The Untold Story: BEYOND [BTS]
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Mary spent a week living her unlucky days. He gets hurt more and more. Mary was also afraid to close her eyes and sleep. Even Mary had just replaced the injured plaster on her knee because this morning a cyclist hit her, causing Mary to fall on the rough asphalt.

The dark circles under Mary's eyes were clearly visible. His eyes were not as bright as before. Steps

the always weak made him unable to move agilely.

GREEKS..

Mary opened the staff door plan that there were several tables with computer facilities there. Already

it's almost Mary's routine to check her fansite. Mary smiled a little when she found out that her fansite already had a lot of visitors. He has also informed some fans that he will ‘pass’ fansite it on BEYOND fans before he ‘away’.

Mary turned off the computer. He walked limp to the doorway.

WUSS..

Mary's hair was fluttering slightly due to the wind that suddenly came in that sealed room. He just walked and broke through something. Mary looked to make sure. It is the Lifesaver.

“You look bad once,” Comments. Makes Mary's mood drop.

“Serah.” Mary answered briefly and limply. “Fans BEYOND more and more. They've been successful.

Stop torturing me.” Continue with a blink of an eye that he did slowly.

“Really?” Ask in a flat tone. “’Success’ like what do you mean?” He let go of his laughter a little.

“Ck. Listen,” Mary ignored the Life-Attractors question. He was now looking at her with a weak look. “I will come back to life by completing this silly ‘mission’. I have even planned what I will do. I will stop being the manager of BEYOND and begin to continue my artistic talent. Haha. How?”

The Lifter smiled broadly without showing his teeth. “You even have a plan.

Wah.... You are sure your ‘misi’ will succeed?”

“You underestimated me? Fans BEYOND..”.

“Mario?” Victor's voice sounded. He held the door he had just opened. “Who are you talking to?”

“Ha?” Mary turned and walked closer. “Ah.. no.. talk to yourself.”The denial. “How? Day

what schedule do you have?”

“And you hold the data, so I want to ask.”

“Ah yes.” Mary patted her forehead and walked up to Victor. “Could you put where ya?” He asked himself and scratched his head.

“Last-lately you're out of focus, Mario.” Victor commented while shaking his head. “You look tired too. What's up?”

DDDRRDD

The vibration of Mary's cell phone made her unable to answer Victor's questions. Mary raised the call

by Sejin. Sejin just told Mary to come to the TV station because she was there. A reality show producer had read their proposal and wanted to discuss the first reality show for BEYOND. Mary would love to hear it, she can't wait to visit the TV station to hear the good news! But Mary's limp body makes her unable to jump happily or let out a high tone sign he was happy. Mary then turned off her phone.

His feet stepped forward. His hand was in Victor's hand, still holding the doorknob.

Suddenly Mary's legs felt weak and unable to support her body. Mary fell and was unconscious.

“Mario!” Victor is shocked at Mary who suddenly falls and falls on his body.

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The whole room was very quiet. Member BEYOND looked at Mary who was lying weakly in her hospital bed. Hope didn't stop biting her nails. Victor moistened his lips while clasping his wet hands.

Mary opened her eyes slowly. The bright light from the hospital room lights instantly disturbed his eyes. A face slowly approached Mary's face. It was Jhony, a face that looked so worried about him. Mary still scrunched her forehead. With his eyes still blurry, he tried to see who was standing right behind Jhony.

“Mary?” Jimmy's eyes are round. Apparently he's the one standing behind Jhony.

Jhony held onto Mary's shoulder worriedly. He stands right next to Mary's bed, and Jimmy rests his body on Jhony's back.

“You okay?” The voice made Mary turn her head to the right. Agust hurt his hand and

staring Mary. Now the view of `Mary is clear. He stared at Jhony, Jimmy and Agust nearby.

Mary moved her body to see who was standing away from the bed. His hands were trying to support his body.

“Sleep first,” Saran Jhony while touching back Mary's shoulder to keep her in a lying position

any more. Mary's still-weak body agreed with Jhony's suggestion. He put his body to sleep. He saw an infusion stuck in the back of his hand. At once Mary's gaze was immediately fixed on her sleeve.

“Various patients?”  Her thought. He checked what he was wearing again. Mary looked at her right and left arms, looked into the blanket, then looked at Jhony in panic. The hospital staff changed their clothes. Mary's questioning gaze was answered only by a nod by Jhony.

“They all know it!” It's in the heart. Mary sat down quickly from her bed. Although her view is still bright, Mary tries to look at the expression of BEYOND members who now know Mary's true identity.

Mary's eyes widened to look at Hope, Justin, Victor and Jay who were standing some distance away from the bed. Their awkward gaze made Mary understand more and be able to interpret it.

“Ka...you're fine, Ma....Mary?” Victor opened his voice. His words are a little stammered

Victor then glanced at Jimmy glaring at him while clenching his mouth as if asking Victor

just be quiet and don't mention Mary's real name. Jimmy considers Victor insensitive and worsens the mood.

Victor immediately shut his mouth after getting Jimmy's sharp shot. Mary couldn't answer

then changed his eyes to Justin, a member of BEYOND who was always with him. He looked most shocked to see Mary. His big eyes were rounded with his mouth slightly gaping.

