The Promise Rejected
Chapter 4
The Rejected Promise
_ Ines _
It doesn't feel like I've been able to cover up this one mistake. And so lately Dito's attitude really changed completely. Who used to be considerate, sensitive, and loving attention more to me, but now he has been acting indifferent, cold, and bodoamat-an. He's completely changed, unlike the Dito I used to know.
Tonight, like the nights before. I was having dinner with my family. We only had three dinners, because Mas Tama was married. I deftly prepared the dishes and others. Immediately I took the rice to the plate of Papa and Mama. I haven't had time to scoop rice into my mouth. Suddenly I felt sick.
" Hoek, hoek! " Spontaneously I immediately shut my mouth. The smell of opor that I thought was very pungent, pierced my sense of smell.
" Weird, it's usually normal when I smell "my murmur.
" Intan, are you okay?. Why are you, son, sick?. Ask Mama.
" No mah!, only, you are only rich in nausea ". Answer me
" Pucet your face is Diamond!" Papa said
" Want Papa get a doctor?" Reciprocation
" No need Pah!, emm maybe this is just a cold. I'm going to go to my room, Pah ". I said with a little stammering.
" Hem yes already, find the medicine in the drawer near the TV, try to find it yourself?. If you have met directly taken the medicine! " Mama's Order .
" Yes Mah." My welcome.
After I found the cure, I immediately took it. I put my body on the bed.
" May only enter the usual wind "Lirihku.
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Arriving at the room, I immediately laid his body on the bed. Body that feels weak, emm a bit nauseous too anyway!. It didn't take long, I was asleep.
" It's so pale in my face." I looked in front of the mirror.
The deg!
I remember something, though,
" Am I pregnant?, no. Can't I be pregnant?. I ask myself.
It was frustrating to make it. With my body still limp, I took my motorcycle keys and my bag to go to the pharmacy to buy a tespeck.
" Don't get me pregnant!" Mumbles.
When I got home, I checked. With a raging feeling between nervousness and fear. I'm afraid the results will be positive. I slowly dip the tespeck into the container that contains my urine.
" I hope the result is negative!. Please don't line two".
I jumped for a moment. My eyes are round followed by my mouth making the letter O. It was like an earthquake shook my body and made my heart rumble.
So surprised, I even dropped the pregnancy test kit. I stared at the pregnancy test that fell on the floor. There are two lines, indicating that I am positively pregnant!.
" There's no way I'm pregnant, it must've broken this thing". I even checked it twice. And they're both the same, double-striped which means I'm actually positively pregnant.
" Oh my God!". Oversimplifies
How is this?, what should I do?. How would Mas Tama react if he knew that his sister was pregnant? What about Mom and Dad ?. I grabbed my own hair while shaking my head. Nah! I can't imagine what's going to happen when they find out about my pregnancy.
" Will Dito be ready to accept the presence of the child I bear? Mumbles.
I cursed myself. Why can I be this stupid?, fear keeps creeping on me . I hugged my knees while biting my fingertips, thinking what I would do later.