The Rajendra Love Crossing
PCR 42S. The Shit Carrier Woman.

Dusk seemed not so excited when Rajendra invited him to the office after the hospital. He is still thinking about all the problems that are happening in his life right now. Still so surprised and could not accept if he is currently pregnant with the child of a stranger who he just knew almost two months ago.

"You don't have to worry too much, tomorrow it's just a regular family meeting. Grandpa just wants to get to know you," said Rajendra calming Dusk who looks so riled up.

"Should we do it? Aren't we getting a divorce soon?" sahut Dusk dared to look at Rajendra.

Rajendra thinned his lips, almost swearing harshly at the word divorce.

"Do you want us to get divorced in this state of yours? You're pregnant with my son, so I don't want to risk anything if anything happens to you" Rajendra said.

"Do you think I can't take care of him? I can definitely get Rajendra, he's my son too, "sadly Dusk.

"preserving? In what way is Dusk? You don't even have anything but the clothes you have right now. You want to make my son's life suffer by living poor with you?" rajendra could not take it anymore. But a second later he regretted having said it all at Dusk.

Dusk looked at Rajendra in disbelief, his heart like it was hit by such a heartbreaking pain.

"At least it's better than him living between two parents who don't love each other" said Dusk throwing his gaze in the other direction, hiding his tears that melted away just like that.

"Senja, it's not a matter of love, but-"

"I know I don't have anything anymore. Even my life depends on you, right? All right, thank you for awakening me Rajendra. I will always remember it at that time. So, if the child is born? Are you gonna let me go?" the word Dusk did not think in which direction.

"Go?" Rajendra's face immediately hardened hearing Dusk's speech. "So, you want to leave your son after he's born, do you?"

"Sure, isn't that what you want? Now that I realize, you really just want a child in this cage, don't you? Okay, I'll grant it as you wish. Even I gave you the freedom bonus without bearing his burden for nine months. That's enough, isn't it?" Dusk spoke in a harsh tone, whereas his heart was so torn as to say it all.

Rajendra pulled the arm of Dusk violently until the woman looked at him. "Why do you always want to get away from me? What's less than me until you keep rejecting me, ha!" snapped Rajendra's angry. His self-esteem seemed disturbed due to the constant rejection of Dusk.

"Why should you ask if you know the answer yourself? I never wanted you, and just so you know Rajendra, I hate you so much!" twilight screams threw Rajendra's hand until the grip was released.

Rajendra was getting angry, he clutched his arm back stronger than before. He looked at the woman in front of him with a very sharp look.

"You hate me?" ask Rajendra.

"Yes! Hates you very much Rajendra. Even if God gives me a new life, I hope not to meet a man like you!" twilight screams against those eyes, he ignored the pain in his hand.

"Oh shittt! Don't you think with my good attitude all this time you can care for me, Dusk. Do you think I want to get caught up in a situation like this? Absolutely not, it might be true your friend said, you are indeed a pesky carrying woman!" Rajendra snapped without being so loud, he even unconsciously said a word that made the heart of Dusk like being stabbed by thousands of arrows.

Dusk smiled wryly, but his eyes grew wet from hearing the words he had hated so much in his entire life. Finally Rajendra said the hurtful word so loudly in front of him.

"Yes, that's what I am Rajendra. I'm sorry if I've made your life shit, you should never have met me" said Dusk looking at Rajendra so fondly. He immediately let go of Rajendra's hand and chose to throw his gaze towards the window. Resisting the tightness in his chest that was so painful.

Rajendra was silent, he regretted saying that to Dusk. This is what he hates the most in himself, if he is angry, he cannot control himself and what he says will certainly be greatly regretted.

"I'm sorry" said Rajendra, trying to grab the hand of Twilight, but the woman dodged.

Dusk is just silent, there is no intention to reply. Why apologize if the edges will repeat the same thing. Dusk was tired, wanted to give up but unfortunately he had already fallen into a love that was so painful.

Rajendra took only a few important papers in his office and he forced Dusk to come along even though the woman continued to resist. Ever since the quarrel, Dusk didn't even say anything more. Just answer short when Rajendra asks.

"Mother just called, after this we're going to go to her subscription boutique because-"

"All right." Dusk immediately replied without waiting for Rajendra to finish his speech.

Rajendra let out a long sigh, seemingly persuading the angry Dusk is harder than conquering his business opponents. He truly regretted having spoken so carelessly as before.

"We ate first, it's late afternoon but you haven't eaten anything" Rajendra said.

Dusk did not reply, Rajendra did not wait for direct approval from Dusk and just turned his car into one of the famous restaurants in the city of Jakarta.

Rajendra went down first, wanting to open the door for Dusk but the woman had already gone down first.

"Let's go in," Rajendra invited while reaching for the waist of Dusk, but again the woman refused and chose to walk first.

Rajendra raised his hand, a sign that he had given up on persuading Dusk. Maybe he can try it later if the anger of Dusk subsides.

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"You eat first, I'll go to the toilet for a while" Rajendra said after seeing the food ordered for Dusk had arrived.

"Why so much?" the word twilight frowned when he saw the table in front of him filled with food.

"Yes, I don't know what food you like. The doctor said you have to eat a lot to keep our baby healthy" Rajendra said, smiling a little because Dusk would talk to him.

"But not this much either, dear if not eaten," said Dusk men de sah tired, afraid to throw the food in vain later.

"It's okay, you choose whichever you like. I'll be gone for a while" said Rajendra without hesitation extending his hand to stroke Dusk's hair.

Twilight flinched, he instantly distanced his head making Rajendra pull his hand back awkwardly.

"Sorry," said Rajendra smiling clumsily.

Dusk did not reply and pretended to bow so as not to look directly at Rajendra. He is still angry if he remembers what Rajendra said just now.

Rajendra himself just went to his destination. He felt his hands were quite sticky and had to wash them immediately. He could at least bear it if his body was dirty like that.

After a few minutes on the toilet, Rajendra washed his face with water, hoping to cool his complicated brain due to today's problems.

However, when he came out of the bathroom, he actually had to face a problem that made his head throb even more, where he saw Kalea was already standing waiting for him with a face so pitiful.

Happy Reading's.

TBC.