The Tarnished Hijab
25
A month later
That morning Beana tried to use a testpack, she was so curious whether the incident that night she was pregnant or not.Especially she felt something different in her body.
Lately he felt his body feel so easily tired.
With uncertain feelings he tried to dip the device into a container containing his urine.In his heart he prayed that he would not become pregnant
"May not be pregnant".he murmured in the heart.
Second by second he waited and not long after that he took it
Deg. deg.
It fell from his hand along with the sound
Brucks
His body fell to the bathroom floor with a broken heart.His face was drowned between his legs and he cried.
The girl dissolved in her sadness.Want once she screamed loudly but the girl could only cover her mouth with both hands with tears that continued to spill over her cheeks.
"Positive.
" What should I do?Whahuh? ask him with a fucked up mind.
After a long time he was in the bathroom he came out still with a chaotic mind he stepped towards his study table. Until there he was also looking for something.In the randomness of all the goods but the objects in the way have not been found.
He felt his body suddenly tired and made him fall completely on the floor but his hands were still busy looking for that thing.
When he got the object in the form of a cater he tried to scratch it towards his hand.
"I have to do this".he said but just before he started to injure his hand suddenly an object fell right on his lap and made his cry break again.
" Athaghfirullah alazim" he said several times.
"What am I doing, O Allah forgive me for trying to kill myself".he said, grasping the fallen thing right in his lap.
In his hand held the object.And he also remembered the speech of someone who gave him.
" Don't forget to pray five times and multiply the remembrance".the message while giving a beautiful bracelet-shaped prayer beads.
"Dad".he said in a slightly shrill voice.
" I'm sorry Mom Daddy!Forgive
Ana for disappointing you guys".
"Are Mom and Dad going to forgive Ana?tanyanya while grasping the prayer beads tightly given from his father.
Suddenly, the phone sounded.
" mother".
The phone still rings, but the girl is still silent
After the girl was able to muffle her cries she picked up her phone.
"Mother's Assalamualaikum".
" Navaland . How are you Ana?
"Alhamdulilah Ana is good Mom.How are you with Daddy? he said while covering his mouth so that his mother would not hear his sobs.
"Alhamdulillah Father is good Mother.Thank God you are fine, now your heart is a little calm honestly from last night Mother's heart is a little unsettled because of your mind son.But you really are okay?
The girl held back her sobs turned out to be the feeling of a mother so sensitive, what she now experienced remotely even though her mother also felt it.
"Ana.Ana you're still there right?
Beana wiped her tears and suppressed her emotions.
" Yes ma'am, sorry Ana went to the bathroom for a while" she said lying.
" You're okay? ask again.
"She's okay, Mom.Oh, which father is Mom?he said divert the conversation.
" Dad's out ".
" Greetings to Dad, Mom?
"When did you go back to Bogor?
" God willing if Ana's holiday comes home Mom".
"All right, Mom, wait a minute".
" Yes Bu.Assalamu'alaikum ".
" Waalaikumsalam ".
The call was interrupted and the girl's cry exploded again.
" I'm sorry Ana's Mom. Ana has disappointed you!
Pardon Ana ".His words are so soft with tears that keep falling on both cheeks.
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