Trapped in Love Mbak
39. Feel Guilty

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Abizar felt his brain was gone. Over and over again he tried to brush off the dirty thoughts that bound him, but still could not. Kezia's body is like a magnet at the North Pole that makes his body ice-cold. Pulling Abizar's body that needed warmth right then and there, so he was willing to drown his sense of prestige and seduce Kezia to finish what was demanded in his body.

"You, yeah, Mommy? Sin, loh, refuse the husband's wish." Abizar continued to whine like a child asking for something. Kezia was getting confused. Actually, he needs it too.

"But—"

"This is for the good of Mbak and our children too, loh," Abizar's piece did not allow Kezia to utter a word of rejection.

Kezia let out a rough sigh, then closed his eyes for a moment just to hold the courage to say, "Alright, but slowly!"

A bright smile rose on Abizar's lips. The man immediately landed a sweet kiss on Kezia's head in his gratitude. After which, he laid Kezia's body beside him slowly. Both of his eyes were aiming at Kezia's face carefully. His hands gently rubbed the face, then followed it to the chin.

Kezia briefly gasped as his lips received a surprise attack. That soft, chewy touch made his blood rustle violently. His heart was shaking as if it was beating faster. Kezia closed his eyes tightly.

Don't want to waste any longer. Abizar deftly took over Kezia's body, dominating it slowly until the moment of unification came. Like an expert in combat, Abizar knew how to treat a pregnant mother in captivity to her love.

Kezia who really needs a touch was lulled in the game Abizar. Her body had never gained such comfort before, because when she first touched Abizar, she lost consciousness.

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When the dawn greeted the world, Kezia felt something different about her entrails. He felt pain in the lower part of his stomach. Kezia's stomach was cramping and sick as if she was about to give birth to her child.

"Ah, it hurts!" moaned Kezia while holding her stomach. Kezia also gave a gentle swab there, trying to calm the baby inside her stomach, "you're okay, right, son? Why does your stomach hurt so much?" Kezia asked softly at the baby who could not answer him.

Shocks in the bed from Kezia's movements that often rolled his body left and right to endure the pain, making Abizar blink his eyes. His forehead creased with both eyes narrowed, just as the radiance of the light bulb pierced his retina.

"Why, Mommy?" abizar asked as his eyes opened perfectly. His body sat down and crossed to face Kezia.

"My stomach seems to be cramping, Bi," Kezia replied with a grimace.

Abizar frowned worriedly, then rubbed Kezia's stomach gently. "You're okay, aren't you, son? Papa didn't hurt you, did he?" Abizar asked his son. He felt guilty for doing something that might bother his son in there. Abizar fears that last night's events are the cause of Kezia's pain.

"We're going to the doctor, ma'am!" ask Abizar because of the condition of Kezia's face that looks pale. Cold sweat comes out of the pores of the pregnant woman's skin.

"Sick, Bi!" Instead of answering, Kezia even grimaced in pain. Abizar was getting worse.

"Oh, is it possible that you want to be born?" exclaim Abizar panicked.

"Then we go to the doctor now!"

Abizar moves quickly to get Kezia to the obstetrician. The worry as well as the fear seemed to strangle him at this moment. Kezia's pain must have something to do with their hot scene last night.

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"How, Doc? Is my wife and her body okay?" Abizar asked the doctor who was examining Kezia's contents.

"We had a husband and wife relationship last night. Is that why my wife's stomach hurts, Doc?" Not yet the doctor answered him, Abizar has asked both questions.

Kezia was agape at the question of Abizar who was too innocent according to him. Of course, this is the laughingstock of doctors and nurses. Even if they just throw a smile. Really, it felt like Kezia was running away. Why is her husband so honest?

Shame as if missing from the figure of Abizar. The man felt guilty when he found his wife's stomach cramped after he invited her to have sex.

"Actually having sex between husband and wife during pregnancy is natural, sir. But it has to be slow. Even having a husband and wife relationship before birth is more recommended to facilitate the birth path. Because having a husband and wife relationship with penetration will also not interfere with the baby in the womb, because the Little One is protected by the amniotic sac,

"Also with intercourse, a person's body will release a lot of hormones. Such as endorphin, oxytocin, and DHEA hormones. Well, the hormone oxytocin itself is a hormone that is useful to encourage the deployment of muscle fibers that are widely used when contractions occur, and can induce labor. This is because orgasm stimulates the uterus to work, triggers oxytocin, and the role of ***** which softens the cervix to open the delivery path," explained the female doctor named Lusi was at length.

"So it won't trigger a miscarriage, right?" Abizar interrupted with a question. Doctor Lusi shook his head slowly.

"In a healthy pregnancy, having sex late in pregnancy does not trigger miscarriage, nor does it trigger premature birth. But ...." Doctor Lusi paused for a moment. He hesitated to continue his sentence. The tail of his eyes glanced towards Kezia. Kezia shook his head. The doctor fell silent and turned to Abizar.

"But what, Doctor? Why not continue?" Of course Abizar was curious and asked so.

Doctor Lusi smiled strangely, his breathing even sounded rude. "But usually, the cause of the miscarriage is due to abnormalities in pregnancy or fetal development, sir," he replied.

"Sorry, Doc. I have never taken my wife to check her womb. Is my child's development good? What about the gender?" Abizar seemed enthusiastic about asking about the condition of his son. He never asked Kezia once.

"So far it's still good. Provided that Ms. Kezia can maintain her diet, and get plenty of rest. If this happens again, I suggest that you refrain from asking Ms. Kezia for her rations, and for her gender is male."

Abizar was silent for a moment. His guilt is growing. "Yes, Doc," he replied, bowing lethargicly, then turned to Kezia who was still lying on the examination bed. Kezia just stared silently at Abizar.

A few moments later, the examination was completed. Both come home with unequal burdens of thought. It was as if there was something Kezia was hiding. The woman was just silent.

...To be continued...

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