The Promise Rejected
Chapter 3

The Rejected Promise

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I don't know why I remember what I did. It's beyond a doubt.

I am truly sorry . Really - really sorry. A pointless regret, I easily gave up my crown. The crown I was supposed to keep and give to my husband later.

I was afraid, afraid that I might get pregnant one day, afraid that Dito would break his promise.

" Arggh!, why did I realize?, you idiot!" Umpatku annoyed.

I can't hold my tears anymore. Throw it down, cry it out.

" It should have been, I could have dodged it, could have run away or.arrgghh! " My scream

It is useless for me to suppose like this, after all everything has happened, which I fear is Dito denied his promise. And I'm afraid that Dito will leave me.

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I'm not going to college today. I am lazy to do anything. Lazy to meet Dito and lazy to meet everyone. Today I don't want to be disturbed by anyone. So I decided to deactivate my phone.

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One week has passed..

Now I have started my activities again, trying to calm down, whether until when I have to cover up this lie. And finally, I felt Dito's attitude change, turning into indifference and acting ordinary, as if he had never done anything wrong.

Compare back with me. I can't live quietly anymore, I'm always haunted by guilt and regret.

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It doesn't feel like I've been able to cover up this one mistake. And so lately Dito's attitude really changed completely. Who used to be considerate, sensitive, and loving attention more to me, but now he has been acting indifferent, cold, and bodoamat-an. He's completely changed, unlike the Dito I used to know.

Tonight, like the nights before. I was having dinner with my family. We only had three dinners, because Mas Tama was married. I deftly prepared the dishes and others. Immediately I took the rice to the plate of Papa and Mama. I haven't had time to scoop rice into my mouth. Suddenly I felt sick.

" Hoek, hoek! " Spontaneously I immediately shut my mouth. The smell of opor that I thought was very pungent, pierced my sense of smell.

" Weird, it's usually normal when I smell "my murmur.

" Intan, are you okay?. Why are you, son, sick?. Ask Mama.

" No mah!, only, you are only rich in nausea ". Answer me

" Pucet your face is Diamond!" Papa said

" Want Papa get a doctor?" Reciprocation

" No need Pah!, emm maybe this is just a cold. I'm going to go to my room, Pah ". I said with a little stammering.

" Hem yes already, find the medicine in the drawer near the TV, try to find it yourself?. If you have met directly taken the medicine! " Mama's Order .

" Yes Mah." My welcome.

After I found the cure, I immediately took it. I put my body on the bed.

" May only enter the usual wind "Lirihku.