THE WHISPER OF LOVE
Ivander's Regrets

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Ivander ruffled his hair violently, He looked at Berneta.

" Now explain why Joevanka left? Does he have family problems, so he needs to leave? " ask Ivander in a waist-rigged position. He still does not understand the current situation.

Berneta was silent, he seemed confused by the attitude of his master. Indeed, Miss Joevanka went suddenly. But there's no way Mr. Ivander wouldn't know.

" Answer me, Berneta! " Ivander again raised his voice. Suppressing his speech intonation.

" I don't know sir, all I hear is that sir, Miss Joevanka is crying and wants to go home to London." Again Berneta could only stroke her chest, closing her eyes as Ivander shouted back.

" When was that? " ask Ivander with his lowest voice.

" What happened sir, why don't you know of Miss Joevanka's departure? " Beta ventured to give the question to Ivander. Until now he did not understand the attitude of his master.

" What I asked, when did Joevanka cry? " ask Ivander suppressing his every word. He did not want to repeat the question.

" The day after you returned from your camping. " Said Berneta confidently, he still remembered, Joevanka locked themselves since their return from camping and cried continuously in his room.

Heeeeeee Ivander took a breath while closing her eyes, trying to calm her feelings, now she realized the words she said that night, able to make Joevanka go away. He took a deep breath and swallowed his saliva. Suddenly he came to his mind. What he said to Joevanka. Ivander opened his mouth, took a breath and looked up. He is so frustrated at the moment.

" Who did he go with Berneta? " Ivander tried to be calm, even though his heart was now so sick. His heart felt hollow, all that was in his mind was wrong.Misperating his closeness to Samuel, misjudging if Joevanka received love samuel.now that is just regret.

" With Mr. Brian, " answered Berneta quickly.

" Do daddy and mommy know? "

" Of course, sir, he ordered Brian to take him to the airport." Answer Berneta.

" Do Ivannia and Alea know? "

" Yes, sir, even Miss Joevanka invited Miss Ivannia and Alea to do a farewell." Berneta's face shriveled inward.

Ivander again took his breath while closing his eyes, aching so much that he could not breathe.

" So I'm the only one who doesn't know? " Ivander said in his lowest voice.

Ivander is still in the closed position, trying to suppress all his feelings. Is it because of his words? did Joevanka come home because Ivander said he had troubled the Donitius family?

Ivander smiled wryly, even he shook his head, in disbelief.

" Mister, are you okay? your face is pale. Do I want to get you a drink? "

" No, I'm fine." Ivander said in a quick reply, his face has changed.

" Sir...! I'm sorry, I had to store Mr. Ivander's clothes and saw that non Joevanka's bag was in your closet. Forgive me for taking the bag, sir, for my plan is to return it to Miss Joevanka. Buty? I forgot to give it to Miss Joevanka. Now I put the bag back in your room. I put it on the master's table. Once again I am sorry sir, I cannot give that bag to Miss Joevanka. " Said Beta in her lowest voice while bowing her body, for her expression of guilt.

Ivander simply replied with a mutter. He just walked away from Berneta who looked confused.

" Since it's Saturday, non-Ivannia is staying at non-Alea's house" Berneta said.

Ivander nodded. He began to walk slowly leaving Berneta.

With a gontai step, Ivander climbed the stairs. With a tightness that squeezed his chest, now he was in front of Joevanka's room. He sat still, staring at the door of the room. Ivander held his hand on the doorknob. He took his breath and the field opened the door.

THE CZECH....

Door opens.

Ivander stepped into his mixed feelings at this moment. He looked around, looking at every corner of the room. There are no more photos on the wall. Now realize that Joevanka is gone. With a blank look, he was struck with a standing position and lowered his head. Ivander felt tightness, he could not understand. Is it crowded because Joevanka left? has the claustrophobic hurt Joevanka? Ivander doesn't know. Right now all he could do was reflect on everything.

Ivander took his breath in. This room raises a flash back in his memory. When Joevanka ran in terror hugging him. A tight hug left Ivander's heart battered at the time. Ivander's reflex touched his chest, it still felt like it was electrocuting and still tickling him. He took his breath in.

" At least you survived Joevanka, I said that because I was disappointed and jealous. But this jealousy is unreasonable. I'm stupid and can even be said to be a jerk. Can I take back that word? but now that you consider me a man with no heart, you have hurt your feelings. You even leave and you won't come back. What am I supposed to do? " Twitter again Ivander smiled.

" I'm sorry Joevanka, I was in a hurry to draw conclusions, and now I'm frustrated, how I'm going to apologize to you. I was too indulgent with my emotions and now my regret is the gift I am receiving now. "

Ivander lamented his stupidity, he even laughed mockingly at him.

Ivander squinted his eyes at the Doll he had once given, when he managed to play the doll machine in the mall. He grabbed the doll and again he threw his breath away. The tightness that squeezed his chest could not be covered. At the moment Joevanka is injured and very injured.

Ivander is well aware, at the moment all he needs is “ talk ”, but should how, Joevanka no more. There are only memories, memories that make him sad and the wounds that Ivander gives will be ready to make Joevanka remember him again. The wound was like he had sprinkled with lime.

Ivander pulled and exhaled quickly. The energy in his body seemed to be lost somewhere, now all that was left was a sense of lethargy and helplessness. That regret gnawed at his soul.

Expressing disappointment and regret over love can sometimes be a little relief to his heart. However, Ivander had already given the disappointment in harsh words.

Ivander can't even explain it at this point.

Tight, empty, like there was a big and deep hole that suddenly cut his heart. Ivander recalls the piece of the sentence he said to Joevanka.

" You're one of those people who don't know yourself.

Are you deliberately seeking everyone's attention? I don't know ! I'm obviously fed up with your attitude. Even I wish I didn't want to meet you and even see you for a second, I don't want to..."

" You look innocent, it turns out you're a lot worse than a night-crazy woman..."

the words he spoke himself felt stinging in his mind, in an instant mastering the heartless claustrophobic thumbs.

Ivander rubbed his face violently. Sweeps her hair up. Ivander resumed his ritual of exhaling through his mouth trying to stabilize his breathing to calm himself down. He tried to withstand the deep tightness. She hated him, Joevanka.

Ivander opted out of Joevanka's room, leaving the door open. With long steps he entered his room. The words he said to Joevanka danced in his mind. But the image of Joevanka crying makes Ivander step into the bathroom.

Without undressing, Ivander turns on the shower and lets the water wet his body. He was silent under a flaming shower with one hand resting on the wall. Ivander let his body get wet, unaware he was laughing while crying.

" I'm sorry Joevanka..." Lirih Ivander managed to drop her tears.

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