
Johan turned his head towards Hana who was sitting next to him, after he came home from the office faster than usual. Suddenly Johan missed the warm tea that Hana made, that was the reason why she came home quickly now. Seeing earlier when he had just returned home, Hana was busy talking to Jihan who she knew why.
"What did you say to Jihan? Seriously, even I came you unconscious." The words that Johan said made Hana smile, was she sulking because she had been neglected?
"I'm sorry, Jihan was too enthusiastic about telling me her story, so I was excited to listen to her until I didn't realize there was you."
"It's okay, I was just kidding. Then, what did Jihan tell you?" Hana shook her head refusing to say what Jihan said to her.
The two of them suddenly had a secret because Jihan, the girl is in the closet right now. He doesn't want anyone to know his feelings even if they're wrong, but still. Hana has to keep a secret because she doesn't want Jihan to be disappointed with her.
Johan is curious, but the man briefly guesses what Jihan told Hana. Is his guess right? Jihan was close to talking to him about someone, but because Johan was too busy not being able to listen to the story Jihan was about to tell.
"Thank you, you'd listen to him. All this time, I haven't had time to just listen to the story." Hana nodded, she had no problem if she had to listen to other people's stories.
Johan looked at Hana, for some reason the more the aura of Hana was very good to look at. Even her face looked prettier than usual, or was it the effect of her pregnancy that was starting to get big?
The man again just silently harbored what he felt, to where he had to say something. Johan no longer wants to have to hand Hana over to the wrong person as before. Johan wants to make Hana happy as he promised.
"Hana, do you have time tomorrow?"
"Of course, why?" Johan didn't say anything, he didn't want to say all that right now.
He also needs time to think at least to make himself calm and not panic first, if only Johan panicked it would ruin all his plans that he had planned for a long time.
"We better get some sleep, how? Dare to sleep alone?" Hana looked up at Johan who was already standing straight in front of her. How could he underestimate Hana now?
"Whatchu mean? I'm not a coward." Johan frowned, he smiled as he shook his head in surprise.
The man entered the room, followed by Hana who ran after him. Balcony doors that have been closed tightly, instead of the intention of driving away just that the two of them have not been bound by any status now. Of course, it was forbidden for both of them.
Hana instead of going back to her own room, she just stood still in Johan's room without any guilt. The man who was about to take his laptop was now focused towards Hana who was standing there.
"What are you doing? Not sleeping? Go back to your room, it's hours of sleep."
"You kicked me out?!" Johan was suddenly shocked because Hana suddenly raised her voice to him.
Pregnant women's hormones are unstable, Johan took a deep breath to stay patient. He put his laptop back on his desk, he approached Hana who was looking at him with a sulking look now. Because of anxiety, Johan immediately held Hana to make the woman surprised instead of playing.
Hana who was suddenly in a cradle, his body seemed to float now and he thought Johan would take him to his own room, but the man actually laid Hana on his bed, not Hana's. The woman was now speechless, to the point where she saw how Johan was in front of her.
"Sleep, tell me if you're scared. Good night." As he pulled the blanket over Hana, the man stepped onto his desk and did his work.
Can it be like this? Hana doesn't know, it's just that she wants to be by Johan's side for a while. Because he was still afraid of the incident that yesterday was clearly not a ghost, but the cat that entered took the chicken.
But still, the fear cannot go away. Usually Hana would curl up alone in her room, not like this. He felt safe, feeling looked at. Johan turned his gaze towards Hana, then he smiled with his best smile.
"Hana, you're not sleeping? Can't sleep?"
In the middle of the work he was doing now, he even still had time to ask and pay attention to Hana now. The man even stopped his job because he felt Hana was uncomfortable with his place.
"Hana?"
"I'm going to sleep, sorry to bother you." Johan smiled, he did not feel bothered by Hana's presence.
Precisely when the woman came to make him happy not to play, unlike other nights where Johan will be in his room alone. Now there is Hana who will accompany him, although honestly all this is also wrong. But if the woman's request is not followed, her son will be flirting. Hana must not want that to happen either, and Johan is the same.
He did obey what Hana asked, what did Hana not get when she was with Johan? Nothing, Hana gets everything she wants even to the hardest. Johan tried to get all of that.
Johan refocused on work after he saw Hana fall asleep, but she wasn't really sleeping right now. He silently watched Johan who was busy with his own world.
'Was he tired of working all day?'
He cannot deny, Hana is comfortable with Johan. But on the other hand, his head could not forget someone he should have forgotten. But Hana was trying to be sane now, there was no way the man would come to her. He'll come when he needs it, if he doesn't want to give the news.
Sometimes Hana wondered, why is there such a human being? Does he have a lack of compassion? Hana saw everything she had, but why was she so evil?
"I know you're not sleeping Hana, don't think much later your head hurts not good for your baby either." Johan gets out of bed, she releases her glasses and makes Hana pretend to be asleep.
Johan knows, Hana's not sleeping right now. The man decided to get on the bed, hugging Hana from behind making the woman freeze there. He did not expect this, as his stomach was slowly being eluted by Johan. Looks like the baby was happy to get that slow swab.
To where it was unexpected, Hana fell asleep in an easy way. Johan who felt no movement at all, he made sure if Hana slept now. The woman had already closed her eyes, even her very regular breathing.
He had already entered into his own dreamland, Johan had moved out of his place. Giving a pillow on the back side of Hana's back so that she does not ache later. Johan drew closer to Hana, he kissed the woman's forehead gently. Her treatment made Hana like a queen.
"I love you so much, I'm sorry that I can't make you as happy as I should..."