The Tarnished Hijab
35

The train stopped at Senen station a hijab-wearing girl was standing justifying her backpack, after the neat girl walked out of the carriage.

His footsteps so quickly followed the steps of the people who walked in front of him.In his right hand there is a large paper back containing souvenirs typical of the city of Bogor that his mother deliberately gave.

The girl sped up her way so that she could quickly get outside the station to board the city transport car to her boarding place.

Until here he was right outside the station and immediately boarded the city transport car that was stopping right near him.

After the passengers of the city transport car was full then the car moved to leave the station area to the highway and mingle with other four-wheeled vehicles.

Beana chose to sit in the corner of the chair.The girl's mind was staring far away.

"Was this decision I made right or was it going to make my life suffer?

That is the question that is always in his heart.Especially this decision is the first step for his life because with him taking this decision automatically he will sacrifice many things starting from the first with him must giving up all freedom will certainly be taken away because he cannot enjoy the adolescence that should be in his past now inevitably forced him to leave because his condition is now two-bodied.

The second thing is the school, the school that initially will be able to change its condition now must also be abandoned and automatically all its ideals must also run aground in an instant.

And the third himself now has to struggle to make a living for himself and also for his future baby.

The girl looked out the window.

"I quickly had to find a new, much cheaper hostel and find a job, but what kind of job? I just haven't graduated High School.Pusing!she murmured inwardly while squeezing her long skirt.

When he was busy with his thoughts someone was watching him with a gaze that could not be interpreted.

While the man was still busy with his thoughts, the car stopped right in front of the gate that read a special boarding place for the princess as someone shouted "stop".

Beana got out of the car while her hands were busy carrying paper back, after paying the girl to walk into the gate and into the boarding house.

The man could only see the girl who had stolen his heart could only take a deep breath as she inhaled the scent of perfume that the girl was wearing as she walked past him. It really smells so good.

"Sit.For a long time I can go crazy if I continue to be an admirer. If only I could have the courage maybe now I can talk to him but unfortunately this is just my wishful thinking" he said in his heart.

"If only".he said again.

Back in the boarding house, Beana opened the door of her room after first opening the lock.Sounds a chequek sign that the door can already be opened.

" Assalamualaikum ".Hamnya when entering his room after closing the door.

The girl put her bag and paperback on the table and her eyes stared at the bed.

"I feel like I want to sleep".he said as he dropped his body on the bed.

Today girls want to relax and enjoy the comfort in this boarding house before tomorrow which is a lot of things.

" May I be strong".

seriated