The Unsacred Diamond
Should I say, I love you?

There's nothing sadder than losing someone dear to you.

Living without direction because of the traumatic departure of a mother for good, young Dion must accept slander until he must accept the punishment he never did. And as he began to find his hope again about the trust he was left behind.

For him life has no purpose is a tangled pattern and long and difficult to complete. Until he never tried to understand again the purpose of his life, just do what he wanted to do and the rest covered the trauma with pseudo-pleasure.

Joni is the only friend and only other person besides the family she trusts. Joni who saved him from the vile accusations of his friends, Joni became a witness to the non-compliance and who released him in the abuse case that was alleged to him.

But the shadow of 2 months in a bui will never be easy for Dion, not to mention all the accusations and rumors that have already widened. Dion lived in the shadow of the scorn of men.

Spending 3 years in Jakarta, the first year into the dark world tried drugs until finally caught. It's too good because his family's finances can be settled and Dion won't get into the second time.

But again the disappointed face of the father hurt his heart more. Feeling guilty he finally left the illegal goods. Still in life in a vacuum, Dion vented on Alcohol and women. To him,

"Life is a chasm in a chasm that may not end... Love and trust? Bulshits!!

I'll love anything that makes me happy and hate anything that makes me sick.

This endless void, I never intended to completely abandon it. Because I never had a way to leave him either."

Dion was awake staring at the figure now lying beside him. The faint sound of the rain will subside, and the frog's greetings of the rainy season accompany him.

"Now I know how..." His whisper.

Uncovers strands of hair lined up randomly on his wife's face. Recalling the first sigh heard from the pink lips that had to make him forced to wait for two small hands that wriggled.

Dion pinched his forehead, a whistle of a happy smile while enduring the shame painted on his face.

"Stupid!!!" Instantly the ladder hit his forehead hard.

Either because of his experience in women who are lacking or his nervousness in Lian who has no experience at all what. No matter how many past gifts he had gotten from women, he still could not describe how he felt about the 1 woman sleeping next to him.

"He was really stupid but submissive, his eyes refused but his body agreed. Should I tell you now that I love you Lian. I've really fallen into your charms.

How can a diamond as pure as this be patiently called unholy?"

I can't wait for you to be ready with me at the happiest moment for us."

Dion still can't close his eyes, he now has a dream and a future. He wants to turn the bad times he has been through into good times with his wife and children.

A great sense of responsibility was suddenly on his shoulders, the desire to make Lian and Bintang happy triggered him to become more mature in acting.

"Now that I'm a husband and father, I will do anything to make them happy. There's no time for unimportant things." His whisper.

Dion took a laptop in his desk drawer, opened his own business site that has appreciably added to the rupiah coffer. Yes, Dion once made a site for buying and selling cars that until now is still promising, only because it does not have strong intentions the results even though fairly decent but not 100%.

This time Dion wants to seriously manage his own business, he has no talent in property like his brother Doni. The small business that was originally from the sale and purchase of land that was pioneered by Pak Dandi was developed into a property company by Doni his first child.

But Dion was not interested at all, free-spirited Dion did not want to be shackled with office life.

"Perhaps, I can open manage more than this site... Hmmm..."

2 Hours after drowning in his laptop, Dion begins to feel intense sleepiness, grabbing Lian to hold him to sleep.

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"Oh, Lian wants to be in boyong to town with her husband."

"Yes Sir... We will be far from the stars."

"Dhh....." Mr. Har took a heavy breath.

"It's okay, sir, Lian finally has a better life. Who would have thought that even in the match of our children it could match her husband."

"Well, thank God Dion was a good boy. In addition to accepting the condition of Lian who already has a Star Mr. clay is also very dear to the Star. Sometimes you are still like a Buk dream, who would have thought the decision you received their arranged marriage went well."

"But Sir...Something's stuck in my mom's heart."

"Why Buk?"

"Are we not frankly the same as Dion about the Stars. After all, Dion must finally know how the condition of his wife who has never given birth. I'm sure Dion would have known, unless they hadn't done anything. I'm having a hard time sleeping thinking about it, sir, how Dion reacted when he found out that Bintang wasn't Lian's son."

Mr. Har immediately pinched his forehead.

"Father did not think until then Buk, when Dion's will must have spoken to us. Maybe Lian can take her husband's heart, so Dion never discussed anything with us about the Star."

"Hopefully sir, if until revealed Star child Tata Ibuk do not know how. Maybe I should talk to Lian."

"Udah Ibuk do not have to think so that the Father who takes care of this later."

Mr. Har wanted to ask his besi Mr. Dandi, because Mr. Har kept secret to his wife that his besi has long known the secret of the origin of the Star.

"Oh yes Buk..."

"What Sir?"

"Lian what has not been the story of living in Jakarta where? If it is close to Tata what is not good Tata follow Lian ya Buk rather than cost."

"No sir, yes sir! Rather than costing her brother even keurus."

"Well yes Buk, Tata must have been lonely as well Buk away from family. Tata never complained Buk if you send the money late. Sometimes not to the same heart of the child himself, away from the family living alone. For the sake of his ideals must be hard first."

"Yes, sir, you can arrange it later after college directly from work, sir."

"Amin Buk, I hope Tata will make our name a successful child. Amen..!"

"Mi'm Sir.."

"His fritters don't mateng mateng to Buk."

"Well, you continued to talk, Ibuk so it is not finished, cutongin kol."

"Here if so Mr. Help Buk."

The two middle-aged couples were busy struggling in the kitchen, occasionally debating things and laughing again.

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