I'll share lok ya "I answer.

" Oh okay, honey, you want to drop something? Have eaten?. Intan want chicken porridge or Mama buyin your favorite soto?." Said my mother who always paid attention to me.

" Inan has not eaten mah, has not had time to cook because Intan woke up bad luck. It's up to Mama to bring what . Be careful on the road! ".

" Yes dear !"

Phone is turned off.

I grabbed a towel hanging on the wall, immediately took a shower and prepared. Let Adira sleep, I can't wake her.