
"Are you jealous of my closeness and Fatimah's?"
"Shut your mouth, Yoga Doctor! don't act sober!" he said fiercely turning his face.bang Yandra immediately walked away from Dr. Yoga.
Somehow a sense of disappointment enveloped my heart when I heard the answer. What am I disappointed? do I expect an answer like this "Yes I am jealous, I love him" hahaha! it will not be possible. ah have lost all that vain hope.
I immediately followed his steps to get into the car. I saw the stiff face with unpleasant facial water. I took a deep breath to neutralize the slightly chaotic feeling after seeing the small debate between the two grown men.
On the way home he was still silent petrified.not one bit of his gaze apart from the body of the road in front of him.he did not say anything let alone look at me.
Somehow her mood was always broken after seeing me talk to Dr. Yoga.I am increasingly clueless with her thoughts.if I assume that she is jealous as Dr. Yoga says, I am more and more clueless with her thoughts.If I assume that she is jealous as Dr. Yoga says, it was impossible, and I also knew that he was in a relationship with Widi.
"Did you see him often?"
Suddenly the question made me jump. I turned and looked at his face.
"Why keep quiet, is that true?" the question he asked again without taking his eyes off.
"No. I've never met him. It was only today that we met." I answered honestly
"Why are you still responding well to the chat?"
Back the question makes me careless, even though I have tried to give in to all his wishes, but why every time I discuss this issue I re-ignited emotions. because I feel he has no right to manage my life, he said, he's not my who2
"So what do I have to behave in front of him, man? do I have to run away or pretend I don't know him or maybe I should cut him, 'that's it?"
"Can you relax, say? don't be so hard!" sewot reply
"I'm sick of this, 'Bang.nya my brother who dare to arrange me to be close to anyone!"
Suddenly he hit the car brake spontaneously so my face almost hit the dashboard.
She looked at me with a flaming look.I was surprised to see her face expression so scary, "If I tell you that I am jealous how? yeah, I'm jealous of your closeness to him. I want you to stay away from him or I need to cut him off to move to a hospital outside of this town! 'yeah?!"
His voice boomed while giving a confession that I myself could not yet react to. Do I have to be happy to hear it? or I'd be sad because he said it in an emotional way like this.
I looked into his eyes that still held anger there without feeling the salty liquid was floating in the corner of my eyes.
"Is he really jealous? am I really not close to Dr Yoga? should I be happy with this brother's confession? I don't know what you want, Bang?" I'm trying to parse the back-to-back questions on him to find out what he really wants.
"Yes, I want you to stay away from him!"
"really? can you also stay away from Widi and remove or block her contacts?!" this time I gave him an offer. I wanted to know his true feelings for me. whether he really loved me or was it just an obsession.
He didn't dare look me in the face! I already knew he wouldn't be able to do that. he's just a selfish guy who wants to win on his own.
"Why? You can't, can you?"
"Fatimah, it's not as easy as you imagine.I need time for it." he replied casually.
What answer is that? I don't know what he thinks of me now. He just admits he's jealous, but he doesn't say anything else.
I tried to hold all the tightness in my chest. Come Fatimah don't baper. You have to be tough. don't feel she loves you.
"Alright then my brother has no right to forbid me to be close to anyone I want!"
"No! you can't be close to any man!" he returned in a high voice
"I will not obey your wishes anymore! whether you like it or not!" argue I don't want to lose
"Once I say no. Yes no Fatimah! you don't know what I'm saying?!"
This time his voice was so high that it scared me even more.Actually what kind of man is he? why is his speech so full of emotion and why is he so selfish.
"What do you really want, man? say?!" I looked at his face carefully to ask for the real answer.Tears I could not bear.
He sighed deeply, slowly holding my hand. "Fatimah." he said in a heavy voice. "I, I like you!"
The deg!
My heart was beating inappropriately. All the flavors mixed into one. but back I digest the words.he just said like but not love.is not a liking can be owned by everyone.
"Abang only likes, but not love.Maybe your liking is just a form of obsession only because it is challenged by a Yoga doctor," replied I want to hear the real confession.
