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Abizar gagu's sudden. The words uttered by Kezia are true. The woman's predictions were too sensitive. Abizar didn't even think in that direction.
"Now I want to ask again. Have you cut off your relationship with Selena?"
Seeing that her husband was silent, Kezia again threw a question. Kezia's gaze was so sharp full of curiosity.
"Su—already, Ma'am," replied Abizar nervously.
"Then why would he give such a surprise to you, huh? You think I'm stupid." Kezia's anger overflowed instantly, making Abizar strangle with fog for a moment.
"I'm .. I'm sorry, Ma'am. When I asked, I didn't decide. But yesterday I decided. Now we really have nothing to do" Abizar said, trying to calm his wife's anger.
"Oh .. So if Selena doesn't see you in Indonesia, you won't decide for good. That so?" Kezia smiled obliquely. Put on a cold face.
The question cornered Abizar, and made him speechless while bowing his gaze.
"I want us to divorce."
"Mother." Abizar looked up in disbelief. "I don't want a divorce" she refused later.
"Why? There is no longer any reason to be together, because our child is gone. So ... You can be free to marry Selena."
Kezia's lips were like electrocuted as he said that. Shaking his body as he remembered his dead son, even before he had seen his face. The presence of Abizar seemed to sow salt on the wound. It hurts more than being slashed by hundreds.
"Mr ...." Abizar ventured to get closer to Kezia, then clasped her hands together. He could see the wound from the glare of the netra sayu covered with banyu. It feels like slashing your heart.
"I understand your feelings, because I lost our son too. But please, Ma'am. Don't link her departure to our marriage relationship. Whether or not there is a child, we will stay together" Abizar said.
A moment Kezia's heart almost melted with Abizar's words, but a shadow of Abizar and Selena hugged made his mind reawaken.
"Sorry, Bi. You don't understand my feelings. We're different. Our thinking is not the same, because our age is so different. Maybe you're better suited to Selena, because you guys have a lot in common."
"No, Ma'am. Ilove you. Even if we are old, the shape of our heart remains the same. And I'm also sure if the feelings stored in it are the same. We both love each other. Aye, right?" tukas Abizar while reaching again Kezia hand that had been pulled by the owner.
Kezia shook his head. He slowly removed his hand from Abizar's grasp, then took a few steps back to provide some distance between them.
That made Abizar only realized, if indirectly he was the one who caused his son to die. Kezia must have been in a lot of pain at the time. His soul was shaken from seeing the scene of his affection with Selena. His mouth cannot argue. Both of his eyes shed tears.
"Sorry, Ma'am. I was wrong" I'm Abizar in the end. Inexplicably making Kezia's heart hurt more than ever. By admitting wrong, it means Abizar has given up.
"If there's nothing you want to talk about anymore, please go, Abi!"
After a moment of silence, Kezia drove her husband away. He saw the despair in Abizar's silence, making the man's confidence seem lost.
Abizar sighed. He caught his face in one breath. His chest felt tight as he watched Kezia turn around and turn his back. As if I don't want to see him anymore. It felt like hugging Kezia's back, begging for forgiveness and being a little stubborn. However, Abizar realized that it would only increase his wife's injuries.
"Alright, Ma'am. I'll go home first."
Abizar dragged his steps heavily as he left Kezia. Likewise with the heart of Kezia which is like losing its inhabitants. Chief Kezia looked back as Abizar passed the door. At the same time Abizar turned his body, but Kezia hurriedly turned his face away. He looked at his wife's body again with clinging. Really ... leaving the wife feels so heavy.
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Two weeks later, Kezia's mind had started to calm down a little. The woman was determined to make peace with the harsh reality that befell her, because she believed there would be wisdom behind her grief.
"Zee, today the lawyer you hired will meet you," Surya said as they were performing a breakfast ritual that morning.
"What's the lawyer doing, Pa?" Kezia frowned confusedly. He forgot his plans to divorce Abizar.
Surya momentarily stopped his eating activities, by storing his spoon and fork on the plate. His gaze looked seriously at Kezia.
"Have you forgotten about your divorce with Abi? I hope you are not affected by this man anymore. He's not a man who deserves to be made a good husband."
Kezia was stunned for a moment, and swallowed his saliva with a chelate. Just look out for him choking if he does not rush to take drinking water to relieve his throat. Why did he forget his divorce plans?
"I—iya, Pa. Kezia will recite what Papa said," said Kezia a little forced.
...To be continued...
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While waiting up, can stop by my science novel, yes