The Second Wife's Secret
Chapter 29 is Sad

Sam doesn't like it very much, Dirga just came to Resa's room. He was still looking at Dirga, with a cynical look.

"Keep, what do you want, so you just walk into his room?"

"You know what Dirga is, it's none of your business, Sam!"

Sam and Dirga both turned their heads toward the source of the voice.

"Vania," said Sam and Dirga together.

The two men looked at each other. While Vania, continue to step down one by one stairs. The room was fresh and clean. But, Sam found it hard to breathe, he was very worried. That Dirga will divulge his secret.

"Darling, is your yoga done?" Sam tried to relax, opening the conversation.

"Already" replied Vania.

"Eh, my question that has not been answered, what is your problem, questioning Dirga's business?" Vania.

"Nothing, it's just that she's a waitress in this house, I saw Dirga want to go to Ressa's room, so I intercepted the question just now" Sam said.

 Vania walked towards Sam and Dirga, she was struggling in Sam's left hand. Sam happily embraced his wife. Dirga smiled wryly at the romance of the two people who were in front of his eyes.

"Dirga, when are you going to choose a woman, for you to make a partner, I've seen all this time, you are very comfortable alone" said Vania.

"Actually, I also want to get married, and have children, just like you. But, the woman I like already has one, some are still alone. But, he was insisting on me," said Dirga, frowning his eyebrows, looking at Sam.

Dirga looked at Vania's body. "You pregnant?" Ask Dirga.

Vania's face looked lethargic, if asked about her pregnancy. "Yes" he replied limply.

"If you're not pregnant, your body weight is like this, it might be considered normal. But, if you're pregnant, you're like a malnourished person. I'm sure the producers canceled your contract, because--" Dirga ran straight to the main door.

"Because what!?" Shouted Vania.

"Because you look pathetic!" Shouted Dirga.

Sam was confused as to how. He was sad, because Dirga's words were right, that Vania looked pitiful. But, he also wanted to laugh a lot, seeing Dirga's courage, mocking Vania, straight away. The sharp glances of Vania's two eyeballs were fixed on Sam. Sam understood very well what those glare of the eye meant.

"Don't blame me, I didn't tell Dirga to do anything" Sam said.

"Why does he call me pathetic and malnourished?! You must have told me, who told me!" Jerky Resa.

"Everyone saw the same thing, Vania!" Sela Ramida's.

"Sorry, not to interfere. But, for the sake of grandma's health, we will all move to Villa, take care of the house well yes, Vania," pinta Ramida.

"Newly 2.5kg of my body weight went up, you guys have already left me!" Vania Whine.

"Vania! Open your eyes wide! We left because we were protecting grandma! He's tormented to see you don't eat just because you think about your body shape, is there no place in the corner of your heart for your son and Sam?" Ask Ramida.

Ramida clasped his fingers, wanting him to slap this son-in-law. Ramida is trying to control himself. He stared hard at Resa. "If you live your life right, we'll come back, if it goes on, not just my future grandchildren, who will die. But, my in-laws can also die!" Ramida.

"To make you believe, we'll look at the next few months. If you keep going like this, we're really going. We can't afford to see you torture yourself and your son." Connect Ramida. Ramida just left Sam and Vania.

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A few months passed and things were still the same. Vania is still with her ego. His face always looked gloomy, looking at his once slender stomach, now appeared a little poking. Only Vania doesn't want to see a doctor. Every time he went to the doctor, he was dizzy, because the doctor always asked him to eat the right portion. That's what Vania avoided. Because he can't exercise hard.

While Resa's state began to improve, he began to be able to carry out his daily activities. This morning, they all had breakfast at the dinner table, only Marina had breakfast in her room, accompanied by Jena. Sam occasionally stole a look at Resa. The woman looks more and more chubby. He smiled at the portion of Resa's meal.

Then Sam turned his gaze to Vania, as usual, the woman seemed relaxed with her very little breakfast. Sam could only hold his wrath in his heart. Sam gave Vania a bowl of porridge.

"Eat this, I'm not mad you don't love me. But, at least love our child, the fruit of our love," Sam asked.

Resa who had enjoyed her breakfast, immediately her hand was off delivering a spoon filled with food to her mouth. There's something painful in there, considering she's pregnant. But not the fruit of love, only the fruit of coercion and error.

Ramida realizes Resa's distress. He stopped eating, and took Resa away from the table. Ramida looked at Sam and Vania.

"If you refrain from eating, it's time for us to leave, we'll come back, after you give birth" Ramida said. He pulled Resa's arm. To get out of that place.

Talking to Vania, sometimes it's like talking to a wall. He is totally in the words of others. Sam stared at Vania's face. "If I had known, you'd torture yourself and torture our baby, I'd be so happy, if you weren't pregnant!" Said Sam. His patience is almost over with this wife he loves the most.

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The Sam Ozage POV

The older Vania's pregnancy got, the more the pain in my heart grew, the woman was completely selfish. I tried to hold back, for love's sake. But, the more the day, the more open these eyes become, I love the wrong people.

The sun started to rise, I intentionally didn't work. Just to be with Vania all the time. But that woman didn't even think I existed. While in the room, he was busy with his meditation. It makes my heart really hurt by his attitude.

Mom said a few months ago, it happened. Today she, the grandmother and the woman, as well as two other servants, left this house. I could only see their departure from the second floor. I can't let them go. For some reason, looking at the woman, this heart was always trembling and eager to embrace her.

I leaned my two elbows over the staircase guardrail, holding my slightly bowed body. This heart really feels tight, why do I love Vania so much.

My daydreams ran out, as I felt someone's hands curling up in my stomach.

"You're why baby, why you've changed since I was pregnant. This is why I'm so pregnant. Because you'll turn away from me if I don't pull anymore" he whined.

God, I'd love to push this woman from up here to freefall down there. Why does he not understand also, like whatever he is, this love is only for him. I straightened my body.

I let go of his embrace, I turned the direction of the body so we could face each other. I cupped both palms on his face.

"Vania, when you realize, my love is not limited to your physique. Please, believe me, I love you so much" I said.

"Yes, your hands are dirty, let go, my face will be spotty!" Whimpering.

"Armrgggghh!" I can only curse myself in my heart.