"Fatimah, why are you talking like that?"
"Already Bang, now do not need to discuss this anymore," I want to end this debate because the car he was driving had stopped at the Malik family residence.
I opened the door immediately but he still locked it. I was really upset. What else did he want to talk about? I feel that this conversation has no end if he still maintains Widi. I do not want to just be used as a place of escape when his heart is lonely because it is far from the lover.
"No. You have to promise me not to get in touch with Yoga anymore!" he said back with great emphasis
"I won't follow your wishes, Bang!"
"Must!"
"No!"
"Fatimah!"
"What's? enough yes, Bang! I don't want to be a stupid woman.Maybe you already know how I feel, but as much as I love you and I don't want to be stupid.I don't want you to use it!"
This time I could not resist the turmoil of my heart. I no longer knew I had to keep an attitude or talk from heart to heart.
"Fa, listen to Brother!"
"What do I want to hear again, man? I beg you, Bang. If you can't repay my love but don't give me any hope by reason Brother likes me. While I know Brother and Widi are in a relationship. please do not take advantage of my feelings. I never expected anything from Brother. because I realized Brother's heart is very difficult for me to touch.because the difference between us is very far. let me erase this feeling slowly, because I also want to be happy, Bang!"
Finally with tears I let out all the burdens in my heart.I took out the uneg-uneg that I had been craving all this time.
She looked at me deeply, that gaze so gently back she grabbed my palm and grasped it gently. "Fa, I'm sorry for all the ego, I'm sorry if you've hurt your feelings, but can you give me time to finish the relationship between Brother and Widi?"
My heart warms when I hear his words.Will he accept me? ah why is he talking is still gray. whether he can not talk to the point, so that I understand the point.
"What does Brother mean?" I finally had the courage to ask, I wanted a definite answer.
"Let you talk to Widi about this long-distance relationship,"
Again the answer made me furious. Basic strange man bin rigid. I was upset with him. I do not want to hope if there is no certainty.
"Please finish the relationship between Brother and Widi. I don't want to wait for the uncertain. So now please open the door, Bang!"
"No!"
God, I have to how to deal with this one! why is his attitude so disturbing.
"Bang, open! if not, call Mama now!" threaten me who immediately seek contact Mama Anggi.
"Please!" answer lightly
I called Mama right away, but she grabbed my phone and sneered.
"Abang! what the hell do you want, Bang? don't make me like this. Why are you such a bitch! I hate it, brother! i hate!"
Now that my hands were beating her shoulders with emotion and my tears were flowing again, I was completely out of ways to deal with it.
He took my hands with me while taking me into his arms.My utterly chaotic heart could not resist him.I shed all my tears in his arms. I knew I should have rejected her because she was not my muhrim but I did not know my heart and logic were not in line.
"Why is Brother so evil. I have something wrong with Brother? don't hurt me like this, don't make it harder for me to erase your love in my heart. torment me...."
"Fatimah.I will not let that happen.maybe right now my answer does not make your heart satisfied.but trust me it will not be long I will make you happy.please give me time, Fa. I'll prove all I say."
Kulerai decapannya.this time his speech makes me a little relieved even though in an uncertain mode alias gray.but he promises happiness even though I do not know what happiness he will give.
"Don't cry anymore. He apologized for all the sorrow he had given. Brother promised to replace it later with happiness.now smile first dong." he smiled teasing me while removing tears on my cheeks.
I don't know why I followed the door, I smiled. I don't know what the cause of my smile was. whether I was happy to hear the answer or indeed because my heart was relieved.
Fatimah Humaira is a beautiful girl who works as a teacher. her jovial nature is also firm.but if arguing with the Polar Doctor always loses and ends in crying.
Well if this one the raeders already know dong🤗 doctor Handsome attitude is cold and stiff make mom-emak esmosi, including the author himself 🤭 (Sorry yes Doc borrow his photo)
Well this is a visual Yoga Doctor 🤗 a widower who works as a heart doctor, also a father loves his son who is special. although the author knows maybe the raeders are familiar with this handsome Doctor🤭🥰
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