
The night was already very late, but Dusk still did not want to close his eyes. It seems like a lot of what he was thinking.
He then glanced at Rajendra seen already sleeping peacefully since then beside him without being disturbed in the slightest.
Dusk tilted his body, staring at Rajendra who was sleeping peacefully like an angel. The man had such a perfect facial line, making any woman on this earth would definitely not be able to resist.
'Why do you have to do this? Can't you just not chain my heart like this? What do you really want?'
Dusk does not know why, but whenever he wants to hate Rajendra and tries to erase his love, he always cannot. Though this man can only give him a wound, but why does his heart seem to want to survive with the wound?
'You are so cheating, ensnaring me to always love you. But you don't want to change your feelings at all.'
Dusk was busy settling himself in, expressing his frustration in silence with a gaze that kept staring at Rajendra. But the more viewed, it makes him hypnotized.
I don't know what demon possessed Dusk, so he reached out his hand to touch Rajendra's face. From the eyebrows, eyes, nose, until the last one was lipped by the man.
'He is truly a perfect man, if only I could have him completely. Maybe I'll be the happiest woman in the world. Is it true what he said just now? She loves me?'
dusk let out a long sigh, not wanting to hope anymore for the thing that would hurt his heart back. Now he has promised to kill the love that made his heart hurt.
Dusk immediately distanced himself. But when he wanted to pull his hand back suddenly Rajendra grabbed his hand making him surprised not dumbass.
"Rajendra!" squealing the Dusk with a stifled voice.
"Have you been satisfied to see my face?" Rajendra spoke with his eyes still closed, a smile expanding on his sweet lips.
"You haven't slept?"
Dusk was so shocked, he thought whether Rajendra had known what he had done.
"You woke me up" answered Rajendra, opening his eyes, and glancing at the still-shocked Dusk.
"Ahhha, sleep again. I want to sleep too." Dusk spoke clumsy, ashamed of himself for being caught watching Rajendra secretly.
Dusk immediately twisted his body to turn his back on Rajendra. Hiding his embarrassed face.
However, not yet he breathed quietly, Rajendra again moving by tightening his body and hugging himself from behind.
"Rajendra?" Dusk wanted to cuss, but his body was stiffened due to this shocking touch.
"I've woken up, why do I have to sleep again?" kisik Rajendra breathed a warm one until it hit the neck of Dusk.
"It's late, I'm sleepy," said Dusk completely unable to wrinkle.
"But I haven't" Rajendra said, hugging Dusk so tightly.
Twilight bit her lips, she confused herself what to do. Since hearing that Rajendra loved her, her heart suddenly started to wobble back. He wanted to hate this guy, but why couldn't he?
Rajendra then turned the body of the twilight until the two faced each other. In the dim light of the room, he saw that extremely nervous Dusk. Rajendra smiled faintly, then stretched out his hand to touch the twilight cheek.
"Why not sleep?" asked Rajendra, since earlier noticed that Dusk was very restless sleep.
"It's okay, maybe in a new place, still adjusting," said Dusk trying to stare in the other direction, avoiding the gaze of Rajendra's eyes that made his heart beat unnaturally.
"You see something beautiful?" Rajendra asked again.
"What a beautiful thing?" Dusk frowned not understanding.
"You'll know later, come on." Rajendra suddenly threw down the blanket that covered the two of them and got up and extended his hand to Dusk.
"Eh? Where are we going?" Dusk was still in place because it was very confused.
"Have come, I'm sure you'll like it" Rajendra said.
Dusk actually wanted to refuse, especially he felt very uncomfortable because at this time he only uses Rajendra shirts that are lying without subordinates, so that the shirt only covers half his thighs. Dusk was afraid that he would meet Rajendra's family, wasn't that so disrespectful?
"Rajendra, where are we going?" Dusk asked confused, looking back and forth which was already very quiet because all the residents of the house were asleep.
"You'll know soon enough" Rajendra said.
Dusk snorted small, Rajendra really did not tell him where to take him. The two of them had to walk up the stairs to the third floor of the house.
It was a library full of bookshelves. Then the pictures of a very large and beautiful family. On the other hand there is another room that is tightly closed, then on the right there is a balcony and Rajendra invites Dusk there.
"Rajendra, where are you taking me?" grunts Dusk.
"Look" Rajendra said, showing the view from the balcony.
"Rajendra?" Dusk amazed as he saw a very good view from the balcony.
"Hows it? It's beautiful, isn't it?" rajendra said with a faint smile at the reaction of Dusk.
"It's great" said Dusk. Really amazed to see the small lights that lined up behind the house. It looks so beautiful because of the light. Plus the feel of a beautiful flower garden, making the view very beautiful.
"We can also see the stars from here, look there," Rajendra said pointing up, where the stars are scattered very beautifully along with the bright moon of the night.
"Try to find where your parents are" Rajendra said.
"Huh?" The twilight for a moment.
"Yes, my mother said that the dead man would be a star in the sky. Your parents must have been there too" Rajendra said of her beautiful smile.
"I don't know." The twilight shook slowly. Do not know how to behave, because it has been accustomed to living without parents since childhood.
"Ehm, then let's search" said Rajendra again, looking up at the stars in the sky.
"How to find it?" He looked at Rajendra.
"That, you see that brightest star? He shines brighter than the rest. I think it's your parents. The two are side by side, maybe they're looking at you from up there. Come on, say something to them" Rajendra said so excitedly.
Dusk also looked at the star that Rajendra meant. The star was shining brighter than the others. I wondered if it was both of his parents? I would love to meet once if I could. Lying if he does not feel missed, very ... He misses her so much.
"I ..." Dusk wanted to speak, but his voice was stuck in his throat.
"Yes, tell them something. They must be happy to see you here" Rajendra said.
"I ... can't ...." Dusk wanted to say that he missed, but why did it feel so hard. Only her eyes were teary from remembering her last moment with her mother before she died.
Rajendra frowned, looking at the troubled Dusk. Maybe Dusk is not used to expressing himself, he prefers to hold, making the woman unable to express her feelings.
Rajendra stretched out his hand, clasping the hand of Dusk tightly making the woman stare at him.
"Can, you can, Dusk. Let's scream, say what you want to say. You certainly can," said Rajendra giving his spirit, wanting to make Dusk more able to express himself again.
Dusk looked at Rajendra who looked very serious, making him want to try it. But his tongue was so twisted, he couldn't express his feelings like everyone else did because he was used to being alone since childhood.
"Don't be afraid to express yourself. The world must also hear what you are feeling right now. You can, Dusk. Tell them you love them." Rajendra continued to speak, giving his spirit to Dusk.
Dusk listens to it all, he can feel what Rajendra wants. Make himself comfortable so he can be more confident. He looked back at the stars in the sky, imagining that they were his parents.
"Dad ..."
Happy Reading's.
TBC.