To My Youth
CHAPTER 50

Right at midnight in Brian's agency training room.

He allowed himself to lie on a cold floor, after practicing dancing for several hours made his body feel very tired, coupled with a part-time job that took a lot of time in addition to school activities.

He has had to fight for his dream alone without the support of his parents, even for his tuition fees, since Brian decided to leave home leaving all the facilities his father had given him, he already had nothing but words of encouragement from the girl he liked.

The girl is aware of herself if this is her life, and only she has the right to determine where the path she will take, although it will be very difficult but this is what she wants.

‘it's okay as long as you like it you'll be fine. 1 sentence that can always make Brian again believe the choice will not be wrong.

The 18-year-old smiled brightly again, remembering the encouraging words of the girl he liked, then he was again excited to continue his dance practice in the middle of the night while people were sleeping in deep sleep.

But the young man was determined to do his best so that he could succeed in the future and his efforts could be accepted by many people later.

While thinking of someone who was always there in his heart, he continued to smile along with his increasingly energetic movements, as if his body was responding enthusiastically to every sweet face that flashed in his mind.

To the countless number of drops of sweat that had soaked his entire body, making himself slip several times by his own sweat, but he still got up and put all his strength into training.

Such are the nights Brian always goes through full of struggle, and also the worries of a young man who is preparing for a better future.

The many obstacles also made his steps stop even until he fell, but he had to keep rising so that everything could be passed, and the pain disappeared along with the success he achieved in the future.

***

Andheera Room.

                “you haven't slept?” asked Vivian who had just returned from Andromeda's room.

                “not yet sleepy.” Sahut Andheera who was lying in bed while staring at the screen of his cellphone.

                “you sure it's okay your brother is allowed to sleep alone?” vivian continued as he walked up to Andheera and sat down next to her.

                “heemm tomorrow also he will be better.” His words are still focused staring at the screen of his phone.

                “really, what do you see?” vivian said while removing one earphone that was beautiful in Andheera's ear and pairing in her earlobes.

                “only multiple MV BTS.” Andheera's response was then awakened in order to compensate for the comfortable position for Vivian who is now also watching MV on her phone screen.

                “oohh, oiya they want a concert in Indonesia will you have bought the ticket?”

                “still long Vivian tickets are also not sold yet.” with patience Andheera responds to all her close words.

                “so, by the way you watched the hwarang drama there Kim taehyung play the drama, although not being the main character but quite often appear kok.” Said Vivian who suddenly remembered one drama she was watching.

                “engga.” Andheera response cold.

                “then I tell you a little bit so. bla.. bla..bla..”

Although Andheera only responded with a few nods of silence, Vivian still continued to tell the story until the end.

Until he fell asleep next to Andheera due to fatigue, realizing Vivian had fallen asleep in her sleep as she no longer spoke, Andheera glanced for a moment at Vivian before deciding to leave to let Vivian rest in her room.

When Andheera was about to get off her bed, Vivian suddenly made a sound again but this time in a soft tone and still closed her eyes, as if she was talking in her sleep.

           “you've been through it well Andheera. I will always be beside you.” Mumbled.

Hearing that, for a moment Andheera turned towards Vivian before she actually left her room.

 *** 

Morning in Andromeda's room.

                “AAAAAAAAA!!.” cried Andromeda, who sounded so loud, when he opened his eyes Andromeda was really surprised to find a face right in front of his face until his reflexes made him kick his own sister down.

                “aawww.." ringis poor girl who is still half conscious, while rubbing his buttocks Andheera tried to get up and stared intently at Andromeda.

"OPPAH!! I'm your sister!!” andheera growled while narrowing her eyes a sign she was really upset at her brother.

                “ya oppa do not know, anyways why you also sleep in bed oppa.” He tried to get out of his brother's rage.

                “ada Vivian in my room, AAugghh.!!” Andheera tried to stand still clutching her butt which seemed to be in great pain from the sudden attack from her brother.

                “what in your previous life lovers, why the habits of the two of you make no difference, huftt sucks.” Andheera grumbled as she walked out of Andromeda's room.

