
yana could not think anymore, her head was dizzy, just this morning the brother said it would be noon, just as yana came afternoon, the brother had said another again, the suffering yana now complete already, already, now yana can not sell again tomorrow, the capital is no more.
" but my brother said no brother, every time he went home from school he always reported!" yana again does not want to give up.
the sister who has a canteen still insists on saying that she has paid the child yana, on the grounds that the child forgets to tell yana that her cake has been paid.
" maybe he forgot the deck, already brother paid yesterday, ngak brother cheated, ngak rich brother with your cake money!" yana's heart is like sliced through his heart, the pain reaches the crown.
" yes it's a big brother, maybe it's a child I forgot to tell!" yana quickly relented.
yana does not want to make trouble at school, she does not want because trivial problems will be a commotion at school.
" it's money today, so all twenty cups, so there's only one so the money's all fifteen thousand five hundred, so you love sixteen thousand?" said brother got a canteen without any guilt towards yana.
yana does not need people to give alms for her, just want money right not mercy people, money money in love more sixteen thousand, yana only take fifteen thousand only, just take fifteen thousand only, yana also raised her feet from school.
" i'm going home first, brother?" yana was still polite even though her heart was hurting.
sister's got a canteen just staring at yana's body away from the schoolyard.
yana came home with a feeling of emptiness lodged in her heart, yana thought why her fate always thought why the disaster likes to come to her life, now resigned to the circumstances that come, and now, whatever yana has to be strong for the sake of her children.
" yet home, son?" take yana after reaching her house with empty hands.
the money obtained earlier as much as five former thousand is only enough to pay the money of his cousin Riki, even still far from enough words, who borrowed money riki as much as thirty-five thousand rupiah.
" have you got yana's money?" her aunt asked coming from the kitchen.
yana's children get up when yana invites her home, maybe the children who want to go home due to soy sauce all day watching from this morning.
" it's aunty" said yana briefly
yana does not want her aunt to know the problem of cake money that is not paid, yana ngak will later become a big problem, enough is only she who knows, yana rushed to take her child home, yana, yana's tears have been accommodated in the eye pelukan, forcing everything to be removed, yana held it as hard as possible.
at home yana went straight to her room, good luck today, since returning home the children asked to continue napping, even though before this her child rarely took a nap.
as the children went to the room, yana threw her body on the mattress in her room, the pillow that became her bedmate now must be a place to express all the pain that you feel. the pillow on the mattress that is wet due to the tears that come down wet all her.
" why is that brother able to deceive me? does he not know I was just looking for a little sustenance to give my children a little snack, what is the fate of my son after this." yana moaned alone in her room.
the kiosk has been open for several days, the results of selling kiosks before this yana use to buy brownish materials yesterday, but yana was even deceived, no more that can be sold at his stall, only a few instant noodles and hair shampoo, nothing can be expected again.
" azham! if you can know today what heart, son?" azham who did not understand anything just smiled at his earthly behavior earlier.
suddenly yana remembered her husband who had long not come home, yana did not intend to follow her husband to her hometown, just waiting for her husband to come home like he promised yesterday to yana.
" today is Wednesday, why umi?" azham still does not know the agreement between his father and his Umi.
azham knew his father was always disappearing, Faizal would be gone for a long time, if there was no purpose he would go back to his wife's house, yana always received her, he said, faizal did not know this time yana already did not want again Like before, this time yana want to change.
" what's the matter, just I promised you yesterday I'd be home every night, so tomorrow I'll be home?" the joy on yana's face.
yana wishes she could survive one more day before the return of her husband brings sustenance to yana and the children.
" then don't be heartbroken anymore huh, tomorrow azham don't need to snack, umi love my sister only ration money?" azham was a good son and brother
this afternoon menu is back again as before, only this is able to prepare for the side dishes of his children, instant noodles and omelet that is the mainstay menu yana family, yana family, the children of yana are so concerned with uminya, they never complain about the state of their lives, for them there is something worse than their fate.
" assalamualaikum...?" greetings outside the house.
yana who put her son to sleep in a hurry peeked out of the window of her room, who came these nights.
"waalaikum salam." replied yana from inside the room.
yana's body that is too carried wakes up to the front door, the door that has been closed tightly trying to open.
the face of someone who is not familiar standing at the door of the house.The face of a young woman smiling sweetly stared at yana who still could not be sure when she would be better.