
π Whisper of love π
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Joevanka walked out with small steps. His attitude and posture, still maintained firmly so that Ivander does not know if he feels pain.
CEKLEK !
The door closed, Joevanka lowered his head with a slight tremble resting on the wall of the hospital. Joevanka clenched his teeth to endure the growing pain. He moved back and forced his lips to smile. He didn't want Celin to know he wasn't doing well.
" You wanna wait here? Do you want to go home. It seems like they took a long time to speak" Celin stopped and turned to look at Joevanka.
" I'm sorry aunty, it looks like I'm still waiting." replied Joevanka trying to cover up the pain.
" You should just go home. Please understand, give them a chance and let Delia be with Ivander." Celin said in a pleading tone.
" What does Aunty mean?" joevanka's face was serious. While his eyes continued to squint, watching Celin.
" Oh, sorry. " Cell realized what was said was wrong. He smiled again and took Joevanka's hand gently. " I mean aunty give them a chance to talk longer. If you wait here, I'm sure Ivander doesn't want to linger inside. Delia desperately needs Ivander right now, son of Joevanka." Celin lowered his head weakly, his voice trembling withstanding his cries. He patted Joevanka on the hand and hoped that Joevanka would understand his point.
" I'm sorry aunty, we saw for ourselves, Ivander even held me back from leaving. I don't want Ivander's mood to change just because I left him."
" I'm just afraid you've waited too long for Ivander."
" It doesn't matter aunty, if I have to wait for Ivander until tomorrow it's okay either. I'm going home with Ivander" said Joevanka firmly.
" Oh I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable, I didn't mean anything. Even so, I still thank them for giving time. Delia's been wanting to see Ivander for a long time." Celin smiled gently. " Aunty is very grateful. I didn't expect Ivander to come see Delia."
Joevanka nodded slowly." Same with aunty." Joevanka.
Joevanka took his hand out of Celin's. He clenched his hands to stay strong, even though he wanted to run for the toilet. His head was so painful and his stomach was nauseous.
" You're pale, are you sick? Your sweat? " Delia touched Joevanka's forehead.
" I'm fine Aunty." replied Joevanka smiling and avoiding Celin's hand.
" Well...?"
Joevanka kept avoiding Celin from touching her. " I'm fine, I'm going to the toilet first. Excuse me! " Joevanka lowered her head and left Celin.
At the turn of Joevanka leaning his body against the wall, he saw that celin was no more. Joevanka walked quickly and hastily. Joevanka went straight to the toilet. He tried hard to endure the pain that was tormenting him. In the toilet, he vomited again. He gripped the sink to hold his body so as not to fall and duck. Joevanka fell silent in front of the sink while looking at his reflection. His hands were leaning on the concrete side of the sink. Joevanka closed his eyes. He was still trying to catch his breath. Her tears just slipped.
" Do I have to see a doctor, why is it so painful? " His tears fell again, though he himself did not invite her.
Once it tasted good, Joevanka walked back and wanted to go back to Delia's room to see Ivander.
WHILE IN THE ROOM.
Ivander took a chair and sat with his arms crossed.
" How do you feel, Delia? " ask Ivander to begin their conversation.
Delia took a breath and smiled. "It looks like Ivander's better."
" Good, I hope you can live your days well and recover Delia quickly." Ivander said he gave her a little attention.
" How are you Ivander? I heard from Auntie Anastasia, you became a successful man and you even admired business people."
" I'm not as good as my daddy Delia.Don't praise me too much. The Donitius Company was the result of my grandfather's efforts. And it's not an effort I'm running from scratch, I'm just going to continue it."
Delia smiled and nodded slowly. " If only I hadn't lied to my illness, would we still be like the couple who used to love Ivander? "
Ivander lifted his face and looked at Delia. He took his breath and exhaled again. "Don't reveal Delia's past, time is different."
" I'm sorry for my old mistakes. At that time I was still too concerned about myself. All that I do is because I love you too much Ivander. To date, my opinion has not changed. Can...? "
" Don't talk about it again Delia. My only purpose here is to see how you are. If you're telling me about our relationship that's past, I'll get out of here." Ivander interrupted Delia's conversation. I really don't want to remember those memories anymore. It's just a past.
" I'm sorry Ivander, I just want to say what's in my heart, I have no intention of ruining your relationship with Joevanka." Delia closed her eyes and cried. " But I still love you. What do I have to do to forget you. Help me stop this feeling."
Ivander got up from his seat and looked at Delia with eyes that could not be read by anyone including Delia. This time he was so upset. Throwing his breath repeatedly.
" You only open your heart to the man who loves you sincerely."
" I can't Ivander."
" Is this part of your plan again Delia? " Ivander smiled a cynical smile as he raised his eyebrows in half.
Delia shook her head quickly. "No Ivander, I'm sorry if I said it wrong. I'm..."
" Enough !!! I've guessed this is your plan. How can I possibly believe all this." fierce Ivander.
" No Ivander.no, I was wrong, I apologize, if I say it wrong. I'm sorry and don't go...I'm sorry.." Delia reached out her hand to grab Ivander's hand.
But Ivander turned around and stepped up wanting to leave Delia. So Delia couldn't grab Ivander's hand and....
GUBRAKKK
Delia fell down with the infusion pole. Delia complained of pain.
AARGGHH
Ivander was in shock and turned to see Delia already lying on the floor.
" Don't go Ivander." Delia extended her hand to Ivander. He doesn't even care if his body is in pain.
" Don't go Ivander, I beg you! I just need you, just to be by my side for a moment." Delia's cry broke out.