                “your hand why else Andheera?” asked Andromeda who realized Andheera's palm was again affixed with a large plaster that almost covered the entire palm of his sister's hand.

                “I fell.” said Andheera.

                “what are you as a child always falls and injures your own body.” Andromeda.

                “oppa want breakfast what?” andheera asked before coming out of her sister's room she turned her body towards Andromeda who was still sitting on her bed.

                “you want to make breakfast?” Andromeda asked back.

                “no Vivian.” says Andheera.

                “aaahh right too, whatever, because whatever Vivian makes must be delicious hehehe.” Andromeda said, imagining all the delicious food in his head.

                “okee, quickly shower and wipe your saliva it.” Andheera ended her conversation in the morning and then closed the door to Andromeda's room with a little slamming.

***

Meanwhile at the residence of Hyunjie - Yogyakarta.

Keenan looked very busy preparing food for breakfast, other things with his mother who had just regained consciousness, the beautiful woman walked up to her son in the kitchen with a radiant face, because he had smelled the aroma of cooking made by Keenan, Hyunjie could not bear to taste it immediately.

                “ very lucky woman who will be your wife later Keenan, there is not one thing that you can not do, Keenan, mama is not willing to let you go hehe.” Said Hyunjie while watching Keenan who was cooking by turning his back.

                “face wash and toothbrush first mah.” Said Keenan who saw his mother was even engrossed in nangkring at the dining table still with his waking face.

                “aah yes well hehe, wait mamah yes do not spend.” Excitingly then running small towards the bathroom, Keenan could only shake his head and smile thinly.

***

30 Minutes later Andromeda finally came out of the room, he walked to the dining table to join his father and his sister who had been at the dining table.

                “waaaahh really fragrant, where Vivian said she nginep here.” Said Andromeda who then sat down to join his small family.

                “dia go after make breakfast.” Sahut Andheera who was eating breakfast in the morning.

                “kok is that, don't come to breakfast?” tanyanya while frowning.

                “she brought some of her food anyway, maybe she wants to eat with others.” Said Andheera again.

                “Augh.!!!” andheera growled because her brother never stopped asking her.

                “yesterday you two left?” timbrung Reza's.

                “yesterday.?” sahut Andromeda is confused.

                “of course yesterday was very exciting not oppa, even though it was just me and oppa but we had fun dad.” Andheera's timpal left Andromeda more confused by what happened yesterday.

                “sorry yes, next time I promise to take time for you two.” He then gulped down the water a few times.

                “then take your time to be on July 32nd, 2 weeks away, to watch the BTS.” concert Sahut Andheera tries to give advice so that his father can make amends.

                “okee father promise.” He cried with confidence.

                “how about we wear t-shirt couple pink color hehehe.” Andhromeda said enthusiastically.

                “oppa only wear with dad.” Andheera ketus's Response.

                “ayoolah oppa always want to wear t-shirt couple from the first but not sampean as well.” He said in a soft tone.

                “don't want to, pink anyway? Oppa is not shy about wearing a pink t-shirt?”

                “why to be ashamed, the pink color indicates that the oppa man is sweet." he said while showing the expression of seiumt as possible to his sister and father.

                “ciih!” Andheera threw away her face and got up from her seat to finish breakfast in the morning with her little family.

                “do you have no activities today Andheera?” his father asked him when Andheera began to step on his feet.

                “just play around dad.” Andheera said as she walked into her room.

                “ lately dad looks busy once even weekend dad still working, is the company okay dad?” asked Andromeda who suddenly alluded to the state of his father's company.

                “of course, everything is fine you don't have to worry, just take care of your sister, father go.” Then he got up from his seat.

                “ammm.. If you need help, you can tell me, you know this father's son is very smart I can learn anything quickly.” The impact when Reza turned his body.

Reza simply responded with a sweet smile, then rubbed Andromeda's head before finally leaving Andromeda alone at the dinner table.

                “what is just my feeling, dad looks thinner.” Andromeda murmured while looking at his father's walking back.

Not wanting to think strangely Andromeda moved from his seat, after finishing his breakfast the next morning, he left the dining table with a glass containing the rest of the milk he would drink on his way to the room to bring the motor key.

