To My Youth
CHAPTER 83

A few days later.

Finally the day that awaited has arrived,

the day Eunjiso lost her mother in a back-to-back accident 13 years ago. The poor girl was only 7 years old when the accident happened.

Not many memories that he has with his mother, because Bella's schedule is crowded so that he is rarely at home, but even so he always took his time when Jiso has a school event, but, makes Jiso feel not really lost the figure of a mother who loves him.

As soon as his car reached the ash house, Jiso tried to take a deep breath and tightly grasped the flower bucket he was holding earlier.

Although this was not the first time he visited his mother's grave, but still the nervous feeling was also the emotion in him was so unbearable.

Maybe deep inside him, he still can not accept the fact that his mother is now gone.

Slowly he pulled the handle of his car door and then set his foot in the cemetery area,

“no need to wait this time, gaffer can go. I want to stay longer here.” He said as he opened the car door wider again and came out after getting a nod response from the driver.

This time Eunjiso visited her mother's grave in the morning, not as usual, maybe as she said she wanted to be with her mother longer. Because in previous years Eunjiso always visited his mother's grave in the afternoon before night.

Still in the same ash house but different places.

A girl has been standing for a long time looking at the monument where the victims of consecutive accidents 13 years ago.

The girl was none other than Andheera, after he finished visiting his mother's grave, he took the time to pray for the victims of the fateful accident, which had involved relatives of his friends without.

“for uncle ..., sorry because this time it looks like Anha will come late to visit you, (it is meant for Anha's father) and for grandparents, as well, sorry also Yerim could not come because the stupid girl was sick, so I am here to represent them both.” His words were then put a bucket of flowers near the monument while bowing as a sign of respect.

Not long after, there was someone who walked past him making his attention was now distracted. He narrowed his eyes as if he was remembering someone he had met before.

“why now I meet him so often.” He muttered and left after feeling that he was done with his business.

***

Arriving at his mother's ash area, he found a familiar figure, wearing a black suit, standing right in front of the urn containing his mother's ashes.

The middle-aged man did not know that his daughter was a few steps behind him, but was still focused on an urn in the glass cabinet.

As if reluctant to meet his father, Eunjiso also undoes his intention to visit his mother at this time.

The girl prefers to come back later if her father is gone,

and yet..

“what should I do with your daughter, Bella..?

Although Jiso is actually innocent, but seeing his face that is now more and more similar to yours makes me think again of your betrayal.”

Enough words can make Eunjiso step stopped and turned back to look at his father's back, because he did not want to be discovered by his father, and then he was, Eunjiso decided to hide behind a glass cabinet not far from where her father was standing.

“I give you everything you need, whatever your request never once I ignore it, including making you a luxurious palace that you have always dreamed of since before you debuted as an actress.

But.. why..?

The hurt and betrayal you gave me..!! even until the end of your life you still gave me an unexpected surprise, how could it be if the little princess who was present among us all along turned out that she was not my flesh and blood, but the result of your affair with your bodyguard.!”

The..!!

the sound of a blow that managed to hit the heart of Eunjiso made him suddenly round his eyes also dropped a flower bucket that he had been holding tightly.

“what is this, am I dreaming.?” jiso's mind was still trying to calm down when his mind was completely chaotic.

The poor girl now finally understood, what made her father turn cold and did not care about her anymore. Since the departure of his mother, his father has changed drastically even he no longer wants to live with her.

Yes, a few days later after the departure of his wife, Fero immediately packed his clothes and left just like leaving his daughter with his household employees.

He only said that he had to take care of his company in England, and for a while would stay there.

But in reality he almost never returned to see his only daughter, and only entrusted everything to his household employees. Until finally the poor girl knew the reason behind the change in attitude of her father.

The truth is really painful, because it turns out she is not the biological daughter of her father who has been giving a decent life for her.

Although he never got affection from a father but if it was a matter of matter, Fero never let Jiso live in misery, he always got the best proven from where he lives now, nutritious food, education as well.

“maaf... forgive me father..” said Jiso who walked slowly closer to his father with both eyes that began to water.

Hearing that voice Fero slowly turned his body, he was very surprised to find his daughter was now standing right in front of him with tears and forced smile. Until the middle-aged man was speechless.

“i always thought, did you already have a new family in England to never want to come back to see me and forget me just like that.

I .. I don't know if Dad keeps this pain alone. I'm sorry.” he added with a vibrating tone of voice he was still trying to stay upright even though his body could not stand it anymore.

Fero could only look at his daughter with teary eyes, he was eager to hug her and said if it wasn't his fault, the poor girl was just a victim in his life story.

But both of his legs felt heavy to step closer to his daughter and ended up just looking at her without saying a word.

Even when his daughter left him, Fero did not intend to chase him, he still stood in his place while clenching his arms.

***

On the roof of the building.

There was nothing else Jiso could do but continue to cry as if holding the barrier, until 1 wild thought filled his mind,

Although at first he had time to doubt but finally he ventured to go up to the wall, then sat for a moment before doing more extreme actions again.

“what are you going to jump.?”

But suddenly a girl appeared behind him while licking strawberry ice cream, putting her intentions on hold.

