
In any case, all has been destroyed and all the destruction has also been in the limit. Although patience is necessary, but humans also have feelings and limits of patience.
It was true, if Hana was a woman who was too quiet, she too let the people oppressing her roam around without any intention of retaliating at all.
Wh why? Why didn't Hannah retaliate for all the treatment of those who had hurt her? Though Hana also has Dimas, Johan who always defends him, Theo who will be the shield and forward. Butwhy? The reason is so easy, but not everyone can think of even if it is a simple reason.
The reason is, where if we are indeed treated badly by someone and of course we will feel hurt, somehow the feeling of heartache and will be until when it lasts for a long time. But if we repay them with a bad one too, then what is the difference between us and them? They are both evil, and remember God.
Man is bad, does God condemn? Apparently not, if they intend to return, God will also accept the man of Hell at any time. Even if it was just an ordinary human being and not a god or even a goddess.
We also have a principle of our own, how we have a principle to survive as well and also to deal with this society. So did Hana, she was trained to be patient since childhood. If it wasn't for her grandmother's upbringing, maybe she would have done a lot of bad things to her own family.
As now, Hana is only silent but that does not mean Hana is really only silent if she continues to be treated badly. He will act if it is time and of course wait for the right moment.
Many support her decision, Hana did not think long to do something. To be honest, the thoughts of Hana and Dimas are almost the same, it's just that their patience is different.
"Have you slept?" Dimas came, opening the door of the room slowly so as not to surprise his sister.
He thought Hana was sleeping because it was night, right at 11 p.m. There were three people standing guard outside willingly, they did not want if something happened then of course the group led by Dimas was moving. Without being told at all, there was no order from the chairman at all.
"I can't sleep..." He said with words that slowly impressed the lyrics, but Dimas could still hear his sister's voice clearly.
Although Dimas honestly could not force Hana's will, but he also did not want to make Hana's life more chaotic. It's been quite a gloomy childhood, and now don't repeat it again. What else will happen to the son of Hana one day, do not let.
Dimas stepped over, he sat on a chair that was near the ward. He could only waste a long breath, much of which happened until Dimas himself was tired enough. Just in case who did not experience just tired, what else Hana who went through all that.
"Sister won't force you, it's your decision. But remember, you won't be silent when your sister is treated inappropriately like that." He said, his hands clasping those tiny palms. Feels cold, and smooth.
"You know, Hana. Brother's been trying to do his best, sorry if-"
"Sister no need to apologize. I should have said that..." Dimas was just silent, he stared at the exact direction where the woman was.
"I should have listened to what big brother said, big brother was right. Satya wasn't good for me, I should have known that from the beginning. I'm sorry..." Dimas just smiled, he nodded slowly and then hugged his sister tightly.
Full of overwhelming affection, it might sound excessive, but Dimas would really do anything to make Hana happy. It is the way of life, precisely a goal that is mandatory to achieve than others.
Hana who got the hug returned the man's embrace with no less tight, wanted to cry and say a lot of gratitude to Dimas. The man was always there for him more than anyone, he even gave up his own lover for the sake of his sister. What less is this Dimas?
"I love big brother..."
"So, I love Hana too."
...•••...
Satya kept silent at home, he had searched everywhere but still did not find what he was looking for. Satya chose to lock herself in the room, she suddenly could not think because the incident this afternoon successfully made her almost crazy.
The man remained silent, until where the incoming wind burst through his balcony door, sending the framed photograph tumbling down and breaking in an instant.
Of course the voice made him turn his head, he saw the photo was already lying on the floor. Because he was still in a bad position, he approached the picture frame and cleaned up the small mess. However, as the thin shards of glass pierced his finger made blood come out from there without a hitch at all.
Satya simply stared at his bleeding finger instead of treating the wound. It felt useless, the pain in his heart would not go away when the wound was wrapped in medicine even once. The man chose to take the photo, a photo in which to witness their wedding that has been inaugurated. But either he remembers the fake smile, making Satya speechless.
"Have I made him sick? But why does he stay here instead of obeying what I said."
Recalling all of his words that Satya used to say, it still vividly remembered inside his head. Where does a painful sentence just slip out of his mouth without having to think long, is it painful or not?
The man just stared at the photo with a poignant look, he realized that he was real wrong and had indeed been completely wrong from the beginning. And now he regretted all that, Hana never hurt him but why Satya continued to hurt the woman.
"Are you going to forgive me for so many times? Honestly, I can't part with you even if it's just for a minute."
Apologizing for so many times, but somehow Satya is not sure of her own thoughts. How could he forgive such a depraved self? Of course not, and Satya deserves all that without having to ask for forgiveness or another chance. It's over, Satya felt that if the opportunity had run out he had wasted all this time.
To the point where the sound of the door made Satya instantly turn her head towards the door, the man immediately ran without thinking of anything more and as he exited the room. He saw Hana there, she walked into the house.
It made the man's smile expand, he ran towards Hana and hugged Hana without asking for permission at all. The woman who was getting a hug without a silent cue could not comment anything.
He was only silent when Satya embraced him, honestly it had been a long time Satya did not embrace him like this. It's been a while since the incident when the man changed drastically without a clear explanation. Hana did not return the hug, while Satya hugged tightly and she cried without her noticing. Hugging his wife, crying out if there's another chance.
"I'm sorry, Hana..."
There was no answer other than the hug was released by Hana, the woman pushed Satya's chest slowly making Satya confused. Is this the end of everything? His premonition had been bad from the start.
To where Hana handed him a paper, it made Satya wonder. What paper is that? Satya then received the paper, saw the contents of the paper and immediately he relaxed because the contents of the paper turned out to be a divorce papers.
"You have to sign this, and take responsibility for Anna's pregnancy."
"But-"
"Let go of me, marry Anna."
"Don't joke, Hana..." Satya stared at Hana with a gaze that Hana might never have seen before. The first time he saw Satya looking at him with such a gaze. But Hana did not want to melt anymore, she could also feel tired now. He knows enough about all this.
"You have to take responsibility, Satya."
"You really want me to marry Anna?"
It cannot be explained the current situation, where the two of them were once very close even they had made plans to build their own family simply. The dreams of the two of them, should be shattered just because of a fatal mistake like this.
"But I love you, how can I let you go? I can't, Hana. I can't-"
"You should do it. Don't run away from your responsibilities just because of your love for me, you've already said that and, what are you doing? You keep repeating your mistakes, and you don't even believe me then."
It's unclear what Hana's saying now? It seems like everything Hana wants to say since the first time she can say, women try to be able to say that even though honestly Hana is not sure, she has to do this. He did not want to prolong this problem.
"I'll take responsibility, but I won't let you go either. Please, we can repeat everything from the beginning as before"
"Enough! You've said that over and over again Satya, and now I'm tired. Sign the letter and we'll split." Hana passed Satya just like that after that, the man just fell silent with his hand holding the lawsuit.
He looked down, a lot of questions about all this. But anyway, all this started from his mistake. If Satya hadn't done that, maybe none of this would have happened. Never mind if, Satya really wants to repeat the time where Hana still loves him first.
The man turned his head towards where Hana had entered into his room, only his room was not the room of the two of them. On the other hand, Hana closed the door of her room and leaned against the door. Crying in silence inside there holding all the pain he felt, actually Hana still has a taste for Satya.
But as Dimas' words entered his mind, it made him want to throw away those feelings. But can it? Hannah wasn't sure about all that. Hana was crying there, on the other hand Satya was also still standing there without moving at all. Her tears were dripping, regretting all her previous deeds.
"I'm sorry, Hana... I'm sorry..."