The Temptation of the Former

The Temptation of the Former
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Jihan and Johan were sitting next to each other on the roof of the building. Johan has not started talking since, as Jihan is not ready to talk.


"Why did my life become like this" said Jihan who was not expected by Johan.


"It's all my fault, sorry," Johan said.


"It's all gone but I'm still crying" Jihan said, staring at the front.


Johan turned his head to the side, now he could understand how hard life Jihan lived all along. Behind his cheerful personality, he keeps a million wounds in the past that if reopened, make the pain felt again by Jihan.


"I should have heard your explanation back then" Johan said.


"Here you go, it's okay .. This is all on the line going on like this, I was just too slow earlier," said Jihan trying to convince Johan if he was okay.


"Why don't you tell me" Johan said.


"Abject what?" ask Jihan.


"About the deaths of your parents" Johan said.


Jihan was silent for a moment, when it was the worst part of her life, at the same time, Johan and her parents disappeared from her life.


"I thought, there's no point in contacting people who don't even trust me" Jihan said, looking at Johan, their eyes fixed on each other but, with a quick movement, Jihan returned to her position.


" You must hate me so much, yes" Johan said.


"No. I chose you, because I was sure of my feelings, but when I got hurt, I thought it was a risk I had to bear, for what has been my choice" said Jihan.


"Are you sorry?" ask Johan.


"Perhaps, Brother Jo who I knew before, is now very successful, although you will correct all the mistakes of the past with all the material you have, it will not change anything for me ... because your money and success now will not be able to revive our expectations


which has long been lost" said Jihan recollecting the incident.


Johan just kept quiet without knowing what to say, here he was wrong, everything Jihan said was right.


"Yes, maybe we are not meant to be together" Jihan said.


Hearing that Johan wanted to say something, but Jihan had already moved from her seat, Jihan did not want to hear Johan talk or ask him too many things.


"I have to get back to work, thank you" Jihan said, stepping away from Johan.


Johan looks at Jihan's departure with sadness, the conversation between him and Jihan was more convincing him to make Jihan fall in love with her again.


~~


At three o'clock in the afternoon, Johan got out of the elevator with Raksa, he accidentally saw Jihan was walking along with Malik, while joking. The look on Johan's face is getting bent, let alone seeing the woman he loves can laugh so loosely when with Malik. He really feels lost.


"A unpleasant sight, sir, hehe," said Raksa from behind.


"Be quiet" said Johan to shut Raksa's mouth but Raksa quickly avoided.


"How often you avoid it, but your body really gives a different response" Raksa said again.


"If you still want to be my secretary, you better shut up" Johan said then put his foot back on.


~


Jihan, along with Malik, was having lunch alone, because her other colleagues attended the meeting outside.


Malik thinks If this is the time, he expresses his feelings to Jihan, a time, a lonely place, very supportive to express his feelings.


"Jihan, can I say something" said Malik.


"Tell me," said Jihan and went back to enjoying the fries in front of her.


"What's wrong, don't make me curious" Jihan said.


"Actually I like you" Malik said nervously.


puftt.


Jihan to pour the drink that she just gulped, because too shocked to hear Malik's confession to her.


"You're not kidding, are you?" ask Jihan to clarify.


"I'm serious, how do you want to be, to be in a relationship with me" Malik said.


Jihan sighed quite heavily, in fact she had often faced this kind of situation for the past seven years, but basically she was still not ready to establish a relationship with a new person.


"I'm sorry Malik, I can't" Jihan said.


"I will not force you to answer now, think first, before making a decision" Malik said.


"I've had a pretty rough and tiring relationship, and I'm really not ready for something like this, don't wait, I don't want to give you any hope, I'm sorry," jihan said with regret.


"Okay, okay, you can refuse me, but we can't ban me, to continue liking you" Malik said, trying to be heartened.


Jihan could no longer say anything, she was afraid that Malik would get hurt.


~~


Elsewhere, Vita is at a bar with her friends. Vita really wants to let go of the problem that made her stires.


Vita took a sip of the drink in her hand, then returned to dance between the three people.


After feeling tired, Vita threw herself on the sofa.


"Vi, you're tumben, you're coming home from America, you're here" said one of her female friends.


"I'm stressed again, Johan always dumped me, he still loves the cheap woman" said Vita who had started to get drunk.


"Here you go, forget for a moment your love, look here a lot of handsome men," said friend Vita.


Vita glanced at one of the handsome men dancing in front of her, without a second thought, Vita memorized the man.


"May join you" said Vita


The man looked at Vita with a strange, no-nonsense look, the man pulled Vita to dance with him.


The music of the remix, the more the atmosphere gets hotter, the man actually controls the current Vita, and several times gives Vita a drink that increasingly makes his consciousness reduced.


In a room with a dim light, the man threw Vita's body towards the bed, Vita who was still half conscious now can only complain slowly because his head is getting heavy.


The man began to launch his action, he explored Vita's body without any blemish, and left some reddish marks all over her body.


Armed with a safety device, the man gave a stomp for the sake of stomping until he finally managed to enter. The man did not expect that the woman before him was still a virgin, evident as he entered, a stream of fresh blood started to come out.


This is the first time he felt this way with a woman who is still holy, the man did not get there, he spent a hot night with Vita, until several times repeating, he said, Vita forgets her dream of giving her sanctity to Johan, which she feels right now is just a district she always wanted to do together with Johan.


No more that dream, now Vita has given up sanctity to a stranger he never knew. I don't know how much he will regret later, but tonight the only words spoken from his mouth continued, again, and other small moans.


Towards dawn the man woke up from his sleep, he got up from the bed, then picked up one by one his clothes.


Before leaving, the man approached Vita who was still asleep in his sleep.


"One day we will meet again baby" said the man then smiled meaningfully.


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