
Regina strives hard and restores her spirit to life. He repeatedly convinced himself that the dark incident was not the end of everything. In the future there will be happiness that will accompany his life.
Regina believes that. But his body said something else. Since, that incident. His mind and body cannot go together. Regina's mind was thinking of a beautiful future. But his body condition showed the opposite..
A month has passed since that incident. Regina felt her body was too weak. Flu and colds became his body's subscription. And his spit also tasted bitter. His food tastes also suddenly dropped dramatically making his body also thinner.
Due to diet, Regina tried to give reasons to her parents for her condition. Both parents can trust Regina's reasons but not Regina herself.
Every night, Regina lives her life with anxiety and worry. Especially after realizing the monthly guests who have not come when it should have been three days ago had to be clean.
Again. Regina assured her heart if the delay of the monthly guest was common and natural especially her burdened mind must have an effect on the menstrual cycle. As powerful as Regina assures herself, she still needs friends to share. But baby, Regina can't do that.
Until a few days later. Regina never getting her monthly guests made the woman anxious and curious. By venturing into buying a pregnancy test. Now, here he is. In the bathroom with a container and also a flat object was dipped into his urine water.
Regina felt her heart jump. He waited one minute like an hour. But after the time came to pull the flat object from the container filled with urine water. Regina suddenly tense and scared. Regina was afraid, the flat object showed a line of two.
Regina's fear finally happened as well. His hands trembled holding a flat object that showed the two lines clearly. Regina spontaneously hysterically caused panic that morning.
"Re, what's wrong with you?" siska's mother shouted from the kitchen. Regina's room near the kitchen made her screams clear by Siska's mother who was preparing lunch for herself and her husband at work.
Regina spontaneously closed her mouth. Out of fear, she unconsciously let out a hysterical scream that almost exposed the secret she had been hiding all this time.
"Re," call Siska's mother demanding an answer.
"There's a cockroach ma."
Siska's mother chuckled. The woman was amused because all her children were afraid of cockroaches.
"No need to ma. The cockroaches are gone.
"Okay, mom and dad left for work. Don't forget to eat breakfast a little before going to college.
"Good Ma."
Regina held her chest in relief because Siska's mother did not force her way into the bathroom. But after hearing the sound of his papa motor away from the yard of the house. Regina let out her cries.
"Why do you exist. Your presence I don't want."
Regina squeezed out her own stomach. He hated that little figure that was residing in his womb. For Regina the presence of the fetus was only a disgrace to herself and her family and became a disaster for her friendship with Melati.
Regina kept crying. The presence of the fetus should not hinder its future. Enough of him slumped because of the incident that night do not let the presence of the fetus become a disgrace in his family.
Regina rubbed her tears violently. He came out of the bathroom and went into his room. In that room. Regina jumped up many times hoping with that. The fetus fell on its own. Regina realized she was evil by doing such a thing. But there is no other way for the dark night to be covered forever.
Regina felt her body exhausted after doing something dangerous for the pregnant woman.
"I don't want you to exist. Please get away from my body," Regina said with a sobbing and smacked her stomach.
"Your presence messed with my expectations."
"I don't want to, you exist. Get out of my body right now."
Regina continued to cry and make a sound. Her heart breaks finding herself pregnant with the seeds of her best friend's lover.