***

Back to the residence of Hyunjie - Yogyakarta.

Hyunjie and Keenan seemed to be ready to eat his morning breakfast, when Keenan wanted to eat his first mouth suddenly the sound of a bell ringing, making his hand reflexively put back the spoon that almost entered his mouth, he prefers to see who visits his residence early in the morning like this.

With a lazy step he immediately opened the door of his house.

                “hey hehehe,” greet Jiso while widening his smile.

Keenan scrunched his forehead to see an uninvited figure standing in front of him, and to his surprise the girl was still in her sleeping pajamas as well as slightly messed up hair.

Keenan had thought if his friend was sleeping while walking, but seeing a row of Jiso teeth and also his smiling eyes made him sure if Jiso fully realized.

                “you won't let me in?” jiso added, looking at Keenan who continued to stand in front of him to block the entrance, Keenan finally tilted his body slightly to let the girl in along with his bright aura.

Jiso immediately sat down at the dining table after greeting Keenan's mother as if he was also a resident of this house, he was not awkward at all.

                “you're better?” keenan asked as soon as he closed the door to his house he walked into the kitchen to pick up an extra plate because there was an extra soul that needed to be fed.

                “no, why don't you visit me?”

                “there are already many who take care of you there,” Keenan replied while putting dishes and cutlery in front of Jiso.

                “tapi.”

                “stop whining and eating.” Firmly Keenan then resumed his delayed breakfast the morning, Jiso was silent and relented not to bother him again.

                “you have any activities today, can you accompany aunt shopping?” Hyunjie tried to make the situation melt back down.

                “of course, I can aunt hehehe.” Excited Jiso who returned a smile after being seen by Keenan a few seconds ago.

***

In the orphanage.

Today Vivian accidentally woke up early to make a lot of food, in addition to preparing breakfast for the Reza family, the sweet girl intended to bring most of her cooking to the orphanage so that all her friends and sister could taste the dishes she made with all her heart.

Surely Vivian's arrival was warmly welcomed by all the residents of the orphanage, not least from Marisa's mother who had not met yesterday because Marisa's mother was outside the city.

Now they were all gathered in the backyard of the orphanage, with their mats rolling out so they enjoyed all the food that Vivian had brought until it was gone.

As with other children after they finish their food, children who are still 7 to 10 years old play chases.

The laughter of happiness was so real as if Vivian had just left her extended family here yesterday, never thought she would return to this place, it was a place where he found a family that loved him more than anyone.

While his younger siblings play with 1 friend named Elis, a common game, Elis whose eyes are covered by bonds so that he cannot see must try to find his little brothers who are surrounding him, while teasing him by menoel Elis trying to give a sign if they are not far from Elis.

Vivian and Nayung were still sitting in the matted yard watching the happiness in front of him, the smile, the laughter was so loud that it made both of them feel the happiness.

                “wait for me.”

                “hah.” Nayung's response while turning his head, Vivian who suddenly spoke made Nayung not so heard.

                “I promise, I will make you walk back someday.” Vivian's turn, which now glanced towards Nayung, complete with a smile accompanied by two wonders that began to glaze over.

Although a little surprised by Vivian's expression, but Nayung instead replied to her with a wide smile full of sincerity.

                “thank you Vivian, but you don't have to do that because I'm fine now, you just do what makes you happy, you used to say you wanted to study abroad, you wanted to be a chef, right, with the taste of your cooking I'm sure you will succeed later maybe even you can replace chef Renata in master chef hihihihi.” Tempta Nayung while gently nudging his friend's shoulder.

                “forgive me Nayung, I had thought to never return hiksss... hiksss.." hearing Nayung's words made Vivian's heart as if it was sliced, as if, he imagined how evil he had been, so he could not resist the sobbing that began to attack and hugged Nayung tightly.

"if it wasn't for Brian.”

                “because you've found your way home, so stop blaming yourself Vivian, you also cried a lot yesterday so let's just be happy now okee.” cut Nayung.

Vivian nodded softly in Nayung's arms, she still tried to hold back the regretful, happy cry that became one.

***