“if you jump here you won't die, you'll only break a little bone.” Continue again while continuing to lick his ice cream and occasionally looking down.

“what do you care.?” pekik Jiso glanced at the girl complete with his cynical gaze.

“hahaha..!

don't get me wrong, I'm just telling you the fact that if you intend to kill yourself, you won't be able to get it by jumping from here.

But, I bring kater, maybe you want to borrow.” said the girl who is none other than Andheera.

Not wanting to argue with the annoying girl, Jiso prefers to ignore her and turn his eyes back to the front yard of the funeral home. While biting the corner of his lower lip and gather all the courage to realize his desire.

“like de ja vu..” murmured Andheera complete with his blank stare, suddenly some of the exact same footage in the past so clearly visible in his mind.

“aah no, haha.!!” sahut Andheera with a made-up laugh.

Until the atmosphere returned quiet and awkward for both.

“what are you doing here..?

won't go.?!” exclaimed Jiso while turning to Andheera who still stood in his position.

“amm..

you want to hear a story about me.?” chirps ngasal, as if he was buying time and making Jiso stay in his position.

“suddenly..?

I know you.!” ketus Jiso's.

“it's precisely because we don't know each other I don't think it's wrong if I share my story with you, because we will never meet again, no.” Reveal it.

“whatever you are.” Jiso's response was indifferent.

“from childhood I rarely met my father, because of my father's work that made him away from his family, my life is full of happiness with my grandparents, my older brother, also my mother.”

Andheera begins her story however..

“what are you showing off.?!” cut Jiso while glancing sharply at the girl who was standing next to him while holding the ice cream stick that had not been thrown away even though the ice cream had run out since then.

“shial..!

Can't you just listen.” Andheera growled no less.

“ciih.!!” Jiso grunting.

“until the moment everything changed, starting from my mother's sudden attitude of keeping my distance from me, and sometimes pushing me to a fall just because I approached her.

My mother also forbade me to be close to my older brother, at that time I was 4 years old, but every thing that happened at that time I could never forget until now.” Andheera tried to take a deep breath before returning to continue her story.

“the highlight was when the tragic accident 13 years ago, when my mother was about to take me to the orphanage, after my mother pushed me unconscious and carried me in the car, but before we get to our destination, we're all involved in consecutive accidents.” Her papar.

“iya..me, my mother and my older brother who turned out to secretly enter the car, because maybe he was worried to see his sister drooping weakly in the arms of my mother.” His impression occasionally circulated both eyes to look for someone who was waiting for him.

“lucky me and my brother survived, only my mother who fell into a coma, when hundreds of other victims died on the spot, as well as medical personnel and other aid teams, he said,

because suddenly there was an explosion so terrible that caused a fire on all the cars at the scene.”

Andheera ended the story when she found someone running around in the ash house yard, making her able to breathe a sigh of relief.

“ tragic accident 13 years ago.?” jiso said confirming what he heard while looking towards Andheera.

“iya, historic accident that occurred on the bridge near Incheon Airport Jakarta.” The response.

“then what about your mother..?

Is your mom okay.?” Jiso asked with a look of sympathy.

“no.. he is dead.” Answer Andheera.

“your mother couldn't survive that time.?” Jiso asked again then began to tilt his sitting position and continued to look at Andheera's face.

“no..

My brother killed him.” Andheera said as she stared intently at Eunjiso's eyes.

Eunjiso was shocked when Andheera uttered her last sentence, until she rounded her eyes.

Brraakk..!!

The sound of the door lashing made Eunjiso distract him, again Eunjiso was surprised when he saw someone slamming the door was Keenan, along with Keenan running towards Jiso, Andheera turned her body to leave Jiso.

Until the two of them were paced Keenan did not realize it at all, because now Jiso who became the main focus, he did not want to be late to pull Jiso's arm and lower it from the wall.

Keenan's movement was so fast that Jiso could not dodge and just resignedly carried by Keenan, his view was still empty in a few moments.

“HEY..!!

ISO.. !! EUNJISO.!!” call Keenan while shaking Jiso.

“hah.. what..?” Jiso began to wake up from his daydream.

Hearing Jiso begin to make a sound makes Keenan breathe a sigh of relief then hugged him tightly.

“thank goodness I'm not late.” Said Keenan who was still hugging Jiso filled with worry.

“how did you get here.?” Ask Jiso who was confused about the presence of his sidekick.

“Brian told me that you were going to try to kill yourself.”

The statement even made Jiso more confused.

“then Brian knows that I'm here, do you think the person who will kill himself will tell his purpose.”

“ahh already it doesn't matter..!

what matters now is that you're okay.” Excited Keenan then took off his embrace, and switched to tightly grasping both of Jiso's shoulders.

As Jiso turned his attention to the ash house yard area, he saw Andheera walking towards the front gate to leave the ash house area, leaving the ash house area, it was as if there was something strange that both of his eyes could not turn away from the mysterious girl.

***

Meanwhile in front of the gate of the ash house.

“Andheera..” call someone from the side, which turns out to be the voice of her grandmother who just got out of the car.

Instead of responding to his grandmother's call, Andheera turned her head and looked at her grandmother for a while, as if she could not believe that she had met her grandmother after so long. 

seriate...

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