The Teacher And Doctors Love Story
Back to mom

After I finished talking about it. I immediately said goodbye to go home. it feels like I want to spill all the tightness in my chest. Obviously at this time I just want to cry.

I don't know if I was too naive with my own feelings. It turns out my heart and mind are not in sync. I repeatedly convinced this heart not to expect more from him, but it turns out I still feel pain when he rejects me.

I came home delivered by bang Arman. On the way home I just kept quiet. I was still trying to comfort my own inner self. I really don't know what happened to me. it was as if his words were still ringing in the ears.

So bang Arman asked me something that made me stunned. Surely everyone can see my love.Yes, maybe he already knows with my feelings, too,but he purposely said that to make me self-conscious.

It was impossible for him to understand my feelings, while others could see them from the corner of my eye.

Why does she have the heart.why can't she say more gently to reject me however I am a woman my feelings are so subtle. does she not know how painful it is in my heart right now?I hate him!

I cried in response to the question bang Arman. I don't know maybe I've been carried away. I vented the pent-up emotions in my heart. So the man was astonished by the answer coming out of my lips.

Maybe bang Arman is indeed a good man and full of gentleness.his words were able to calm my feelings for a moment.

Ah very lucky brother Lyra get a man as good and as sensitive as Arman bang about the heart of women. I can only pray that Lyra and bang Arman are always happy.

It turns out that two brothers have different characteristics.I think he also has the same characteristics as his brother.

After feeling calm. bang Arman back forward his car. until it does not take long I have arrived at home.and bang Arman came to take me, and met with mother.

Yes, because bang Arman had just returned to his family, his mother and father also just knew him. It turns out that Mr. Malik had a son other than the polar bear.

After the Arman bang came home.I immediately went into the room.I put a pile of books my students used to take home for me to correct.

I threw my body on the bed. with a uniform that I have not changed. I remember the words that shook my feelings. resentment is still veiled.

Hii... Fatimah.What do you regret about him? where is the error?

I immediately sat down and wiped away the tears that I had been holding back from falling back.Yes, he was not wrong.This is all my fault.

From now on I should be able to eliminate this feeling.yes, I definitely can. Everything I do is for Yanju only. I will never give any space to let this stupid feeling get into the corner of my heart

As I was wiping away the tears, mother came in and looked at me with some hesitation. "what's up, Son?" ask mother gently so that my baper soul back thrashed

I didn't answer Mom's question.I ran into her arms.I just cried in the arms of a woman who could always make my heart comfortable.

"Is there something?" mom's back questions made me sob

I'm still confused where to start this story. "Mom, am I not worthy of him?" ask my mother while sobbing

Mother rubbed her back gently, she did not immediately answer, maybe she still thought of the right words to answer my question

"Son, I told you the same thing, didn't I? don't love too deeply, it will hurt yourself. Remember, Son. The deeper you love someone the greater it will hurt your feelings,"

"Fa, God let you feel pain when you are ignored by your loved ones, so that you realize that loving something must not be greater than your love for Him."

Mother's words awakened me for a moment.Yes, I realized that I was too late with this sense of my love, that I had forgotten the true love of God in his servant.

"I'm sorry, Mom. I should have listened to my mother's advice" I regretted while removing the remaining nasal water that also came out with my cries

"Already, now there is no need to be sad again yes.better from now on love him in Do'a. if the love in silence still makes you sick, then try to love him in Do'a. say his name in each of your Do'a. convey to God your hope, affirm with all the destiny that God will determine for you. If you are not united in marriage with him. means he is not your soul mate. don't hate it. But be a panda in maintaining the attitude so that you don't get back dissolved in excessive love."

Back I hugged my super duper mother in advice and educated me from childhood until now I was an adult. Mother's advice always kept me calm from all my inner anxieties.

Only my mother is the right person for me to share my joys and sorrows. Give my mother a blessed age, Lord, so that my parents love them, as they loved me from childhood until now.Take them into Your heaven without a harrat, O Allah. I pray in my heart for my parents.

"Thank you, Mom, for all the valuable advice for your son who is sometimes negligent in matters of feeling," I said sincerely while kissing both cheeks of my hero mother.

"Sama-sama, dear.you are a mother's child, until whenever the mother will always give you advice. the mother will stop advising you when the mother's body is covered with soil," he said with haru

Now my feelings have returned to calm.I told about the request of the Malik family to make me a mother of milk for Yanju.I also told the mother that I accepted their request.

Although the mother had opposed my wishes, but I tried to convince the mother.that this was my wish without forcing from them.I love the baby very much.I sincerely without any frills.

"Well, Sons, if that is your decision, you cannot forbid either, for it is a noble deed, for you can save a baby. may Allah reward him with abundant reward for all your sincere intentions,"

"Aamiin yes Rabbal Alamin.." I guaranteed mother's words.

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Now the night is approaching. father and mother are relaxing sitting on the porch. I listen to the conversation of mother and father. happens to be my room side by side with the terrace. understand my house is semi-permanent, semi-permanent, it was half a stone and half a board, so I could hear clearly the conversation of mom and dad.

On the sidelines of my activities that were correcting the task books of my students. I listened to the conversations of my parents.I heard my mother tell my father about my problems

Maybe you also want you to know about my feelings for the doctor I'm reluctant to mention his name.I don't know I'm so lazy to say his name, let alone imagine his face.

Not many responses Dad I heard. yes, father is not as sensitive as mother about feelings, but I know he must also worry about me his daughter who he has been caring for and loving.

"When my father and mother were still chatting. I heard there was a roar of the car engine stopped. Maybe it was Bu Anggi and Mr. Malik. as promised. they'll come to see mom and dad to ask permission for my approval to accept their offer to be a mother of milk for their granddaughter.

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