Mary was ashamed of her situation. She was ashamed that her identity was discovered. His wild thoughts started to enter his brain. He was also afraid of what would happen next. Neither his future with BEYOND, nor with the fate of ‘mission’nya.

and a little juicy. “ck..” It clucked.

Jimmy then asked Jhony to step back slowly so that he could approach Mary's ear and whisper,

“Take it easy, only BEYOND knows,” whispers, hoping Mary calms down a bit with the fact that her manager, Sejin, has yet to figure out Mary's true identity.

Mary remained silent behind the hospital's thin blanket, Jhony directed BEYOND to leave the room because it seemed like Mary needed time to herself.

The member who was away from the bed Mary –Justin- nodded and came out first.

“I'll be outside,” said Agust slowly while touching Mary's invisible body because it was closed

by blanket.

“No need,” Mary replied limp under the cover of the blanket. His voice is a little shaky. “Go home. I want to be alone,”

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Mary made sure a new nun examined her and plucked the infusion in her hand was the nurse

the last one he met tonight. Mary then pulled out the blanket again. He fell silent under the blanket that warmed him. It's been almost an hour Mary is still at home with her position.

Mary was crying to herself. He did not ask for company. BEYOND must have been too busy to interrogate Mary. Mary hopes Jhony can calm BEYOND members who are certainly mobbed by various questions.

“How is this?” Mary's panic could not be stopped. The wild thoughts are getting worse. “They all know I'm a woman. What do they think of me? They must hate me. They must have thought I was a con man or a perverted and strange woman who followed the men by posing as a manager!”

“Justin was looking very shocked.he must have been disappointed with me. What if this news gets to Sejin? I know I can't always be ‘Mario’ and live around BEYOND, but how is this? My mission is not finished!”

Mary's tears had come out accompanied by a rush of panic.

“Stupid, Mary! Stupidhead! Why should I be interested now?! Why?!”

Mary then regained her breath, she also wiped her tears with her arms. Mary took the blanket

who had accompanied him earlier. He got off the bed while walking weakly towards the wooden cabinet in the corner of the room. His hand took the clothes that had been neatly folded. Mary replaced the hospital gown with the shirt she wore when she fainted. Mary also saw the long bandages she used to wrap around

her chest.

“Hhhh...” Mary's eyes look at the bandage held by her right hand. “How embarrassing...”.

Mary said softly. “You're stupid, Mary.”

BRACKET!

Mary unconsciously slammed the closet door. Today's incident made her quite embarrassed to meet BEYOND again. Mary was also too scared to be on BEYOND's side even though she knew they were going to pretend nothing happened.

“Stupid.” The tears came again. This time it was accompanied by a curse. “You fool, Mary.”

Mary then turned around. He was surprised by Jay's figure in front of him. The panic made Mary

not realizing Jay had entered the room.

Mary looked at him inside. It felt like her crying would overflow. Jay is also a member of BEYOND who is close to him, Jay is where Mary tells everything, Jay always listens to Mary who seems to have a myriad of complaints with Sejin, who has a, Jay also helped Mary in overcoming Justin who was pubescent, he also taught Mary to make cookies for Agust, and of course there are still many memories with Jay. The memories seemed to appear one by one in Mary's brain as if to prevent her from leaving BEYOND.

“Agust and Jhony are still out,” Jay said quietly. Jay who was looking at Mary – who was not wearing hospital clothes, understood what Mary was trying to do.

Mary's down. He was also slightly touched by the friends who were still waiting for him outside. “Sorry.” Mary

saying very slowly. He wiped his tears and tried to stop him.

“You want to go?” Jay is soft-pitched.

Mary simply replied with a nod. Mary did not dare look at Jay. He kept his head down. Finally Jay

shifting his body that stood in front of the door to make it easier for Mary to go.

GREEKS

Mary opened the door slowly. He glanced at the two people sleeping in the front seat of Mary's room.

Without caring about Agust and Jhony who looked sound, Mary ran as fast as she could.

DRAP DRAP DRAP

His noisy steps made anyone who passed Mary scrunch their forehead. Mary is not

heed the disturbing gazes aimed at him. He just wanted to get out of this hospital. He just wanted to get away from BEYOND.

“Sial! This mission will never end!” Mary's voice cried out loudly. His legs had already taken him away from this hospital. He's still running. Even louder to make the cold night wind not

felt again.

“I don't even understand the meaning of ‘success’ for BEYOND!” Mary screamed to herself in the garden she passed by. She's like a drunk girl. Mary was a little grateful because the park was deserted. Hopefully no parents suddenly come to kick him out, a wild gang that is creepy, or the police who are ready to arrest him because he is thought to be drunk.

“Argh! Fuck this mission!!” Mary ruffled her hair with a great footstroke. “I

already done everything! I suggest this and that! But what now?! Debut has become their dream! I have to make them ‘success’ or ‘bahagia’ like what?!!” Mary stared at the dark night sky without stars. His hand held up his index finger there. “Why did you make me like this? Why involve me?”

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“I saw you go. I let you go. You look so devastated and depressed. Ii'm sorry. I can't do anything about it. I can't help you. No. gabe. I don't even know what to do to help you. I'm so dependent on you. I have seen your hard work and sacrifice. But if this is the end of everything, what else can I do? I only wish the best for BEYOND, and you,”