THE WHISPER OF LOVE
Scribbles Joevanka

💌 Whisper of love 💌

🍀 HAPPY READING 🍀

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" God.what am I doing! " said Ivander rubbing his face violently.

when I realized what Ivander said to Joevanka.

Ivander gave a rough snort, he paced back and forth in his room.

" What should I do? I shouldn't have hurt her feelings. " Ivander took a breath, trying to get back on his feet at a real level of consciousness. He has to see Joevanka.

Ivander finally chose to get out of his room, he had to apologize. There is no comfort when we hurt someone, let alone he is a Joevanka who just lost his parents. He did not want to add to the woman's wounds. But the fact that he did. Now there are only those who feel sorry. The way out of this feeling is to meet the joevanka and apologize. He should not vent his frustration, the word should not be for Joevanka.

For now Ivander doesn't want to see Delia. They should be the same as introspection. With Introspect, Ivander will be able to decide how their relationship will proceed. If Delia is still trying to manage her life, always wants to win by herself. Ivander could not continue this relationship. As Ivander himself becomes saturated with this relationship, they constantly quarrel over small matters, Delia over-regulating her life. Even Ivander himself began to feel this love was not growing.

Ivander circulates his gaze looking for Joevanka, but he does not see her in the kitchen.

Ivander decides to meet Joevanka to her room.

" Ivander! " call Alea smiling wryly at the back of the ivander who walked closer to the joevanka room. Alea showed a hostile facial expression, he stepped closer to the ivander.

Ivander looked back and saw Alea looking at him cynically.

" Where have you been, Ivander, just showed up after Joevanka got out of the hospital? " ask Alea raised half her eyebrows.

" I have business ! " answer ivander briefly.

" yeah...You went to see Delia, and left joe at the hospital alone, just to take care of the demon lady? " said Alea with a grinning smile.

" It's Alea, I don't want to argue over it. I'm here to see Joevanka! " Said Ivander walked over wanting to leave Alea. But her steps stopped when Alea confronted her.

" Wait, wait...! " Alea stood before the ivander. " He's resting, now I want to talk, come with me !" Alea pulls Ivander's hand away from Joevanka's room.

Ivander just resigned, he followed Alea's steps. They stopped right by the pool.

" I've reminded you ivander, don't get in touch with Delia! But the truth is I heard from Samuel that you received Delia back. Are you stupid or what..?! " Siss Alea looked at Ivander with a dislike face.

" I don't want to discuss that Alea! " strictly Ivander.

" You should know how Delia used to be and until now will never change."

Alea could hear clearly if the ivander made a decak sound sign that he did not like his words. But Alea was a fool.

" I wonder why you accepted that fox woman ? " said Alea in a cross-legged manner with her arms in a crossed position.

" I had to Alea! " said Ivander with a flat facial expression.

" Forced? why did you have to do Ivander? Did you force that fucking woman? " Alea put on a face of disbelief.

" I was forced to do it because Delia was sick..."

" So you believe? "

" Ehmm.." muttered Ivander.

" Do you still love her? answer it honestly! " his Alea.

" I don't know Alea. "

Alea rolled her eyeballs, she clucked in annoyance. " God Ivander, why are you now the dumbest guy in the world ? where's your instinct? it's just a play, I'm sure he's not sick Ivander, you know why he just disappeared and there's no news? "

" Delia went to Singapore, because she was on medication because she was sick, Alea! "

" Oh my God, are you really crazy? " Alea tried to be patient. " I asked if you still loved her, you said no idea. I swear, I'm confused by you ivander." Alea said frustrated with Ivander's attitude. " Do you feel sorry for him? Remember, Delia had no pain in Ivander. " said Alea in flames, so that Ivander would come to his senses with his stupid attitude.

" You remember Lucia? " ask Alea.

" Lucia's one school we used to be, that's close to you Ivander." Alea explained to Ivander.

" Luciana...? " the word Ivander remembers that name.

" Yes, yeah, yeah... Luciana! Do you know why Lucia had a concussion? It's all because of Delia..."

Ivander flinched, he was still trying to digest Alea's words.

" At that time Delia suddenly disappeared without a trace, right? like being swallowed up by the earth and you alone until it's frustrating to find Delia, you know what it's because? " Alea said putting her hands on her waist. " Since the family from Lucia reported Delia to the police and daddy Delia threatened If it did not retract the report, the company's cooperative relationship would break up and by then the Lucia family finally retracted the report ." Alea said his heart so that Ivander knew Delia's evil attitude.

Ivander was silent with an inexplicable facial expression. He seemed confused as to what he could not say.

