The Unsacred Diamond
Forced to accept

"Ma..what do you mean buk..?" his neck felt choked, Lian could not believe it.

"Father has hidden your adek in Lilik bude house in bandung nduk, until later he was born. Suicide, you want to despair.."

"So what do you want sir, you want to ask for help how is Lian?"

"Please..Please replace Tata nduk..!"

Mr. Har held the hand of the daughter he adopted tightly, hoping that her point would be conveyed well.

"I mean sir??"

"Badam Mama has been thinking hard for days nduk, yesterday until not open a stall all day."

Of course, Lian remembers unusual - usually yesterday Mr and Ibuk did not take her to Warteg.

"You're not like your sister, Tata has a future she's college good grades, accepted work in a good place too. It's a pity that all of that is dashed that he should have a child in his future in plain sight..."

"Please tell Lian Pak??????!!!"

Lian refused to understand the meaning of both parents, even though it was like the water in a flowing river that he certainly knew where the direction of the mouth.

"You replace Tata who bears this burden, son, please father just this once consider this the services of the Father has raised you...

if aborted is not possible, it must be born so I beg you to acknowledge your child, the result of your actions Lian...!"

The deg!!!

Lian's heart seemed to stop, his body was shaky as if the hands of the person he glorified felt thorny, the person he respected the most asked him to do things that were really beyond what he thought.

His hand took off by itself felt that the hand that held it was not the hand of his parents anymore.

Lian was silent in her sitting, unmoved by holding her hands tightly looking silent full of nanar.

"This time it's Lian, the father's only son..."

The deg!!!

"Lian knows sir, Lian is not your son..."

Clear threads slowly flowed down his cheeks.

"No, that's not what you mean by Mr. Nduk. you know that after so long we finally have a child from your mother's womb, Tata was finally born after a year of adopting mu Lian, Lian, the hope of the pessimist was finally achieved. Lian must know what you mean."

Lian nodded, the two middle-aged did not know how broken the heart of a child they took from the orphanage when Mother Sum was pregnant, the couple who had been married for 10 years did not believe it was finally given trust.

The couple is happy and flattering the child they adopted, Lian is very dear because it is considered to bring good luck. Yes, only until Tata was born did the affection slowly fade and then slowly disappear. Lian ended up just nothing more than a good-luck-bearer talisman.

Lian used to put Tata first in everything even his own interests and desires. He gave up his desire to go to college only because of the life and school of Tata in the capital.

"Father can not afford to lecture you nduk, next year your sister wants to study in the capital. Father again nabung because it takes a big cost of course. You do not have to go to college to help your mother in the stall, later your mother sapped if cooking no stone.."

And again Lian could only silently accept her consciousness which only adopted children made her unable to put forward what was in her mind.

***

Lian cried across the alley, her mind overflowing into tears. Unfortunately sincere for his sister Tata, his love does not diminish for Pak Har and Buk Sum his adoptive parents. But why is he always the one who has to accept injustice.

after the conversation that felt still indigestible, Lian took a step and passed leaving the two middle-aged.

"Lian needs time, Lian said she wants to mind first."

I don't know where his steps go, he just tried to understand the wounds he was difficult to receive.

"I am indebted to a service that I will never be able to repay..."

Her crying deepened and unstoppable.