The Riot
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“All

about me being here. So you can get to know me even further. There may be

many things you don't know.”

“Di

here are all the answers to all your questions.”

“After

I thought about it, why keep the trivial matter secret especially about me

to someone else? Though you and I will be together in the end.”

The words are back in the head

that girl's. It happened about two hours ago. Arjuna has already

back to his house. But, he had instead left this diary and not

take that thing with him. It seems that man really wants to

so Agatha read it.

“Arghh! He really drives me crazy!” gnarly

loathe.

“I hope I'll stay sane all my life,”

please later.

Who really hopes to be

mad man. There aren't. It's just a phrase. Not crazy in any sense

the truth.

What they were talking about was true.

Agatha did not even deny this. It does. Everything fits

with that diary. Agatha liked her co-workers secretly. Thoughts

that shouldn't have happened. They should remain professional

carry out tasks. And obviously, it cannot involve the same feelings

once.

From the beginning, Agatha knew this was wrong.

Falling in love is not a good thing for him. Again, the universe is not

can be friendly to him.

But, now how else. Arjuna is already

already know. But, they were also unlikely to step up to more levels

serious. No matter how hard they try to come together

eventually the universe will remain defiant. Which shouldn't have happened, for sure

it's never gonna happen.

“What was that before really?” muttered the girl

in the heart.

As of now, he cannot trust Arjuna

in full. Especially when he said that he also secretly had

same feeling as well. On one hand, he was happy. But on the other side he

also scared. Not thinking out.

Agatha is not ready to take the risk

worst of all. No one is really ready for that. Even if he has to

falling down, Agatha was completely unprepared.

People always say it's not easy

celebration for men. Even his own mother said that. Sscara

not directly, the woman was the same as delivering a secret message

to his son. At her current age, Agatha can conclude that

his mother never trusted his father completely.

Agatha knew exactly why. Men are too cruel.

Although not all, but most of them have such an attitude.

Likes to organize others and at least likes if his orders are denied. Paternity

Agatha is like that too. He's a hard guy. Even for his family

on its own, it is not an exception at all.

Agatha may not have understood

his condition. He was too young to be forced to understand. Growing up, though,

the universe brought him to a most painful reality.

Exactly at ten-year-old dirinys,

Agatha just found out if it turns out her mother's position all this time is only as

infidelities. After the man officially divorced his wife, then they

I decided to move abroad and start a new life.

But not everything will be in line with expectations

we're. Not all new sheets always mean good. There are even

the contrary. Destiny is unpredictable. Agatha wanted it very much

it feels like avoiding various bad things that are ready to confront him in the

fore.

On the same day, Agatha began to hate

to return to Indonesia. Her mother suffered an emotional breakdown. Put simply,

his mind was depressed because it continued to receive inappropriate treatment.

“Tahu

once I won't marry you and leave my family!”

“You

only the wife of the unlucky carrier!”

“See!

My business is now bankrupt because of you!”

“Then

how will we survive this way!”

The words are still clearly recorded in

in memory. Time means nothing at all. So far it's still

no one can erase that bad memory from inside his head. Each

the times remembering him made Agatha sick. But he also did not know he had to

blame who's here.

“May she live well out there,” revealed

Agatha.

There is still one hope tucked behind the thousands

hate towards that man. Because, anyway, it's still his father. Trouble

as big as anything, it will not be able to remove the blood connection.

There has been so much trauma in his past that has not

he could forgive until now. Learning to forgive is the most important thing

difficult for him. It's much harder than apologizing. Sometimes it is

also angry at himself. Why can't you do something trivial

like those. But others can do it easily.

“It seems now is not the time to believe

to others,” said Agatha.

“Males can only ruin your process, then

leave the wound. They're the same basically,” he continued later.

After feeling much calmer, he returned to

in chamber. Not forgetting to bring

arjuna's diary with him. It seems like he won't be reading that book that day

these. All he needed now was calm. Not more.

“Should I take a week off?”

ask the girl to herself.

He had planned the same thing before. However,

after a while, he thought it was not important

for him at the moment.

‘DRRTT!!!’

Suddenly his phone shook slowly as he was

be in bed. The girl chose to laze. Day activity

this was enough to make him exhausted by losing so much energy. His emotions

it is the most drained today.

“Ck! Who the hell?!” circus Agatha.

“Arjuna?” he murmured while reading the name

just there.

That guy just came from here. Why

now I'm calling again. Or maybe something is left behind

here and Arjuna just remembered it. He asked the girl to

keep the thing, until he comes back to pick it up.

“Halo! What's up?” agatha's interruptions are so

call connected.

“Halo!”  countered

a voice from across there.

“Have you read her diary?” ask a man

that's.

“So you called just to ask no

important like that?!” ask the girl back. This time he spoke a little

higher than usual.

“But, to me it matters,” said Arjuna.

Agatha then rolled her eyes lazily, then

said, “Termu's up.”

“So, how? Already

read to what page?” ask the man again for the umpteenth time.