The Rajendra Love Crossing
PCR 26'S. Not Wanting to Live Again.

Long enough Rajendra waited in front of the room Dusk, the man also several times knocked on the door. But there was no answer, making him feel worried.

"Forges?" call Rajendra again and knock on the door.

Just like before, no answer made Rajendra even more anxious.

"Where is he? Is it possible that he will deliberately not want to see me?" muttered Rajendra with his thinking face.

Rajendra tried once again to knock on the door of the twilight room. And there's no answer at all. Make him without hesitation just go into the room.

As soon as Rajendra came in, there was no silence. The room also looks empty, but Rajendra hears the sound of water faucets burning, indicating that someone is inside.

Rajendra then approached the bathroom, wanting to knock on it but he was astonished to see that the bathroom door was not tightly closed. Rajendra without thinking about it just opened it, his hunch said that something was wrong.

Rajendra opened the bathroom door quickly. But a second later his eyes widened wide to see the scene in front of him. His heart seemed to stop beating when he saw Dusk that was almost drowning in a bath up with unceasing water flowing from the faucet. What makes Rajendra more surprised is, the water in the bath up is blood red.

"Alley!" Rajendra shouted very loudly, he immediately threw away the medicine he was carrying and ran, reaching for the body of Dusk who was almost drowned in water mixed with his blood.

"What are you doing?!" Pekik Rajendra was even more shocked when he saw that Dusk's wrist was injured. It turned out that the blood came from the Twilight wound because the woman was intending to end her life.

With a trembling body, Rajendra immediately lifted the body of Dusk from inside the bath up. He did not expect that Dusk would do such a reckless thing. But it most likely had something to do with what he had done last night.He had to quickly take Dusk to the hospital before it was too late because the blood kept flowing from Dusk's hands.

"Suck!" Rajendra cursed frantically, ripped his shirt off and wrapped his arms around Dusk to stop his wound. He had to get Dusk to the hospital immediately before it was too late as blood continued to flow from Dusk's hands.

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Rajendra paced anxiously in front of the IGD room, thinking about how the state of Dusk that was half an hour ago had been handled. Rajendra was really very afraid of something happening that would surely be regretted.

"Family patient?"

Rajendra gasped when he heard the doctor's voice coming out of the IGD room. He rushed to sign the Doctor with his face very panicked.

"How is the Doctor doing?" ask Rajendra directly.

"The wound is not very deep sir, it seems Miss wanted to commit suicide attempt but failed. Now it's better, but if I may suggest ..." The doctor paused his speech for a moment, hesitating to say it.

"Why, Doctor?" ask Rajendra a little urgently.

"Oh, in the future I only advise you to be slow. I understand that I may still be a newlywed" said the Doctor, commenting on an unusual smile.

Rajendra frowned, quite confused by the doctor's words. But as soon as he realized it, his face instantly turned crimson.

"Yes Doctor, thank you" Rajendra said briefly and coldly.

"All right, I'll excuse you. Maybe soon Miss will be awake, please if you want to see," said the doctor reviewed his thin smile before leaving Rajendra.

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Dusk woke up after an hour had passed, he felt his hands so painful and his head was very dizzy. He tried to hold his head, but his infused hands were interested in making him feel pain.

"Akhich!" Dusk let out a small shout, looking at his hand infused with his confused face.

"What are you doing? Be careful."

"You! Why are you here?" Pekik Dusk was still so afraid if he met Rajendra, he was also confused why he was suddenly in the hospital. As he remembered it ...

"What do you think of Dusk? Why are you doing this stupid thing?" said Rajendra staring at Dusk quite sharply, he was certainly angry with the attitude of Dusk which he thought was very rash.

"I just want to die," lirih Dusk hugged himself while crying.

It was enough, everything was enough for Dusk to survive in this cruel world. He could no longer live after everything that happened. He really wanted to end everything.

"I don't want to live anymore, I want to die." Dusk suddenly suffered from anxiety and confusion, he immediately pulled the hose infusion violently until he felt tremendous pain.

"Of ..." Dusk grimaced in pain as he held his hand.

"Alley! What are you doing!" Rajendra shouted in surprise, he immediately pulled out a blanket to cover the wound of Dusk.

As soon as Rajendra touched her, Dusk grew more and more startled, he pulled his hand violently.

"Don't touch me wedge!" twilight cried still vividly remembering the shadow of how Rajendra touched him violently and without feeling.

"Senja, stop doing this stupid thing. You think I want all this to happen? Nah! I don't want it at all, come on don't be so naive, I've apologized haven't I?" said Rajendra still holding the hand of Dusk, no matter the woman continues to rebel.

"I don't need your forgiveness, I just want to die." The twilight was getting hysterical, he had no spirit of life anymore and really wanted to leave this world.

"I'm dirty, I want to die. I don't want to live anymore, I ..." Dusk was crying hysterically, beating himself up, hoping he would die soon.

"Stop this Dusk" Rajendra said, holding his hand so as not to keep beating himself.

"Let go, I don't want to live, I want to die ..." Dusk still continued to hurt himself while crying.

"Alley! I said stop this!" Rajendra snapped with his very loud voice making the body of the twilight furthered in shock and tightening his cries even more.

"How many times have I told you, I'll take responsibility. I know I was wrong, I'll take responsibility for what I did. Stop hurting yourself, I have a responsibility, don't you believe that?" rajendra said slightly softening his speech.

"In what way will you be responsible? Marry me? Then, in two months we'll get divorced and you'll dump me. Is that what you mean? If so, I say thank you, but I don't need it all Rajendra," said Dusk, looking at Rajendra as a pain.

Dusk had thought of everything, after his divorce papers came out, he and Rajendra would no longer have any relationship. The man also did not want himself and would soon dump his already unholy self again. After that she was just a pathetic weak woman. Death is the best path for him right now.

Rajendra was silent, quite slapped with that twilight remark. They are indeed currently in the process of divorce, but after what happened between him and Dusk ...

"You can't answer that, can you? Because I know you never liked me, Rajendra. For what else are we living in pretense again? Please just let me go, let me choose my own way of life," lirih Dusk lowered his head while covering his face with both hands.

"What life's path do you mean? You don't even want to live anymore" Rajendra growled.

"There is no reason for me to live" said Dusk crying softly, he already has no one in this world. Even if he died, no one would cry.

"I, I am your reason for staying alive, Dusk."

Happy Reading's.

TBC.