
"The truth is, Lian is greedy. Lian wants to ease the burden of the Father and wants to give the Star of the Father as well. Lian's not a good person sorry mas."
"Mas thinks Lian married Mas just for money, I'm sorry if I misjudged Lian and her family."
"Sorry Lian and Mas's family, Lian just can't help you any other way. You're old and a lot of dependents, maybe this is Lian's best way to return the favor. Lian's just Lian's adopted son has to know how to thank her. Lian apologizes for taking advantage of the kindness of Mas and Mr."
Dion is shocked to hear Lian's confession to an adopted son. Dion is increasingly guilty of having put a bad prejudice on his wife.
"Mas who is guilty for not directly asking you and believing the same people's words, must be hard for you to accept this marriage. Sorry for the wrong attitude."
"It's not wrong, Lian has always heard bad rumors about Lian and her family. Naturally for us who just knew each other suspecting, Lian was also once afraid of Mas. But alhamdulilah Mas turned out to be good love trus same star."
"Fear why? because listen to me begajulan ya?"
"No, I don't mean Lian is just Lian's mind. The first time to see the mas it turns out his face is not as comfortable as that, even handsome."
Dion blushed and covered his face with one palm.
"You're Lian, don't tell me that's dangerous."
"Eh, what's the danger? Lian was wrong, right?"
"Are you that handsome?" Dion chimed.
Lian blushed, then nodded.
"Mas Dion, it's pretty." Lian plain.
"Eh? you ?" Lion stared intently at Dion.
"Kan Lian answered honestly mas." Said Lian while chuckling.
" Hmmm it turns out that's the real thing because of the handsome mas??"
"Yes not so well Mas, looks Mas Dion is also Good. Lian never gets it wrong to judge people."
"Looky, Okay? You're a pinter, aren't you?"
"Eh??? that's not it!"
"that's it?"
"Boy, did you ask that!"
"Yes. yeah..." Dion said with a mockery.
Lian and Dion chuckled.
****
The clock shows the direction to the number 10 at night, the couple were restless each other could not sleep. Both Lian and Dion are uncomfortable with their beds tonight, Dion who usually tries indifferently to respond to his sleeping wife now seems restless like there is a turmoil in him that makes him unsettled.
So even Lian who still does not believe her husband's attitude as if cold and never show concern for the solids suddenly today like a melted and warm, yes! he just felt so awkward tonight. Like the early days after getting married in his house, so wrong and clumsy plus the Star is not next to him.
"Not slept?" Dion broke the silence.
"Yet..." Reply Lian quickly responded.
The two couples also turned over each other's bodies that had turned back to each other. Staring at each other, sometimes it also looks awkward and throws views in all directions.
"Why isn't there a star?"
"Not really... The star must have been kangen kangeen with Mbahnya had not slept there for a long time. Not sleeping yet?"
"Oh yeah, so it's wrong."
"Eh? it's same!" Lian's eyes immediately looked up at Dion.
Dion smiled immediately.
"You're still gini spirit, don't look sleepy."
Lian returned a grin.
"Don't know usually don't think about what goes straight to sleep, tonight I think Lian's head is full of a lot of thought."
"What do you think?" ask Dion.
" a lot!"
"One of them?" Dion's curious.
"Hmmm... Want to know how Mas Dion was originally? so far most diem, friendly just the same star. Trus, imagine how we will be in the future of our relationship. Eh suddenly so degrease yourself abis think so." Obviously Lian while throwing her eyes away, a smile became the end of her sentence.
Dion who enjoyed all Lian's words suddenly took the initiative to reach Lian's face and approached the woman who had become his wife.
"The more stubborn is not that Mas is this close?"
"Ma...Mas hell!" Lian immediately covered her face with both hands.
"Emang why?"
"Lian is ashamed."
Dion pulled his wife's hands together, rubbing her red face.
"Kok shy?" Dion grew excited about his wife.
"Wouldn't you ever do this, Mom?"
"Mas kangen same Lian, want deket want to do the same thing Lian."
Lian's heart seemed to be getting pumped to hear a speech that half he did not understand it.
"May I kiss Lian?"
Lian turned her eyes not knowing what to answer, she knew today would come and she had to be ready.
Because Lian who did not answer Dion immediately kissed the lips that seemed to begin to stain his desire. Lian's body was petrified, unable to move all felt weak and helpless. Dion can't stop and keeps whipping lips that don't fight it.
"Lian!!!!" Jerk Dion who immediately stopped the mold.
"Bernapass!!!!!" Dion's face suddenly panicked because he saw his wife who did not move at all.
"Haaaaaaaaahhhhhhh" Lian Sontakt took a deep breath, like he had just lost his life.
"Lian, you've never kissed??"
"........" Lian's voice choked her gaze even looked empty.
Dion unexpectedly saw the expression of Lian's face that looked so pale and very surprised.
"New.. per, first time...!" Lian said slightly trembling.
"You weren't raped, were you, because of your trauma?"
Dion's face panicked for what he thought until the sentence was thrown, he suddenly got up and looked at Lian in panic.
"Geez, Lian has never been raped!!!!" Lian was surprised to hear her husband's words and rose up from his bed.
"But your body explains things differently?"
"For God's sake! why is my mind so far away! Is it because Lian has never kissed? Yeah, Lian admits it never has! Even Lian has never touched a man!!" sternly Lian was very nervous.
Dion was shocked to hear the words coming out of his wife's mouth. Even Lian who just realized the words from her mouth was panicking.
"No, I mean Lian..." Lian was so panicked that she couldn't continue.
"What do you mean?? There must be something you're covering up with Mas? Lian answered Mas. What???? What...???
I used to be so fuckin' that you knew which women you were and didn't, you were so stupid you didn't know how to kiss. Explain how you got pregnant??
Lian's body trembled, her hands covering her face due to the oversized nervousness.
"Lian, Lian has never been pregnant!!!" Said Lian while sobbing.
Dion was more and more inexhaustible, and increasingly did not understand what had happened until the Stars were in this world.
"You mean what Lian! I don't understand at all."
"Star... Star is not Lian's biological child, Lian never gave birth to Star...!! Lian replied while sobbing sobs.
"So whose child's star???"
"Children star Tata,"
"Your sister's eyes!!!!!???" Dion doesn't believe it.
Lian nodded with no power to answer.
Dion tried to digest the information that arrived so surprising.
"Tata was still in college and was impregnated by his girlfriend, Mr. asked Lian to Bandung during Tata's big pregnancy until finally Bintang was born, and Lian was the mother of Bintang. Tata should continue his studies." Lian tried to explain what happened while sobbing.
"****!!!!!!!!!" Dion was in shock.
"Lian has never been in contact with any man Mas, never." Lian's cry grew, she briefly thought Dion was questioning her pride.
Dion hugged Lian,
"That's not what I mean, Mas tau... Mas tau, with just one kiss Mas tau Lian is still clean, Mas's wife is still holy. Mas know, Mas just wondered why women who even trouble while kissing can have children. I'm not accusing Lian of rape, I'm just afraid that's what happened.."
Lian wept increasingly became his burden and all the secrets he kept just released, he was frightened and at the same time felt relieved.