The Tarnished Hijab

The Tarnished Hijab
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the flashback


Beana was standing in front of a building, where in the building there were already so many people passing by or sitting waiting for their names to be called according to the queue number.


With a slow step the girl walked into the building.


After waiting in line to register, the girl is now sitting in front of a room that reads polystyrene.


There is a little fear of reaching the recesses of his heart.At a moment he will see his future baby, a baby he never expected.


The girl was silent in her seat while looking at the women who were waiting with being accompanied by their respective partners.


There was a bit of pain in his heart seeing her, lying if he did not feel envious seeing a partner, the couple.


"Had Sehan been here for sure now I would have been the happiest woman but the truth is quite the opposite.


The girl************* her long skirt was tight, she did so to avoid the sudden nervousness.


Not long after his name was called.


"Beana Setiawan".his name was called by a nurse in front of the Obstetrician's practice room door.


The girl stood up and walked towards the door and the girl entered the room.


Cold sweat started to come out because now he was really nervous.


The doctor on duty smiled at him, coincidentally the Doctor on duty was a female Doctor.


" Please sit down".he said kindly.


The girl sat down with a heart that was really very nervous.


"Make my name Lily" she introduced herself.


Beana looked at the Obstetrician and said


" Greetings Doc, I'm Beana".


"Greetings also.May know what your complaint is?


" i.... ".he said he was at a standstill he was at a loss to say what because this was the first time he had to enter this room.


The woman with the title Obstetrician finally understood what was being experienced by the patient who was sitting in front of her.


"Sorry can I know what your purpose is to get here?


" Yes, we've just checked" she said, telling the girl to lie on the bed and she checked it.


The girl's body is now lying on the bed. Doctors are now preparing to perform an ultrasound to examine the girl's abdomen.


After the nurse smeared her jel examination was started.


First, the doctor swivels the ultrasound device to find the location of the fetal sac until suddenly seen in a monitor an image showing a very small black dot.


"Look at this baby candidate".he said he was still monitoring from the USG screen.


The girl also suddenly shed her tears there was a feeling of guilt that suddenly alighted in the recesses of her heart because it was in her heart to abort her womb.


" He's only six weeks old. It still looks small but the growth is quite good because your fetus is very healthy and strong."The doctor explained it.


The girl was still speechless, she was still late with her own thoughts.


"You know, there are so many people out there who expect the presence of a baby until they do various ways to immediately get offspring.


" I came here actually for an abortion but after seeing a very small creature in my womb, I feel my heart can't bear if I kill this innocent baby Doc.I'm really sorry Doc for having the intention to Abortion ".


The obstetrician smiled.


"It's okay I understand.This is that God still gives his trust to you in order to receive a deposit from him for you to take care of.Trust this child will bring you happiness".


" But I'm only 16 years old Doc wouldn't be at risk because I got pregnant at a young age?


"God willing, everything will be fine".


The girl smiled too.


" Thank you Doc".


"Together".


Flashback off


For a moment the girl remembered before she returned to Bogor to meet her parents.


Keep that USG photo.


Forgive Mother dear because Mother previously refused your presence".he said while rubbing her stomach.


seriated