Touch Me!
S2 - Not Fast

" Don't be in a hurry, ma'am. Look and see clearly. Then tell me, with whom do my faces look like? "

Sammy's mother stared in detail at her son's face, which had disappeared from her view. Uya, it's been twenty years until he thought Sammy would be gone. He had also thought about the fate of his son even though he himself could not afford to look at him for long. His eyes were currently staring straight at Sammy's face, long until he became more convinced with whom Sammy's face resembled. He who could not help but cry, finally returned to shed tears. But this time, it was not tears from remembering the painful things thirty years ago but, tears of regret.

" Why are you crying, ma'am? have you clearly remembered the faces of the three men? even though I was a kid back then, but I'm sure that I was your husband's biological son. But how can you never pay attention to my face to compare it? you have ten years. But you never looked me in the face for a minute. Madam, maybe I did remind you of that embarrassing incident. But, did you not realize for twenty years after my departure why it happened to you? " Sammy now looks so bold with his stern eyes. It was inversely proportional to Sammy when whining and begging for his presence to be accepted in the house. His glare, appearance, even the way of speech that now seems authoritative and classy is very far from the little Sammy.

" How can I look at you for too long? my heart and my mind were so fucked up. I was depressed and always in pain every time I saw your face. "

Sammy smiled obliquely.

" Now you realize for sure, right? if my face is quite similar to your husband at that time. "

Sammy's mother bowed and nodded slowly. But even though Sammy is really her ex-husband's biological child, no one will believe a single one of her ex-husband's family members. Moreover, the accusation of infidelity was already so attached to him. Of course she told all her so that her husband's manatan understood and forgave her, but there she instead got more abuse and more humiliation. The husband who used to love her very much also immediately changed completely. Cheating with his best friend, every time he came home drunk, became fond of hitting and rude way of talking.

" yes. Excuse me. " That's two words that can now be said from the lips of Sammy's biological mother. Wh why? because he himself cannot forget his life either. Twenty-plus years she was married to Mr. Ozi, she always miscarried due to excessive stress due to the past that always overshadowed her. As a mother, she wanted to be a good mother to Sammy. But every time he tried, he couldn't see Sammy's face.

" Mistress, you wouldn't be like this if you weren't too weak. If it happens to my mother, Vanya. He would definitely choose to take a big risk instead of letting his body go man-in-man. Moreover, you spend a month with them. If only, you would prefer to be frank when they stain you first to your husband, your doubts about whose blood is flowing in my body would not have happened either. But I am still grateful for everything that has happened. Because if I didn't, maybe I'd never be the son of my father and mother. " Sammy smiled at Vanya who was now sitting on the left while continuing to hold her hand tightly. Vanya also smiled looking at Sammy's eyeballs that looked fine and not as mild as when he first arrived at Mr. Ozi's house.

" You've never experienced how to be in my position, then you won't know what it's like. It's easy for you to say the word if. The thing is, the word if really won't be easy to do. "

Sammy fell silent and looked at his birth mother whom he could not read what her expression meant. But through his words just now, the one being punished by the past is his own mother and not himself. Now Sammy just needs to get up and be happy with the people who want him.

" One more thing. " Nathan said before Sammy took him away.

" My son Sammy will soon be announced as the new president of VNS. Please, if anyone finds out anything about Sammy, make sure your family won't say anything. Because when he was announced as President, there would be many reporters who would find out the ins and outs of my son. So, I ask for help very, if necessary just think of this as the redress of the wounds you gave him. Don't let anyone get any information about Sammy. Just let the secrets of his past just be the past that will not be revealed to the public. Hows it? " His biological mother Sammy nodded as did Mr. Ozi and his daughter.

" Well, thank you for the time you gave us. Goodby. " Nathan said, representing Vanya and Sammy.

Live happily, son. Even though I took twenty years to miss you, but this meeting really made Mom happy. A mother like this is not at all worthy of being your mother. Go and fly. Prove to Mom, and everyone who has hurt you is ashamed.

Sammy's biological mother stared at her son's back which was getting away from her. His whole body trembled with tears that kept dripping down his extremely thin cheeks. Twenty years he had already spent the day with regret for not being able to find his son. But after learning of Sammy's current circumstances, even she would choose to look unloving to him and let him live with his adoptive parents.

From today on, don't remember that I gave birth to you. Don't remember anything about Mom. Mother will hold herself back with all her might so as not to run and hug you. Let Mother go back through the day and punish herself for past sins. Son, thank you for making me give birth to a son like you. Be happy again and don't stop hating you.

" why did you say that? why are you saying it as if you don't want it? you've been looking for her all this time. What the hell are you thinking, anyway? " Task Mr. Ozi who doesn't understand his wife.

" Watching my son clutching tightly onto the hand of the woman who had been taking care of him, I realized many things. I never once held her hand, I never smiled like Madame Vanya to my son. I never made my son smile either. I'm like this, which deserves to be her mother. Just being able to give birth to it, is a fortune to me. "

The To Be Continued.