
Jihan's driving her car now, because she has an appointment right now. After he carries out orders from Johan and receives a large reward from his cousin. He went straight to the location he was heading to right now.
The girl stopped near the park, she got straight down from the car and she immediately walked towards the park. It was dark, not too bright but it was the calm atmosphere that made him feel the garden was the best place to meet. It's not quiet, there are some people who are there.
"Regardless of all, Lino likes my gifts, doesn't she?" Jihan did not bring herself alone, but rather a gift for her old friend.
He misses his best friend very much, he even hopes that if all this happens quickly and turns out his prayers are fulfilled now. He had no idea how happy Jihan was now, the girl walked over happily.
He also held onto the gift that he had brought with him happily and enthusiastically with all of this, up to where he had approached towards a man standing there. But there was something strange about it, someone like hugging him from the front.
Jihan did not want to be mistaken just because she saw wrong, she stepped closer with slow steps without the man knowing himself. Until the sound of the twig that Jihan stepped on made the two release a hug and turned towards Jihan.
The girl was only speechless when what she saw now, an event that she had never expected to happen. If all this was just a dream, tell Jihan if it was all just a nightmare.
"Damn? Since when?" Lino who saw Jihan's whereabouts, she was not panicked just surprised by Jihan's sudden presence there.
While the woman who was beside Lino, she looked at Jihan with a look of disbelief as well as she tried to convince if all this was not what Jihan saw.
Jihan's reaction was completely silent, she didn't know what to say now. Reflexively the gift that Jihan was holding dropped, producing a sound that made Jihan instantly aware of what she was doing.
Jihan picked up the medium-sized box, and then stood up straight again. Trying to act as usual, but as if everything is still in vain. Jihan did not stare towards the girl, as it would hurt her heart even though she herself missed the girl as well.
"When did you come?"
"You're too cool to hold her until you realize that I'm here, Lino. Here's to you, I bought you a present for the moment after all this time we haven't met." Jihan glanced at the girl, she tried to hold Jihan but Jihan dodged.
Stepping back as if he did not want to be touched by his best friend. Jihan looked back at Lino, not only angry. He was disappointed with all this.
"Have you always said busy and only 2 days later did you reply to my message, why didn't you say you were dating Risa?" Lino turned her head towards Risa who was staring towards Jihan who was standing in front.
Maybe Jihan is smart in the business of changing the look of her face is not in accordance with her own mood. He kept smiling, not showing any expression. To where Lino was embracing Risa's shoulder made Jihan unable to say anything.
So all the news is true, his own friend has seized the source of his happiness all along. Jihan should have listened to them, not believed them.
"I'm sorry, Jihan. I've been dating since 1 year ago I didn't get to tell you. I'm sorry-"
"No problem, nice surprise. But I can't linger because I have business." Jihan turned her body about to leave just like that, but someone calling her name made her step stop.
"Don't you miss me?" Jihan looked over and then smiled.
"It doesn't seem to." The answer that after that Jihan actually left the park, she tried to hold back her own cries.
He got into his car and slammed the door of his own car. The girl cried loudly in the car, even she kept hitting the steering wheel of her car for her emotional outlet.
"ASSHOLE! YOU RISA BASTARD! YOU BASTARD!!!" Jihan could not control herself, she was already too tired with all this.
Jihan's current position is on the edge, no one knows how she is now because Jihan is actually hiding all her injuries alone. The girl cried loudly, draining all her own strength.
In one other place, Lino was staring in the direction where Jihan was going. It made him wonder, it was not a moment that often happened but rather Jihan never left without a clear reason. The man continued to stare in that direction until where he turned towards Risa.
"Are you having trouble with Jihan? Why is he like that? I've never seen him like that before." Lino only knew Jihan like that, she really never saw Jihan like that. Usually he would ask her to joke as usual, go for a walk together and eat food at their subscription place.
But the girl actually left, a less logical reason if she was busy. If he's busy he shouldn't have come, he says in the chat there's no business and now all of a sudden. What happened to Jihan?
"Maybe he's busy, we'd better take a walk. We haven't spent a long time together." Lino will actually answer a word but not in the spit because Risa pulled him to another parking lot to immediately go to the car.
Lino had no idea what was going on, she held the gift Jihan gave her and held the gift tightly. While Risa she just kept quiet, she did not know if Jihan would come.
'Forgive me, Jihan. But you can't force things, I love Lino and Lino accepts me. Not you, I hope you're not selfish...'
...•••...
Jihan just stayed there, she sat in one of the long chairs on the basketball court that she and Lino usually visit.
The girl was silent, with the cut ice cream she was holding without any intention of eating it. The ice dripped onto the ground just like that, the girl just daydreamed at the thought of many things. Along with her tears that kept dripping without her noticing it herself.
To the point where he didn't realize if someone came to see his objection, he walked up to Jihan and sat down on the side of the empty chair. Jihan rubbed her tears when she knew there were other people she was surrounding.
"You-" He took the ice cream in Jihan's hand and broke it in half. He gives another fracture to Jihan, she just receives the ice cream without knowing what the man meant.
"Don't think of a man who doesn't even care about all your cries, nor will the man you believe hold you."
Kaisal, the man only said based on facts. He does not like the lie that is constantly hidden, where he is the middle man. Kaisal is one of the people who knows the relationship between Lino and Risa, a friend that Jihan believes in.
She had already spoken to Jihan, if she had to forget her first love and better forget her best friend. But he refused the invitation that Kaisal gave, he chose to believe. And look what the result of that enormous trust was, a disappointment he will never forget and a new wound.
"Cry if you still feel that something is blocking, I will accompany you here." He said and sure enough, Jihan started crying bitterly beside him. Honestly, he won't be able to see all this. Only he knows all this.
"You're right, I shouldn't have believed him..."