
The smoke in his coffee cup had started to go away. And that's a sign that the drink is ready to be shaved. Gama enjoyed every shavings that flowed through his throat. Until he stood up and saw there was still coffee left in the glass, then he also intended to spend the drink without rest.
With the glass still attached to his mouth, suddenly Gama's eyes caught the figure of a woman who was guiding two small children in both hands. The woman stopped at a distance not far from him. Talking something to the two boys who had been in his arm and then warmly kissed the two eyebrows. At that moment, Gama's heart stopped beating. His hands and knees were shaking tremendously.
Yara's...
He could only call out that name in his heart. His voice was stuck in his throat. He wanted to shout out to the woman he missed so much. I don't know why he couldn't make his voice.
His body was trembling increasingly. Making the glass he was still holding fell on the floor and broke. It makes noise until people look at it.
He becomes increasingly unable to control his emotions as Ayyara approaches him and asks if he is okay.
No. gabe. I'm not okay. I feel tremendous pain. Because I missed you so much.!!! I want him to scream that way. But it froze.
“oh,, uh, I'm fine.”
That's all he can say.
Yara's. Its me. Don't you recognize me? It'sme.! It'sme.! Why don't you recognize me? Gamma could only scream in his heart.
“hah.. Huh.. Huh.” Finally Gama was able to breathe again because before his lungs stopped working for a moment. He saw Ayyara walking away with a growing longing. He has found Ayyara. There was a feeling of happiness as well as fear that suddenly whack his heart.
Gama turned his gaze to a pair of little boys who were busy playing ball. His heart firmly believed that they were His Children. Unknowingly, his eyes flowed behind the black glasses he was wearing. They look very handsome and also very beautiful. Ayyara took very good care of them.
“ah.! Huaaa.. Huaaaa..” Suddenly the little girl cried and showed her fingers to the boy in front of her. And the boy ran straight back.
Gama did not realize until his steps moved toward the crying boy.
“beautiful girl. Why crying?” Ask while aligning his body.
Ana instantly showed her injured index finger while continuing to cry. Gama who saw it immediately carried him and sucked the tiny finger to stop the bleeding that was just a speck.
Gama continued to calm the little Ana in her arms by shaking her body. At that moment Ayyara came to him. His heart was beating again. His body began to tremble. He wanted to hug Ayyara's body which he missed so much right now. I don't know why it froze again.
“dia crying. Looks like his hand hurt.” Gama tried to say as normal as possible. His heart ached as his gaze met with netra Ayyara.
“trthanks a lot sir.”
“sama-sama.” Gama nodded then forced his limp feet to walk out of the cafe.
Gama immediately entered his car parked in the cafe courtyard. After closing the car door, he then cried his eyes out.
“lord? You why?!” Ask the driver who is playing mobile in front of the wheel. He was surprised not to play when he heard Gama's roaring cry.
“hua.... The Hua... Hua...” Gama continued to roar while covering his mouth with his palm.
“why don't you recognize me?” His words were interrupted by his sobs that sounded bitter.
“ya? Meaning mister?” Ask the driver not to understand. He thought Gama was talking to him.
The driver who finally realized that he was not the one who was talking to Gama, finally chose to shut up and got out of the car. Giving space to his boss was all his feelings.
“i miss you guys so much.” Issue again. Tears that were so heavy could not stop flowing from his eyes. After he met Ayyara and her Sons, the longing filled up all the space in his heart. It feels like it's going to explode.
For a long time he could control his feelings. Although his tears had stopped flowing, Gama was still in the car. His eyes continued to look at the cafe. Even until the afternoon Gama continued to be in his place. The driver was surprised.
His eyes immediately widened when he saw Ayyara coming out of the cafe by holding their two little angels. Then take out a motor matic from the parking lot and raise the Children on it.
Ana's in front. While the jun sits in the back seat that has been modified so it is safe to ride a child.
“follow them. Don't lose.” Gama's orders to his driver. Even with a confused expression, the driver obeyed Gama's orders.
The car stopped by the side of the road in a place not far from Ayyara shophouse. Gama's eyes continued to watch them closely. Ayyara leaves in the house for a long time. Until nightfall, then saw Ayyara coming out of the house with her two children.
At that time Gama immediately got out of the car. He began to move his feet to approach them. But then he stopped his steps. His courage is not enough if he shows up now. I don't know what makes Gama doubt.
Suddenly he saw little Ana walking slowly towards him.
“o om.” Call Ana. He still remembered the man who helped him when he was injured earlier.
“hai..” Gama replied with a friendly smile that looked bitter. His furrowed brows held back his tears from spilling back. Then he crouched down to align himself with little Ana and immediately hugged her tightly. It felt very comfortable as he hugged the tiny body.
“what's your name beautiful?” Gama asked after he let go of his embrace.
“Ana.”
“continue, which one is it?” Tanya Gama pointed towards Juna who was engrossed in playing cars.
“Nun.” Answer the little again.
“nun?” Ask Gama later. It feels strange, why is his name nun?
Ana notices Gama's bewok face and touches it with her tiny hands. Logically, a little child would definitely be afraid of Gama's current appearance. Long hair and a long beard make him look very strong. But the little girl was not afraid of him at all.
After being satisfied to play with Gama's beard, Ana then stopped her adorable behavior and walked up to the fruit seller who was beside her.
“mau.” Ana said by pointing towards the pile of apples. The girl who saw it laughed. She remembered how silly Ayyara was when she was pregnant. Wept over a piece of apple that had fallen to the floor.
“wait a minute yes, I will buy it for you.” Kata Gama then stood up and bought an apple for Ana.
After getting the apple, little Ana immediately laughed happily. “atih oom..” Said again.
“sama-sama.” Answer Gama.
With teary eyes, Gama kept watching Ana who walked away from him and approached Ayyara.
“i will see you soon.” Lirih. Then get back in the car and go back to the hotel.