
08.12
“Where are they? What
back to his house?” murmuring Agatha.
It's been an hour
lying on the bed and doing nothing. And now it is
bored. His two friends who were here had now disappeared.
I don't know, maybe they went out to eat or even went back to his house. Anyway
Agatha had no right to forbid them.
“It turns out like this
it feels like when you have to take care of yourself even in conditions that are not
prima,”.
But this is not
it was the first time for the girl to feel the same way. Since sitting in
even in college, he was often in and out of the hospital. And the
most importantly, Agatha did not trouble anyone but herself at all
by oneself. Why is he still complaining.
Agatha is trying to
brainstorm and find a good idea. What to do to reduce
feeling bored at the moment. Obviously not with a cell phone. He's fed up
with that one thing. No matter how long Agatha stared at the screen
own cellphone. He has been working with his cell phone screen since. But
there was still not a single fun thing he could find there.
Even though I played
a cell phone since half an hour ago, he had absolutely no intention of
call Arjuna or even Jeff. There is no other reason than fear
interrupting their time. It is an ancient reason that is widely used by
the people.
In the end the girl
decided to go out. Looking for fresh air. Even though the air at night
more likely to be cold. But it's okay. At least Agatha's health condition
it will not get worse just because of this.
Agatha went to the park.
It just so happens that he's not just there. Some patients also appear
passing around there. They must have a reason not far away
different from Agatha. Feeling bored because they are in the room too long. That is
which brings them all the way here.
Media officers alike
no one forbids them. It's still eight o'clock.
There was still less than an hour left before they were finally told
to return to their rooms. But, as long as the clock has not touched
number nine, then they can still roam around freely. Such
the rules.
Someone is accompanied
with his family, but not a few who come alone here.
One of them is Agatha.
The night breeze
rubbing her softly-dressed hair. The night sky looks
sparkling because of the chunks of diamonds lit in space that we have been calling
as a star, then the black hair of this girl is also no less beautiful. Even
it looks much brighter under the moonlight.
The girl sighed
rough breathing. His eyes were on the sky that night. He didn't
ceaselessly amazed to see the beauty of space studded
millions of stars and the moon at its center. Agatha almost forgot when it was last
the time he sat outside while enjoying the view of the night sky like this.
That's obviously been a long time. Agatha was a child, even her age
less than ten years.
“Mother saw me
now from space?” agatha said with a trembling voice.
“Yes, mom sure
saw me. Mom was always watching me, I know that,” muttered with a smile
flimsy.
Agatha lowered her gaze. Staring at both feet while squeezing
his other finger. Damnit damnit! Both of his eyes were warming. Even
his view is blurry. He could not see anything clearly now.
The remaining tears had already accumulated in his eye peluk now. Stay
just wait a little longer until the crying breaks.
Her chest feels so
congested. It was as if an invisible object was trying to suppress it from the
various directions. Agatha could barely breathe. At the moment it is middle
in an open space.
“Arghh!!” gnarly
loathe.
“No I won't
crying just because of such a trivial thing,” he said.
Agatha is trying to
keep looking tough. Even though the situation is inversely proportional to the word
doin' fine. The universe knows it is not good. No need to lie. Girl
it was too hard on himself. Too forced to be what
which he wants. Man cannot always get his wish. Lord
know which is best.
As an ordinary man,
Agatha also has the right to feel sad, disappointed, angry, afraid and all the rest. No
you should always be in a happy phase. All that's natural. Generally you will
considered a normal human being if you have felt it all. At least once
lifetime time.
“Those who are in
around me, do I really consider if my presence is important or even
instead?”
Suddenly a strange question
like it just popped up. I don't know, he doesn't have a reason
evidently. Everything just happens. This is not the first time that girl has
asking the same thing to himself. Agatha knew clearly
that he would never find the answer to that question
itself. Not at all.
“I don't know I should
ask who,” he said.
“They definitely don't
will want to answer honestly,” concluded.
In fact
it does. Some people deliberately hide the truth from other humans
just for fear of hurting each other. People say that the truth is
the most painful thing for certain things. But not a little bit either
he deliberately hid the truth with bad intentions.
“Mother, yesterday I
meeting with dad again for the second time after the incident at the center
sport it,” beber Agatha to the universe.
For the moment not
there are others who can be the best listeners besides the universe.
“He gave me an offer
to join the company he leads. I don't know for sure what
the plan is to go ahead. But, obviously I can't believe it completely
with that guy. Even though he is my father and you have loved each other
preceding. Mother alone can be made lost trust in father,” babble girl
that's at length.
More precisely now
he was complaining. Consider it if his mother is said to be in heaven
hearing all the outpouring of the child's heart just this puppet. Only in that way
Agatha could feel a lot better.
“Funny
once. They love each other at first, then they turn into each other
hating each other,” muttered the girl while chuckling.