The Young Master's
The Outpouring of Longing.

Ayyara was still staring at the face of the man who was now standing in front of her. The face of the man she looks at every night. The man who was still entrenched in his heart until this second, the man who even the sound of his breathing could still be felt.

"Friends.. How could.. How's..." Ayyara was unable to continue her words. What was clear was that his heart that was filled with longing was now feeling very happy. It doesn't matter if it's a dream or not. Importantly, he could stare at the man's face fixedly.

His tears flowed profusely as Gama's hands held his cheeks and stared fixedly at his face. That touch, even after 4 years had passed, he could still remember the softness of that touch.

"i found you." said Gama Lirih while pulling the woman's body into his arms. "i miss you so much, Yara. I miss you so much." Gama also could not hold back the rate of his tears anymore. He hugged Ayyara.

For a moment, Ayyara forgot about Ana. His heart is shrouded in happiness. Gama's embrace that felt real made him realize that it was not all a dream. Unless the man was really in front of him.

"heaven..! Hua..!" we heard Ana crying from inside the car. Makes everyone realize they're looking for Ana.

"Yes.!" yelled Gama and Ayyara together.

Gama immediately walked up to his car and opened the door. There, little Ana woke up. He rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand.

"Yes.!" yelled Ayyara who immediately ran over to her little daughter.

Jun who is also still in the sling Ayyara has been awake since Gama embraced his first mother earlier. He was no longer sleepy because he was disturbed by the commotion.

"Mama.! Hua a.! Hua.o.!" yelled Ana who was getting louder crying. He stretched out both his hands asking in a carry by Ayyara.

Ayyara gives Jun to Riski and then turns to carrying Ana to calm her down. Initially Gama wanted to carry Jun, but his son did not want to be carried by a stranger. He prefers to be carried by Riski. And it makes Gama's heart a little sick and jealous.

"sister Yara, who is he?" finally, Riski dared to open her voice. He pointed at Gama with his chin.

"she.." Ayyara replied hesitantly.

"i'm Yara's husband. And father of Ana and Jun."

The answer made everyone look at each other. Including Risma and her parents who just joined. Then they compactly looked at Ayyara with gazes demanding answers.

"Yara?" ama Rusli asked with a still demanding view.

"uh.. Emm.. Yes, he was indeed Ana and Jun's father. He's Gama, my husband." Obviously Ayyara was timid.

I don't know, does she still deserve to call Gama her husband? After what he did to the man? After selfishly leaving Gama?

"what do you mean Yara" asked Ine.

"he's my husband Ne,"

"but you said he left you. So what is this?" ask Ine who still does not understand. Seeing from the expression of Gama's face that seemed very happy to meet Ayyara, he could conclude that Gama did not leave Ayyara.

"forgive me Ine, Ama. Actually I left it." Ayyara explained in a soft voice. He lowered his face because he was ashamed.

They are now in the cafe. There are Ama Rusli, Ine, Risma and Riski. The twins were put to sleep on the sofa there.

Ama Rusli stared intently at Gama and Ayyara sitting before him. His eyes seemed to want more answers than them. After all, Ayyara and her two children are under her responsibility. He could not immediately trust a man who suddenly came and claimed to be Ayyara's husband. Ayyara also admitted it.

"i won't ask you what story you've been through until you've split up. I just wanted to ask you, you," said Ama Rusli, staring firmly at Gama. "why did you let your wife go pregnant? If you hadn't left Yara, then what have you been doing all this time? Why don't you go find Yara?"

"i'm not looking for him sir. I have traveled all over the country to find it. But all of that never came to fruition." explained Gama later.

Ama Rusli continued to look at Gama with a probing gaze. Seeking honesty there.

"Pope. It's all my fault. I selfishly decided to leave him. He's completely innocent." bela Ayyara. He realized, Ama Rusli had been a parent to him. Ama and Ine took care of her. Take care of her when she gives birth, and take care of the twins if she is busy working.

Ama Rusli just took a slow breath hearing Ayyara's explanation.

After a light conversation to remove the awkwardness, Ama Rusli and her family came home. Leaving Ayyara and Gama still freezing each other despite standing next to each other.

After delivering Ama Rusli to the front of the cafe, Ayyara had a quick glance at Gama. He still felt awkward to start the conversation. Finally he chose to turn around and walk over to the Twins who were still sleeping in the sofa.

But suddenly a warm embrace was back on his back. Gama hugged her from behind. The man closed his eyes to enjoy the happy feeling.

"i miss you so much." she whispered in Ayyara's ear. Which makes his heart beat.

Gama then twisted Ayyara's body so that she could look at the face that she missed so much freely. He looked at the netra Ayyara inside.

"forgive me." finally said those words from Ayyara's mouth. "i'm not be...."

"ssttt. It's been. Don't apologize. I don't care about the pain we've experienced in the past. What matters to me now is that I found you. That's more than enough." explained Gama. His gaze was still glazed.

"but I've hurt you."

"i'm sure you must have felt the same pain."

"i know I'm selfish. I'm too scared of Maya's stupid threats. I should have told you everything."

"Yara, I just asked you to trust me. Is it so hard.? I will protect you and our children. Why don't you trust me?" tanya Gama further deepened her gaze.

"forgive me for doubting you. I'm too stupid. Hiks,, hiks," Ayyara started sobbing. And that made Gama again embrace Ayyara into his arms.

"from now on, don't ever doubt me again. Yes." said Gama while gently rubbing Ayyara's hair. There was a feeling of relief and happiness in his heart.

Ayyara simply nodded with her face still sinking in Gama's chest. He continues to shed his tears. Either happy tears, or the tears of regret that came out. But clearly, he promised inwardly, that he would not betray Gama and would continue to trust the man. He will no longer be selfish and stupid. Which will only make their hearts hurt because of their stupidity.