Three Musketeers Mom
TMM 11'S. Asking for Help

Alexias*

Because I happened to meet Agatha. I asked her to help me find that woman. The woman who broke my heart and my mind.

"Agatha .. "call me, to my twin sister who is drinking water in a glass.

He looked at me, "Hm. He put his glass on the table. "What's up, Lex?" askinya.

I was silent for a moment. I doubt if it is true that I will ask for his help. Or I'll find out for myself. Yes, although so far I have not found any clues because the bar owner does not remember the many visitors who came to the bar.

"Lex, Alexias .. " call Agatha.

I was a little surprised, "Ah, yes." I replied.

Agatha frowned at me, "What's the matter, why are you daydreaming?" ask again.

"Actually, I'd like to ask you a favor. You'll have a good informant's acquaintance." I told him.

"Yes, then?" continued.

"Help me find information about someone" I replied.

"someone? who's she?" ask Agatha to know.

"Let's know, I don't know his name. That's why I want to know her name and her family background." I replied.

"Have you lost your mind, Lex? how can I find out if I don't know anything about it. Who exactly are you looking for, is that? A boy or a girl?" pissed Agatha.

"Wa-women. She's a woman, beautiful and .. yes, she's also sexy." replied me who was suddenly nervous.

I remember my dreams. Damnit damnit! I wasn't like this to anyone and about anything. My curiosity I always harbored and eventually just vanished. However, after that dream, my mind was filled with that woman's face. I remember her blushing face and also remember how she sounded when I kissed her.

"Are you really okay, Alexias Owen? I think you should rest. Go to work or go for recreation. Your brain must have been tired of working for the past few years" Agatha said worried about me.

"I'm fine, Agatha. I'm fine." I replied. I don't want to worry him.

Agatha pulled out a chair and let me sit quietly.

"Sit. Just spoke clearly. What's wrong with that woman, who is she?" ask Agatha.

It was obvious from his gaze, if he was so curious as to who that woman was. I was silent, but I followed her will to sit on the chair.

"This incident is long gone, Agatha. However, I cannot let go of his shadow. I wonder what his name is and where his house is. I was so curious of him that could knock down my defenses. I can still feel the touch, I can hear the sound of his village. Even the pain of his scratch on my shoulder and back. I .... "

My story was suddenly cut off by Agatha who immediately opened her voice.

"Wait, wait." as he massaged his forehead. He looks confused. "Let me digest your story, Lex. Whatisthis? don't say she's the woman who .. "Agatha's words have stopped. He just continued with a breath.

"Yes, what you think is right." I said.

"So, did you and that woman do it? you did?" ask Agatha widen her eyes.

"Yes, I did. Not just once. That night, it seemed like I was doing it until almost morning." I explained.

"Alexias, why didn't you tell me in the first place? it's possible that I could just urge you to get married right then and there" Agatha said.

"Yes, I didn't expect him to leave me after enjoying my body. When I opened my eyes, there were only a few pieces of money and a note of apology from him. I guess I'll be able to forget it. Apparently, it can't. Moreover, I just dreamed of the incident six years ago." I explained.

Without realizing it, I had told him something very personal. Because I was carried away I revealed everything I thought that was also in my heart.

Agatha patted my shoulder softly, "Ok. I'll try to help. Where can I find him? I mean, clues. Can you tell me a little about the beginning of your meeting?" tanyakanya.

I can only nod. Then, I recounted the beginning of my meeting with Agatha.

***

"You, ok?" ask Agatha. He was having breakfast with me.

I shook my head slowly, "Not good." I replied.

"You're off work, Lex. Don't push yourself." said Agatha.

After a long time of thought. Maybe I should take a break. I won't be able to focus on working in this situation.

"Yes, I'll rest at home. Be careful going to work. If you are not busy, please help Ezra and Johana. They'd be a hassle if I wasn't in the place." My message to Agatha.

"Yes, I'll help them. That's certain. You rest, if there's anything just call me." replied Agatha.

Finished breakfast, Agatha summarized her dirty dishes and placed them in the kitchen. Then he went to work. As for me, I still want to see the backyard.

***

Her afternoon. Ezra came with my lunch. He prepared everything at the dinner table. I saw a bag on the dining table.

"What's that?" I asked, pointing the bag over the dining table.

Ezra looked nervous, "That, that, that, that dessert and that drink I bought along with your lunch, Mister." she replied.

"Dessert?" I ask again to make sure.

"Yes, Sir. I'm sorry, I brought him in without your permission" he said apologetically.

"Can I see what dessert?" ask again.

I don't know why I'm interested in seeing the dessert that Ezra brought.

"Please, Sir. Do you want to? Hm, lemon flavor dessert. You don't like the taste and smell of lemon" says Ezra.

Even though Ezra talks like that. I'm still interested in seeing it. I'm curious.

Ezra followed my will. He opened the box and showed the dessert he had bought. Strange but this is real, seeing the desserts, I was tempted to taste it.

"Hm, Ezra .." call.

"Yes, sir." she replied.

"Can I take one? I wanted to taste it." I asked for permission before my hand actually went down to take the dessert.

Ezra looked surprised, "What? You really want to eat, this? this is the taste of lemon" he said half muttered.

"Yes, I know. Smell from aromany if this is lemon. Don't know why I wanted to taste it." I replied.

"Alright, Sir. I'll get you a plate in the kitchen" said Ezra.

"no need. I eat like this." I said banning Ezra.

I picked up and tasted that dessert. I'm not like myself. I even without hesitation and thought long to directly bite the dessert.

Without feeling I take one by one dessert and I eat everything. Even a lemon flavored cold drink I drank without hesitation. Really, it's really good. I feel my stomach full now. The sweet taste is sour fresh, still left in my oral cavity.

I glanced at Ezra. He looked at me in wonder. I don't know why I feel so guilty for spending the dessert.

"Ezra, buy it again. Oh, you better go with me when you buy. I want to eat this again." I said.

"It's okay, sir. I'm just shocked because you ate so voraciously. Maybe you need something appetizing. Like this dessert. I'll take you to the store that sells this dessert later." the answer.

Yeah, thank goodness. Ezra doesn't mind the weird stuff I'm showing you. After I thought carefully, I did feel strange and awkward. I've been avoiding lemons since I was a teenager until I was this old. Now so enjoy dessert with lemon flavor without complaint.

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