Touch Me!
Kevin's Worries

Degs...

Mage was silent with a heartbeat so tight. Right, he almost forgot about that. He almost became selfish and wanted to hurt others. He was almost blind and could not accept the reality. She remembers, Nath prefers her over Gaby. Because there was one thing that made him fall in love. That is, a good and humble Mage.

The Mage dropped his body on the floor in a sitting position. " Nath, sorry.... I'm sorry..,.,., um...,

Tears of regret fell flooding his thin cheeks. His hands were firmly grasping the dress he was wearing. True, it is hard to accept painful reality. But, it will hurt even more, if we do not try to accept reality to be free from the deepening pain.

" Wake up, Mage. Don't hold on to such a position. Sorry, I can't help you get up. " Nath looked at him pity. As strong as his desire not to care, still he felt so unbearable.

" Nath! " Call Kevin who just arrived at his best friend's house. His eyes were sharp looking at the figure who was now sitting on the floor while crying.

After getting word from Lexi about the Mage, she cancels her evening schedule to ask Nath directly. And, no longer need to ask. The person who made him curious was also worried, now in front of his eyes.

" Wakeup,..... " Pinta Nath with a look that looks more and more pity.

Mage is getting more and more tears. Either the pain of having to lose Nath, or the feeling of losing oneself? or, the feeling of having to try to forget everything and having to move on from Nath. The only person he expected to be able to protect him. The man he trusted to leave his future.

Crushed.... Everything's been ruined. But he should be able to collect those pieces. Not to be reorganized, but to be thrown away as far as possible. Far, far away, there was no need for him to be able to see the past even just a glance.

Nath who is increasingly unbearable, has advanced the steps to help the Mage rise.

" Wait! " Kevin clutched tightly onto Nath's shoulder.

" Let me help him get up. " Kevin walked quickly up to Mage and helped him get up.

" Homeway. Driver Nath will take you. " Say Kevin as he walks closer to Nath's car.

" Where should I go home? " Tanya Mage.

" Of course to your house. There's no way you're going to stay at Nath's? " Ejek Kevin with his flat face.

" I don't have a house.

" So, where do you live now?

" I'm staying at a hotel.

" Which hotel?

" Hotel x.

" all right...

Kevin helps Mage to take a sitting position in the car. Give the address to the driver and give a message to help him get to his room.

***

Nath and Kevin are in the guest room. As always, Kevin will always worry about Nath like a kid. Moreover, this concerned someone who was so deep in hurting him and loved him.

" Nath are you okay? how you feeling? are you restless? are you upset now?

" stop! " Nath raised his palm. Tired of his ears to hear the same questions every time about the Mage.

" Nath, say something. " Pinta Kevin with a worried face.

" What do you want to hear? " Tanya Nath looks at Kevin.

" A lot of things. " Answer replied Kevin who still looked worried.

" That's the point. I don't have much energy to chatter.

" Is there a shaky feeling in your heart, Nath?

" I already know your answer Nath. " Kevin stared at Nath sharply. Not angry, but worried. The pain that Nath suffered, both physical and mental, as if it was imprintless when the Mage appeared suddenly.

Nath breathed. " What do you know?

" You, don't waver Nath. " Kevin was still staring. A sharp gaze this time, as if an order should not be broken.

Nath frowned, confused. " Your max?

" Trust me. Vanya, is the woman who suits you. If you falter, then you will lose a lot of things. " Kevin's gaze really looked serious. Even Nath, had never seen a look like this before.

" I don't waver when it comes to Vanya. I know, my heart has been firmly bound by Vanya. I just, a little pity to see the messed up Mage like this. " Nath said while remembering the Mage's true face looks gloomy and sad.

" Don't you dare pity her, Nath. Trust me. That pity, it will have a bad impact on your relationship and Vanya. " Keyl is still with the same look. As firm as it is undeniable.

" Cih! since when have you been a poet of love? " Tanya Nath is starting to feel bad. He felt, Kevin's speech is a guyonan that does not need to be listened to, let alone implemented. Being nice doesn't have to know your ex or does it? his inner.

Kevin nodded. " Let's just say my words are a figment of the thumb. And you'll see how much you'll lose.

For God's sake Nath. My mouth is dying to tell you who Nathan's real mother is. But the thing is, your parents are looking for Vanya. He has a lot of resources for that. Luckily, I can cover all of that. Especially Nathan. If your parents find out, he'll take Nathan from Vanya. I have to protect Vanya and Nathan first.

" Okay, Doctor. Stop babbling. Let's have a toast. " Nath offered a glass of drink while welcoming Kevin's glass.

" I've had enough to drink Nath. You know for yourself. I'm not very fond of drinking alcoholic beverages. " Tell Kevin who immediately forced Nath's hand and the glass he held to go down.

" You just broke up, but you don't look moody. " Nath said as he looked at Kevin.

" I did break up in love. But I also found a new love. " Kevin replied without implying an expression that had meaning on his face.

Nath smiled at her mocking smile. " The cheap! why is it so fast that you find a new love.

" Because of me, don't want to be too long tied to the past.

Like Nath. I don't want to be so pathetic as you. Tortured for loving a person who can only hurt. I will rise without seeing anyone else in my past.

" Cih! so arrogant. " Anged Nath then downed the rest of the drink left in his glass.

" Nath, after seeing Mage, how do you feel for Vanya?

Nath looked at Kevin. " What's your max question?

" Do you still want to be with him? do you still want it like it was a while ago? are you still obsessed with him?

Nath looked back at Kevin annoyed. " Listen, I don't care about anything. Even the Mage. I just want Vanya, Vanya, Vanya, Nathan and money. " Nath ended his words with a smile full of arrogance.

Brep......!

Kevin spouted the drinking water he was sipping. Thankfully, only water.

" You want to die, right?! " Nath stared in annoyance while wagging the clothes he was wearing.

Basic crazy! since when have you been so crazy? were you this crazy before? but I didn't see you now. Oh my gosh,... Vanya, you're driving my best friend crazy.

" I was just surprised Nath. How could? you say, Vanya, Vanya, Vanya, Nathan and Money. You mentioned Vanya's name three times. But you mentioned your son's name once.

Nathan seemed to think. " Is that so?

Oh my god.. since when? he wants to talk about such things? I really get goosebumps. Fearfully, this Nath was someone else who only resembled Nath. I need to confirm the DNA first.

The To Be Continued.