The Thorny Journey
Yana is working

" Angan angis yagi Umi, anti atu also itutan angis, later sister asya also angis." said Hafiz while sweeping tears that flow on Yana's cheeks.

The house was not happy when there was still Rasya at home, before this he was the announcer in the house, now lost his series.

Time passed quickly, days changed, Faizal changed only briefly, not how long back to his old attitude, since lately Yana only in the life of ten thousand per day, not long back to his old attitude, ten thousand should be enough for one day, to eat, and snack, Faizal did not know the price of rice a liter, Faizal also did not care about the price of oil, fish, and, and how many other needs, children must be loved how many days, Faizal does not want to know the problem of it all.

" Azham! if Umi goes to work we can't keep Hafiz's sister at home?" ask Yana one day to her son.

Yana can not sit too long at home, her children want to be fed what, every day Yana must peg rice for her child to eat, so that enough for one day, so that it is enough for one day, Yana never ate all day so that her son did not starve.

" I can just Umi, but I'll go home in the afternoon, if in the morning who will take care of Hafiz's sister, Umi did go to lunch?" said Azham while continuing to undress after school.

Home school Azham ordinary will go to teach, before going Azham will eat first, if later his Umi work Azham plans to bring all his sisters to his place of teaching.

" If Umi's morning will ask her mama om Rifki to take care of Hafiz before you go home, won't you want us to starve?" Yana asked her son who was sitting in front of her while bribing rice into his mouth.

Early in the morning Yana had woken up to prepare her children's meals so that she went home to work later, Yana began this morning will work in a chicken shop penyet belonging to Mas Bambang, who will work in a chicken shop, Yana thinks if she works at a rice stall, her home must be packed with rice, so Yana does not bother anymore to think about the entrails of her children.

" Azham! wake up son, take a shower later you're slow to school!" yana said from the kitchen.

Yana who has become a habit of her first will see and check her son who is still sleeping in bed, this morning suddenly Yana did the same thing, he said, maybe Yana forgot her son was gone.

" Uh! where's Rasya, where's he missing in bed? tumben ni son woke up quickly." grumbled Yana herself as she walked towards Azham's room.

Yana planned to ask Rasya whereabouts in her firstborn, but a few steps Yana walked over and she remembered her dead child, Yana wiped away the tears that flowed down her cheeks, this is a mother will never forget her child even though there is no one.

" Umi sure you can work this? umi's tired again!" said Azham while tidying batik clothes patterned garuda bird in his wear today.

Azham is indeed a child who is so considerate of me, maybe he pity seeing me who is hard-earned to make a living for our family, while bang Faizal has been missing himself for a month either kamana, kamana, Yana did not intend to find her husband again.

The atmosphere is so bright today, Azham has been going to school since this morning, now Yana just send Hafiz to the aunt house, her aunt's house is not far from Yana's house

" Are you going to work, Yana?" tanya aunty when Yana sent Hafiz there.

Yana has prepared Hafiz's equipment from her clothes and meals, even though only an omelet but Yana does not want to make a aunt bother with the needs of her children.

" Yes aunty, this is all Hafiz gear huh? later when Azham has come home, he will pick up his sister here." Yana explained more details.

" Is something wrong or is there something not aunty?" ask Yana again to her aunt who looks strange.

Yana's appearance today looks neat, Yana mengena maroon color gamis and in kab kab hijab color dongker patterned maroon boxes, fit once in view with the gamis.

" Not Yana, you are okay, okay even today." said his aunt who had taken Hafiz's equipment from Yana's hands.

Hafiz stuff put him in a basket that there is a lid, Hafiz equipment is enough for all his needs, Yana does not want to trouble her aunt because of keeping Hafiz.

" But what kind of weird auntie's face is seeing me?" yana again.

" What a weirdo? what's the face of a black aunt all right?" said her aunt half joking with Yana.

Yana does not think with her aunt, what makes her strange look towards Yana.

" Gini ya Yana, tomorrow-tomorrow you do not need to bring keg ginian, tomorrow you just bring Hafiz aja here, aunty there is rice coke and side dishes for your children at home, even if only a chicken egg a single must exist.

Yana nods with a smile towards her aunt.Yana's feet continue to move her steps to seek sustenance for her children, too heavy a burden that must be borne by a woman like Yana, Yana, with a minimal education, Yana cannot find a decent job for herself.

The eyes of people who pass by continue to be fixed on Yana, kdang when Yana feels uncomfortable with their eyes, Yana is considered strange because of walking alone, because of walking alone, all must know this season there are no more pedestrians like the ancient times, already the fate of Yana in the destiny is all lacking.

" Who wants to work today?" ask boss Yana's wife.

Yana's boss' wife Eni, a young man, is still far from his age under Yana, Eni has a daughter named Azkia, who is, stalls that have a relatively limited space make a terrace stall full of items of sale equipment, board benches lined neatly arranged from the entrance to the back.

"Yes deck! Is the boss around?" ask Yana basa stale.

Mata Yana continues down every gap in the stall, in the stall no one works here except for the one who has the stall, Bambang mas and his wife, Yana has not seen what her boss face looks like, Yana is recommended by others to work here.

" No need to meet his boss, just work first." said Eni with a sharp tone.

" Just met like this, what else tomorrow-tomorrow? ngak work I need money, if I work what I can do every day at the same snapped boss's wife." Inner Yana in heart.

The broom that was snorted in the corner of the room was immediately taken Yana, the entire stall looked still dirty, maybe they both did not have time to sweat because there were too many jobs that were not comparable to the energy of the two of them.

" Eh who is this?