
Now it has been a few days since I listened if he only thought of me as a little sister then I decided not to put too much hope into my feelings.
This morning I accidentally did not go to school. I was looking after Yanju, because I heard that Arman bang was critical in the hospital. then I kept Yanju with extra time. All the family is in the hospital
I really love that baby.I love him not because he is the son of the Man I love, but I sincerely love from the bottom of my heart without any frills. I don't care who the child is because my heart is already adrift by that tiny baby.
This afternoon I was playing with the cute and handsome baby.With his vague chatter made me smile and laugh funny
Cklekk!
The door of the room opened. I immediately turned to make sure that someone entered. Sure enough, the figure I was trying to avoid was already standing behind me
"Fa, you are now ready yes.we are going to the Hospital, bang Arman wants to meet Yanju," he said
"Is bang Arman conscious?" I was so curious
"Alhamdulillah it is, Fa."
"Alhamdulillah o Allah. may Arman quickly recover yes, Bang," I reply with happiness.
"Aamiin. yaudah now you're ready.I wait downstairs,"
"Well, Bang. I'm ready to jerk off." I replied. he immediately rushed down, I was a little surprised at his attitude. Usually he would take Yanju and give a kiss to the tiny baby. why did he forget it now
Ah, it's possible that there's still some other business or that there's something he wants to take in his room.
I immediately got ready.and took care of all Yanju's necessities that I would bring to the Hospital. When I finished, I immediately went down while holding Yanju
As I went down the stairs, I could hear the sound of chatter and laughter of a woman. Whose voice was it? are there any guests of bang Yandra? I immediately approached the direction of the voice.
When I was in the living room, I saw the figure of a beautiful woman with a haircut Bob.the woman was so happy with a smile that did not come off her lips.so did the cold doctor. his smile continued to expand.only this time I saw the man with a happy face when talking to women.
"I'm sorry, I'm ready," I said a little averted their eyes.me and the beautiful woman looked at each other, but no words came out.I just put a smile on her, I just put a smile on her, he just returned my smile with just that.
"Well, let's go now. Come on Wi." take her to the woman as she passes from before me.
I followed the steps of the two men.I saw the beautiful woman was already so familiar with him. So without any approval she immediately occupied the ACC bench.I immediately sat on the bench behind the wheel.
***
On the way. they chatted incessantly.I could only pay attention and listen to all their chat. The two men were so enjoying their world of chat, that they forgot my presence in the back.
There was pain in my body seeing the beautiful smile he always gave to the woman beside him. Why can't I make her smile like that. am I not attractive in her eyes?
Never mind Fatimah.stop hoping, look at yourself as nobody in her eyes.You will never be glimpsed by her.
I distract by bringing the tiny baby on my lap to talk. coupled with his adorable chatter.I don't want to pay attention to them.It's up to them to smile or laugh head over heels even I don't care.
After arriving at the hospital again I followed their steps behind. I felt like a baby sitter who was following his employer.he completely forgot my presence. but it's okay I'm just doing my responsibility to my beloved baby.
When he wanted to visit the hospital, he asked Yanju from my sling. "Fa, here's Yanju let me take it,"
I gave Yanju to her. The woman beside her was praising and mentoel the baby's cheeks like she was looking for attention.I just looked at her with a strange smile.
where the hell was it? why only now pay attention to the baby.was it so exciting to pay attention to the baby's father that he forgot the presence of his child! I murmured in my heart
When I wanted to enter the elevator door my stomach suddenly mules.hah..sel deh with my habit, in this precarious state still had time to take me to the toilet.
"Well, you already know where the hospital room is, right?"
"Had bang." I immediately went to the toilet.I immediately went into the RS toilet on the ground floor.
"This toilet is clean and very elite. surely the cost of hospitalization here is expensive deh. my home alone toilet is not like this."
***
After completing fulfilling the call of nature.I immediately came out. But I was confused, whether I should go upstairs.it seemed like I was not needed anymore. Yanju has also been brought by his cold majesty.
I'm also reluctant.it seems like I'm just a stranger. because I'm nobody among them. Especially now that Arman has just passed his critical period. Surely all family and relatives are gathering. plus there is a beautiful woman named Widi that. ah I seem to be very lazy to meet her.
Hey What's wrong with you Fatimah? are you jealous of that girl?
No-no. I'm not jealous. after all he does deserve that cold noble. Come Fatimah you should not be like that. Your parents did not teach you to be hateful and envious.
I'd better go home now.I'll come back later to congratulate him on the recovery bang Arman.
Bruugh!
Suddenly my body felt as if I was resigned if my butt was falling on the floor of the Hospital, but I felt a heavy hand coiled around my waist to make my body not so occupy the cold floor.
"Sorry, I'm really not on purpose. are you okay?" ask a handsome guy who still uses Snelli his doctor.
"Ah, yes, I'm fine, but please let go of her hand" said I, who felt the doctor's hand still curled around my waist
"Ah, yes sorry." she looked at me deeply. I immediately turned my gaze away from her, somehow I don't want to return that gaze. "if you may know, you're fromman?" tannya
"I was out of the toilet, I wanted to go home" I answered briefly
"Can we get acquainted?" he said while extending his hand
"My name, Fatimah Humaira," I replied with a smile I engraved without receiving a helping hand
"Good name, just like the guy's beautiful. Oya, my name is Yoga Bramasta, and I'm a heart doctor," he smiled as he explained about himself.there was no sense of offence on his face when I didn't accept his helping hand. I returned that smile
"What business are you here for? are there any sick brothers?" tanyanya Return
"No, I was here with doctor Yandra, I brought her son bang Arman and sister Lyra. But dr. Yandra was up. And I just wanted to go home" I said
"Why don't you go up, you also want to meet Mr. Arman. Oya, if you may know what you have to do with Prof Malik's family?"
"There's nothing to do. I'm just the son of their driver.my father worked as a driver and also doubles as a gardener in their residence.but they were so good with my family, ah, ah, how to confide in anyway! the doctor asked too many questions!" I regret smiling with embarrassment
"Hahaha... just relax.if you want to vent more than that I am also ready to listen," he replied seriously with a smile.
I just smiled knotty. "Then I go home, Doc." I'll leave him
"Wait first! do you really not want to go upstairs to see Mr Arman? come on. I'm going there, too, I want to deliver the results of his heart check to Prof Malik,"
"I feel disinclined, Dok. because they are gathering with their relatives.Next time I visit bang Arman." I said honestly
"Here you are, you do not need to hesitate.say you are part of me who wants to visit and congratulate Mr. Arman.Had let's go up now! besides why you should be ashamed, you know all their families."
Finally with a nervous step I followed the man I had just known but had a commanding attitude and did not want to be denied.