The Temptation of the Former

The Temptation of the Former
Let Me give up


Finally Jihan arrived in front of the health worker's tent, a tent that was large enough, to accommodate some people who had accidents during camping events, illness and so on, however, Johan is not expected to be the first patient.


Jihan went into the tent, saw a male nurse standing guard next to Johan who was now lying on the treatment bed with an infusion hose attached to his hand.


"Excuse me," Jihan said, making Johan and the male nurse turn to Jihan.


Johan gives the nurse a code to leave her and Jihan to talk.


"I'll excuse you then ... If there's anything you need, please call me" the nurse said.


"Thank you" said Johan.


The nurse came out of the tent, and Jihan and Johan were there.


Jihan moved her foot toward Johan.


"Sit down" said Johan.


Jihan stepped down to sit next to Johan, watching Johan's hand being infused. Jihan seemed very worried but she could not reveal it.


Seeing Johan in this weak state, Jihan felt guilty for letting Johan give her the jacket.


"Are you okay" said Jihan.


"Yes, I'm fine" Johan said.


"Thank God, this must be because last night you gave me that jacket" Jihan said.


"I told you not to talk formally if we're alone together" Johan said weakly.


"This is still a company area" said Jihan.


"Jihan," call Johan.


"Yes why?" ask Jihan.


"You came here because you were worried about who ... CEO of the company or brother Jo?" ask Johan.


Jihan was silent when asked such a question, she seemed to be thinking, looking for an answer to Johan's question to her. His mouth was mute but his eyes continued to stare fixedly at Johan.


Johan looked into Jihan's eyes, looking for answers


to be honest. Johan hopes Jihan worries about her not because of her status as the company leader.


"Who are you worried about?" ask Johan again who still sounds weak.


Jihan lowered her gaze, then she said, "Company CEO, I'm worried about the CEO of the company" Jihan said straightforwardly.


Jihan ventured back in, looking into Johan's eyes, "You're the leader of a big company, a lot of people are hanging their hopes on you, everyone here is worried, just like me," said Jihan.


Johan seemed disappointed to hear the answer coming out of Jihan's mouth. He turned his face away from Jihan. Johan wants to mend his relationship with Jihan, but it looks like Jihan didn't expect any of that, Johan thought.


Johan looked back at the jihan sharply, "Jihan you do have the talent to break someone's spirit, both now and then," Johan said making Jihan look more confused.


"What answer should I give?" ask Jihan.


"Not both, the CEO of the company or Kak Jo, you should not have to worry about both," Johan said.


Jihan did not answer and just continued to look at Johan, she did not expect his arrival here even caused a debate between herself and Jihan.


"You better get out, I want to rest" said Johan, who has now turned his face away from Jihan.


Jihan got up from her seat, she looked at Johan for a bit, then turned around. But just a few steps he walked, Johan again opened his voice.


Jihan only heard without saying anything, she again walked out of the tent.


~


The next morning, all the participants began to enter their respective buses. Jihan walked limply following the steps of jenny and Cika.


"Hiih you why limp like this," said Cika.


"I'm okay," said Jihan.


"Oh yes ... Malik mana, usually he will stick with you, what else when on the bus," said Jenny.


"Of course .. Maybe he's with Rendy" Jihan said.


Jihan and her two colleagues, waiting in line to get on the bus, from the other direction Jenny accidentally saw Johan who was walking towards a car along with Raksa and Clara.


"Eh that's Mr. Johan right," said Jenny, making Jihan and Cika turn towards Jenny's gaze fixed.


"It looks like our handsome CEO has been better, reportedly, last night he was infused," said Cika.


"Yes you're right" Jenny said.


Jihan looked at Johan from a distance, she did not comment. Johan's words last night really pierced into his heart. He was confused, and also sad but to explain he also did not know where to start.


Johan said he wanted to fix everything with him, Jihan did not not want to, but he now has limited himself because he knows Johan who is now not the Johan he can achieve.


Like pungguk longing for the moon, Johan was too far up there for an ordinary woman like her. Currently, he only wants to focus on making Mela and Nino happy, although not infrequently his heart gives a different response to what he thinks but so far, Jihan can still overcome it.


~


The bus has now reached the front page of the group king, Jihan and the others go down in turn. They split up there to go home to each other. some are picked up by parents, brothers, and sisters, friends and some are picked up by their partners.


Jihan held up her bag, walked up to the shoulder of the road to wait for a taxi. He did not expect to be picked up by anyone, Mela worked all the time and he understood that.


Because he was tired, Jihan again dragged a step up to the bus stop, if the taxi he was waiting for did not come, he would just take the bus, he thought.


Jihan leaned her body on the back of the chair, Jihan again daydreamed of many things, including her love story. Now her love story is really messy, she does not want to return but also does not want to open her heart to someone new. He seemed shackled to the mass circle.


In the middle of his daydream, from the direction of the road came the sound of car horns blasting the daydream of Jihan. Jihan scrunched her forehead, looking at the car that was now in front of her. Until finally the car window was open and it turned out the person in the car was Kinan his best friend.


"Let's ride!" kinan from the car.


Without a second thought, Jihan immediately put her bag on hold and went to memorize Kinan. Jihan got in the car, she put her things in the back seat. Jihan rolled her eyes around the inside of the car.


"New car?" ask Jihan.


"Yes dong ... the result of hard work, hehe," Kinan said.


"Wih great ... uh but how did you get here?" ask Jihan.


" I know you're home today, so I'm picking you up, showing you a new car, aren't you," Kinan said.


"Ish, don't just show off the new car but also the treat," said Jihan.


"Ready, let's go," said Kinan and then gasp left the place.


Jihan can finally smile again because of the presence of her best friend, when the romance story is complicated, friends are one way to go home.


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