The Young Master's
Manda Ayyara.

And, this is where I'm sitting next to a foreign man I just met a few months ago.we've even met a few times.but right now, we're all a stranger, this foreign man is shaking the hand of a hulu and saying my name beautifully.I did not expect that I would get married so soon after my divorce.

a white kebaya dress wrapped around my body. Actually my breath was a little tight because this dress was tightly attached to my body.but I tried to keep my elegance in front of this foreign man's family. just a week after Gama and I agreed to sign the agreement, I don't know if his family knew about it.

there is hatred in my heart.I hate it, why is it that when the man mentions my name, my heart beats so fast? I was worried someone would hear it. I was overwhelmed by controlling myself.

the man, Gama Maziantara Gundala, whom I had just learned of his full name, looked at me with a smile that adorned his lips after the witness had spoken the lawful word.

I did not want to reply and just looked at him. I still doubt my choice, is this true? what am I doing this right? the question kept filling my brain and made me want to cancel the deal, but the shadow of my parents strengthened my resolve.

my meeting and Gama was even filled with drama.The strange man who suddenly hugged me when I came home from the minimarket has now become my husband.if you remember the incident, you know, you know, the incident that made me deal with the police and satpol pp. really very troublesome.

I was received warmly in his family.they even accepted my terms to get married in the KUA office only. the only thing that seemed luxurious to me was a diamond ring perched on my ring finger right now.

right now, I'm already in the car with Gama, that car will take us to his house. Living together during marriage is a condition stated in the contract letter I signed. all the way we just fell silent.not talking to each other in the slightest.I was busy with my own thoughts.maybe so was he.

about, what was he thinking??

this marriage will only last for one year.it is very short.Yes, I know that. what about the status and outlook of the people towards me after I got divorced for the second time? I don't care that. My parents are the most important thing now.I won't listen to those people. I never ask them to eat anyway. let alone harm them. right?

when I think about it, am I going to fall in love with this guy? of course it's impossible. This marriage is just pretend.it's unlikely to involve our feelings.

love's.

one word I had buried deep in my heart I no longer wanted it. The pain of my first marriage had made a huge hole unfounded in my heart, so I threw that love into it.