Delia's reflexes hugged Ivander's body and with the door open, Joevanka walked into the room where Delia was being treated. His heart suddenly stopped. His legs were locked, unable to move forward. His mind was raging and his heart was like a grip by a large hand. Joevanka tries to stay positive. He backed away and closed the door again. Joevanka sits waiting biting his fingertips. His heart was agitated, he tried to calm down but could not. He looked down weakly. Eyes glazed.
MEANWHILE
" I'm sorry Delia, I have to go. I don't want Joevanka waiting too long for me. I hope you heal quickly and live your day well. May you find a better man than me."
" Ivander.." call Delia with tears falling on her cheeks.
Ivander halted his steps, but he did not turn around and remained standing in his position. Delia gripped the blanket that covered her legs. " Thank you for coming. Thanks..." Delia was unable to continue her words she covered her face with her two hands and cried.
Ivander took a deep breath and walked back to leave Delia.
" dear? " Call Ivander.
Joevanka raised his face and saw Ivander already standing in front of him.
" We're home, I'm sorry I kept you waiting a long time."
" It's okay, we're home! " Joevanka got up from her seat. He smiled and grabbed Ivander's hand. They continued walking and did not speak until they reached the hospital parking lot.
" Can we breathe some fresh air, baby? Nearby is the beach." Joevanka said with a heavy tone of voice.
" Want to get some fresh air?"
" I just want to take a walk with you." Joevanka.
" We haven't eaten Vanka. How about we eat first." Ivander sets aside the sleeves of his long shirt to look at the clock. It's time for dinner.
" I'm not hungry yet, we're just walking for a little while."
" Okay, all right, what doesn't make you." Ivander said, embracing Joevanka's shoulder.
Joevanka and Ivander walked in tandem and now Ivander hugged Joevanka's waist. They're down the street. The sound of waves pounding was heard from the bridge plus the sound of vehicles as if to put each other down. The night wind blew stroking Joevanka's face and hair that dangled beautifully.
Joevanka smiled faintly while looking down. His feelings are currently mixed. He could only catch his breath, claustrophobic so. I feel like crying. Before he returned to Delia's room, Joevanka went to see a doctor. He was asked to come back tomorrow to the hospital for an electroencephalography or EEG. Electroencephalography examination is an examination to record waves of electrical activity in the brain. This electrical pattern is carried out on the surface of the scalp reflecting cortical activity which is usually referred to as brain waves.
Joevanka closed his eyes. He still remembers the doctor's face shrinking seriously when Joevanka said his complaint. In Australia, he has done his examinations. But this time it was even more different. Joevanka just bowed while staring at his feet moving in turn.
" Will vanka? " Ivander looked to the side and saw Joevanka who had been silent.
" I.m..." Sahut Joevanka with muttering. He looked towards Ivander.
" Aren't you wondering what we were talking about? " Ivander stopped and looked at Joevanka.
Joevanka threw away his gaze. "Curious? Should I be curious? Did Delia ask you to come back? Does Delia want you to accompany her while she's sick?" Inner Joevanka in the heart.
Joevanka continued to walk slowly, while Ivander stayed in place. He only saw Joevanka's back. Their distance now left ten meters. Joevanka turned and smiled. Witnessed the waves and stars twinkling in the sky. Although he was afraid and very afraid of what would happen to him, but he was more afraid of losing Ivander for the second time. He loved the man standing in front of him.
" I trust you Ivander.." Shouts Joevanka louder. Both hands formed a funnel in front of his mouth so that his voice was clear at Ivander's hearing.
" Whatever happens to me still loves me. " Joevanka said in her lowest voice with tears. Those words were certainly not heard by Ivander. Joevanka shouted back. It doesn't matter if the driver is watching.
" I will trust you, my dear. You are my goal now. I don't care about the others." Said Joevanka loudly. " I don't care about my illness anymore..." Again, Joevanka can only say it in a soft voice. Her tears fell back. " I just want you. Ivander.in my life. I love you very much and very much.." Said Joevanka in a loud voice. He smiled, his smile was meaningful. Joevanka opened his arms to have Ivander come to him.
Ivander looked at Joevanka with a glare. His eyes were full of tears. Breathing faltered.
Ivander advances his steps toward Joevanka who is waiting for him. His steps kept approaching and....
BRUKKKKKK
Ivander grabbed Joevanka's body until it lifted. Joevanka is crying. Joevanka's face shriveled. Her tears wet her cheeks. Her eyes could not hold back her falling tears.
" Sleep with me Ivander..." Lirih Joevanka in his talk.
Ivander frowned, releasing his embrace. " sleep? what's wrong with you my sweet rabbit? Why do you look different? " Take Ivander's voice while wiping joevanka's tears with her thumb.
Joevanka just shook his head with tears that kept slipping on his cheeks. He looked at Ivander. " Sleep with me.." Repeating Joevanka in a pleading tone, his gaze continued to lock Ivander in.
Ivander cupped onto Joevanka's two cheeks and smiled. " I'll propose to you nicely, dear. I will make you a happy and precious woman. I told you, I don't want to do it before there's a marriage bond. What are you afraid of? I will take you to swear before God in the bonds of marriage. Soon, darling..." Ivander smiled and pulled Joevanka's body back into his arms.
" Don't cry anymore, ehmm..."
Joevanka nodded and hugged Ivander's waist very tightly. Joevanka buried his entire face in Ivander's chest.
" Thank you for loving me sincerely, I'll be waiting for your best proposal." Said Joevanka in a hoarse voice full of haru.
Ivander smiled again. He clutched his tiny body tightly. Ivander rests his cheeks comfortably on the top of Joevanka's head.
The sound of the waves, the twinkling stars as if to be witnesses of those who love each other. Their hearts have fused no one can separate them.
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