The Second Wife's Secret
Chapter 30 Sepi

Samuel Ozage POV's

This house feels very quiet, when only a week this house is left behind by mother and grandmother, this is not home. But, it felt like this was an uninhabited wilderness.

Vania, I was confused to judge this woman, she was like without burden, with ease, she started filming commercials and other activities. I was amazed by the fetus in Vania's bladder. He was so strong, even though his mother did not think about his development at all. I'm tired of arguing, just to remind him to eat and stuff. At the end of the day, we were just a fuss.

There is no peace in this house. My mind was floating everywhere. I can't work either. This situation really tormented my heart and my feelings.

My daydream was broken when I heard the sound of the closed car door. Not long after, two people appeared who were walking in accompaniment. That's Nanaz and Vania.

"Have you finished filming, baby?" My broom. I'm surprised, it's still morning. But, these two people had already returned home.

Vania's face looked grim. I'm sure there must be a problem with his job. He did not answer my greeting. His loyal assistant too, gawked just like that, passing in front of me. They both walked towards the room that held all the needs of Vania, which was on the Ground floor.

I set foot after them both. Arriving in the room, Vania is seen lying on a long sofa.

"Why is everyone saying I'm not well? Shouldn't pregnant women look sexy!?" His grunt.

Holy hooch! That again! Is that in a woman's brain all she thinks about? I was so angry to hear his words just now. With a face full of emotion I entered the room.

"Vania, now I'm giving you a choice. Live this pregnancy, be with me, or live this pregnancy your way and your freedom?" My toot.

"If I choose the second option, what do you want?" He asked me. Maybe, to be exact, he challenged me.

"If you choose the second one, then I'll catch up with mom, honestly Vania, I'm so tormented to see you like this" I said.

"I'd rather be alone in this house, than have to eat by your rules you know that the weight has gone up, it's lowered, it's like playing a slide, and it wants to go back up again. But, through the slide, not through the stairs." Her speech.

"That's a sign, if it's really hard to lose weight!" Reciprocity.

"Alright, Vania. If this is your choice, I can't do anything about it. If one day you change your mind, call me, I'll be right back to you" I said.

He just waved his hand at me. Damnit damnit! At least he's not afraid of losing me. He was just afraid of losing his charm and career. With a feeling of tightness, I left the room.

Some are choking, but not the neck, some feel tight, but not because of asthma, some are sick, but not because of body injuries. Why am I feeling this now. I'm tired of holding back the disappointment in my heart over Vania's nature. I kept walking towards the room.

Once in the room, I put some of my clothes in a small bag. While holding back my emotions, I immediately left this house.

When I left home, I had no purpose. Suddenly I thought of something, Villa in the village by the lake, where grandmother and mother are now. I drove the car at high speed to the villa. The journey to the village is a little difficult, the streets are winding. Plus, with a slippery terrain. Because the road is wet, because it's new in the rainwater. Dew remains of raindrops are still visible. Wetting the car glass.

My long journey is over. The sun was rising, the atmosphere of the village was so calm. After parking the car perfectly, I continued to step this foot, heading into the Villa. After entering, I did not meet anyone. The sound of spoons clashing from the kitchen.

Soon my feet stepped into the kitchen. There is a woman who enjoys her food at the dinner table. I imagined Vania. If it were him, I would be so happy. But, it was Resa.

"Where's grandma?" My toot.

He coughed, when he realized my presence. I immediately ran to him.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to startle you" I said. While rubbing his back. There was a sense of peace when close to him.

But he's getting away from me. He seemed to be keeping his distance from me. He grabbed a glass of water that was nearby. With a face that still looked flushed, he drank casually.

"Mrs Ramida and Grandma, visit Mr. Arnaff's house, his wife dies." Her speech.

I'm very surprised to hear that Arnaff's wife is dead. Arnaff was my best friend, he spent time in this village, with the woman he married two years ago.

I immediately switched my mind. "How are you doing?" Ask me.

"I'm good, sir" he replied.

I kept looking at my face. "Resa, I'm sorry, I might not be able to love you as my wife. But, I promise. I'll give you attention as a husband" I said.

"Sir, you better not be here, if you're here and watching me, I'm afraid" he said.

"Fear why?"

"I'm afraid that I can't control my feelings. Thou know? I'm so happy to be away from you, honestly I'm jealous to see your togetherness with Miss Vania, while I am .. Who am I? I have no right to be jealous" he said.

I purposely held my smile. It's the first time I've ever felt happy, and know how it feels to be envied.

"Sir, please don't be nice to me. I fear, my heart will want you." Say again.

"What if your heart wants me?" My god. I intentionally kept approaching him. Until he was cornered on the side of the dining table.

"If my heart wants you, then it will be very hard to get away from you one day" he said.

Gone off? He means he'll leave me. I looked at both of his eyeballs.

"Didn't you intend to be by my side forever?" My toot.

"I feel like you don't want me" he said.

I want to say again. However, the ringing of her phone surprised both of us.

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Seriate.