" Ivander, are you listening to me? " Ask Alea.

" I don't know who I should trust Alea...! " answer ivander with his lowest voice. Hearing that Alea was shocked.

" What do you mean ivander? do I look like I'm lying ? " lea's murmur looked annoyed, making Alea's emotions ignite. " Come on, answer me! " the nape of Alea raised her voice.

" Isn't that what I meant? " Toward Ivander was aware of Alea's anger.

Upon realizing Alea's departure, Ivander rubbed his face violently. Today three women he hurt at once.

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💌 Several Weeks Later 💌

Ivander ran out of the library when he learned that Joevanka's lesson was over. He ran in his sneakers nike dunk low while holding the book he was looking for in the library with a bag of clothes he was carrying.

He ran quickly to find Joevanka. Since the incident, Joevanka tried to avoid it. He was always picked up by Samuel and went home to Samuel. Of course it makes Ivander uncomfortable because his Mommy suspects that he has done something wrong to Joevanka. In addition, Ivander did not like their closeness.

Ivander is seen smiling, when he sees Joevanka standing in the parking lot waiting for him.

" Vanka...! " Ivander ran over to the soft-hearted girl. He immediately displayed a slight smile looking directly into the eyes of Joevanka, Ivander smiled thinly with his head tilted down to see the face of Joevanka who was looking down.

Joevanka's face met red, when he saw ivander smiling, he tried to avoid Ivander's gaze. He did not want to love that man too deeply. Because it's too painful.

" Mommy told us to go home with Vanka ! " ivander said to start their conversation.

" Sorry ivander! I can't. " Defuse Joevanka.

" why? " Ivander frowned.

" I'd like to find a book for college material tomorrow. " Sahut Joevanka's.

" I can take you! Where do you want to look? " said Ivander quickly.

" I'm sorry Ivander I didn't..." Joevanka hung up his words because the car horn sounded right in front of them, none other than Samuel. The tall man got out of his car and threw his smile at Ivander.

" Hey dude, sorry I couldn't attend yesterday's rehearsal, while our campus anniversary will be held next week. I promise tomorrow I will, Joevanka promised to see our show tomorrow ! isn't that Joe? " samuel said with a face of sumringah. He was so happy when the woman he loved would see him training.

Joevanka just smiled and nodded slowly.

" No problem Samuel, there's still time tomorrow! " Ivander forced himself to smile. Even though he doesn't know how he feels right now.

" Now can we go Joe? " Tanya Samuel clearly saw her facial expression was very happy. Joevanka just nodded his head and smiled.

" I'm going Ivander! " Said Joevanka, Samuel quickly opened the door for Joevanka. Samuel ran around the car and sat at the wheel.

The sound of a car horn passed away leaving Ivander standing expressionless. He stared at the car until it really came out of the main fence of the campus.

Ivander's feelings are currently chaotic, he does not know why he was so angry when he saw the togetherness of Samuel and Joevanka.

Ivander exhaled heavily. He tried to shake the heart.

Finally he decided to leave the campus and took his car splitting the silence of the afternoon.

Four hours passed

Ivander looked so agitated when glancing at the watch in his hand already showed at 20:40 wib. Joevanka hasn't been back since he left with Samuel.

That feeling of confusion, anger, anxiety and anxiety is what Ivander is feeling right now. He still faithfully stood on the balcony and stared at the main fence. There was no sign of their arrival. Ivander sat back down and busied himself flipping through the books he had brought from the table. His eyes occasionally stared at the main fence still closed. No sign yet will open automatically.

" Where are they? " i said Ivander grunting rudely.

Suddenly he focused on staring at the scribbles written originally in the book he held, Ivander read word for word.

" I don't care about the light that's slowly going away, but I'm just afraid that tomorrow will be quiet."

Ivander turned the sheet of paper.

" We often forget how to be happy because we ourselves are more concerned with hurt and disappointment."

" Good morning to my loved ones and those who hate me, may today be a better day than yesterday for me and you."

" Look me when my feelings fade.. The desire to have you will also fade.. All my attention, my ego will fade…"

" Morning greets me, I'm thankful that I only saw you in my dreams, because when I woke up, your shadow would disappear again."

" Wrong, do I love you? Because that feeling has been there since the first time I saw you."

The writing is like in the original scribble but can still be read. Written on every sheet of paper, the scratch is sometimes written on and under the sheets of books.

" Isn't this a Joevanka book? " the muttered Ivander spoke inwardly. He went back to reading and repeated the graffiti several times. Ivander scrunched his forehead while saying.

" Who is this word for? "

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