
The more trouble there is the more it increases. Even the universe
as if it did not provide an opportunity for Agatha to finish it off completely
one-by-one. Not as easy as he imagined. Agatha plans to
relinquished his current job status as one of the security officers.
The office was no longer a comfortable place for him. It's not like before.
Actually this is not the first time Agatha has thought
like those. For the past few months, he has been planning to move
work place. But until now he had not even found a job
suits him. It turns out that people's complaints are true. It is difficult to
looking for a job in this day and age. The girl's only biggest fear
it is losing a job and becoming unemployed.
“If I take off my current job before
getting a new job, that's tantamount to risking the whole
my life,” murmured while uniting both palms.
Agatha was thinking hard. Brain searching for a way
exiting. The girl wants to get a comfortable working environment, but on the side
others are also not that easy to find the things he wants.
Right now his mind is in chaos. He doesn't know if he should
survive or leave everything. More precisely, it is not
you can decide quickly for important things like this.
The more mature, somehow life feels heavier.
You have to keep thinking about how to survive. How to compete with
other humans, in order to still be able to gain a place in this world. Yeah, people
adults have to think about all that for their survival. Starting from
how to make money, to others.
In fact, life is not that simple. Universe continues
it requires adult humans to survive in their own way.
It seems after a thought to have the order to always take a nap
when I was a kid it wasn't too bad either. At least it's far away
better than having to think of a way out of all the problems
come in adult time.
“What better I take an offer to join
that company alone?” ask the girl to herself.
A while ago Narendra again questioned
the Agatha decision. It is about asking to join together
his company. It is predictable what the game will be like. Brief
story, Agatha will be the successor of the company. After Narendra can't
spending more time on this business, Agatha will
take control of all of that.
But, there was the biggest and worst risk he had to face
if Agatha decides to accept the offer. What else if
not Liora. Yes, inevitably he must always be ready to face everything
threat from the woman. As everyone knows, Liora has never
messing with the threat. He doesn't even care if he's almost changed
being a murderer is only because of the sense of ego he has.
If you remember again, Agatha is still not out of thought
by the actions of Liora at that time. He admitted that the woman had determination
and enough courage. How brave, Agatha almost thought
if the woman has a mental disorder.
Liora was direct yesterday
attack him suddenly without warning. Agatha is the same
not interested in taking the opportunity to be a leader
that company. Agatha still could not imagine what it would be
done by the woman if until he accepted the offer yesterday.
Agatha is still
half-dead confusion is created by the game of fate. He really doesn't know
you have to choose which path. Looks like for a while this girl
it will stay in its present work. At least until he
Before taking one
an important decision, there were so many things he had to think about for
his survival. This is not a joke. Pretty serious.
Agatha would not be able to depend on others for now. Now it is
living alone. Not a single family has cared for him since
back then.
“So please, looks like I should
stay there,” knot Agatha.
“There are no other options
for now,”.
Agatha was too afraid of time
front itself. He always wondered what he would do in time
front later. Will he get married and have a small harmonious family
like most people in general, or even family conditions that do not exist
it is very different from his childhood memories.
Agatha was too afraid to
start something new. Although in reality he can't keep going
act like this. Being in the comfort zone makes her adrenaline rush at all
not feeling challenged.
“Will I live my life
correctly?”
“Will I live with
okay?”
Too much hope
he wants to hang it on himself for now. Who is it
who don't want the best. Just like Agatha. That girl
I hope a lot of good things will happen in the future.
19.20
It's been fifteen minutes
then he felt sorry for himself. The girl sat at the end of the bed
hugging both of his legs. This kind of position was enough to make him feel
safe and comfortable. Agatha has always lived alone. Nonexistent
which can give him peace. Only he himself is truly
know how to calm down.
Don't want to drag on
for too long with all the assumptions he had made himself, the girl moved on
from his bed. Then go to the bathroom to wash his face. Possibly
that way, all the bad thoughts lodged within his head could leave
for a moment. With his face still wet, he threw his gaze at the
mirror direction. Look at the reflection of his own shadow from there.
“You can't be weak
like this!” the girl once again told herself.
For years of life
as a human being, there is only one principle that he still holds to this day.
That is, exactly like what he said before. Agatha really isn't
I like to look weak in front of others. Especially if that person
your enemy. Most likely you will be taken advantage of. Folks
just gonna keep looking for opportunities in narrowness. I don't know why the view
they're so sharp. Until I can see even a small gap.
“All humans are equally crafty. Included
i,” muttered the girl.
On second thought, back,
dunai is really cruel. Perform natural selection routinely to
filter out the humans. Only the strong can survive
this second. One of them is Agatha. Imagine that he is not strong,
I'm sure I don't stand in this place anymore. Looked at himself
from the reflection of glass.