Trapped in Love Mbak
Chapter 58. Confesses to Lose

...Happy Reading's...

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Abizar is in a dilemma, caught up in two choices between the woman he loves, and the woman who becomes his paradise. Who should he choose? Both are very important to Abizar.

"Don't you force me to be an ungodly child?" exclaim Abizar.

"So you want to go see Kezia?"

Abizar was stunned again. She does love Kezia, but losing her mom is hard for her too.

"Did you see me suffer? Mama also knows that I love Zee's mom very much."

"Mom knows, son."

"Then why did Mama forbid me to see him? Better to kill me than to make a choice like that. I can't choose. You're just as important to me." Abizar roared with teary eyes. His breath stinged withstanding the tightness that surrounded his chest.

"Mama didn't forbid you to go see Kezia, but she was just afraid that you might get hurt. Pretty much Mama saw you beaten like that time ...." Angelina rubbed Abizar's face gently, before returning to continue her sentence, "you better divorce Kezia, yes! Maybe your soul mate isn't her. Kezia's parents don't want you to be together."

"No!" Abizar brushed Angelina's hand a little rough. His body took a few steps back to give his mother some distance. "I'm not going to divorce Kezia, Ma" he added firmly.

Angelina roared sadly. Her tears could no longer be held back, allowed to flow profusely through her cheeks.

Not wanting to argue further with his mother, Abizar immediately turned around and walked away. However, Angelina's shrill voice that sounded in pain when calling her name, made Abizar curious and then turned his gaze around.

"Mama!"

Abizar screeched as he ran to grab his limpid mother's body on the spot. Angelina lost her consciousness.

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The sound of a hospital gurney wheel being pushed echoed in the hallway of a hospital. Angelina lay as her occupant. Tension was also attached to the faces of the people running around on his left and right sides. Among those people, of course were Jiro and Abizar.

"Sorry, Sir. You better wait outside!" Arriving at the doorstep of the IGD room, Abizar and Jiro are confronted by a nurse. They had to wait outside with anxiety.

Long enough they waited, Jiro was pacing impatiently at the door, while Abizar was just sitting dumbstruck. His mind feels dead-end.

Until the door opened, Jiro immediately met a doctor who came out of there. From the explanation of the doctor Jiro and Abizar get bad news. Angelina has a ruptured blood vessel. The doctor will conduct a thorough examination of Angelina's physical condition, as they must perform microsurgical surgery to save the woman. If there are no obstacles, the operation will be carried out immediately.

This makes Jiro and Abizar seem to get a blow, especially Abizar who feels guilty with the severe conditions experienced by his mother. Abizar was overwhelmed by what he had to do. A feeling of despair suddenly flashed through his mind, it felt like he wanted to die alone.

"I'm sorry Abi, Pa. Because Abi mama so kayak gini, "sorry Abizar shortly after Jiro finished taking care of the care of the wife.

Jiro sighed, then patted Abizar's left shoulder before saying, "Here you go, son, everything has happened. Papa is not turning you on. Let's just pray your mama's okay, yeah."

Abizar's chest ached after saying that. It was like being thrown by thousands of stones. Dismissed was his hope to maintain his love for Kezia. For the sake of the health of the mother, Abizar willingly swallowed the sadness.

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The boring days go by without any memories. That is the life Abizar is living. After filing a divorce lawsuit against Kezia in court, Abizar seemed to have no standing. The man often spends his time busying himself with work.

Yes, Abizar has admitted defeat. In the end, it was he who ended it all. Of course, this made Kezia a little disappointed. He who does not know the real reason, so think if Abizar prefer Selena. They are waiting for the day of the trial to arrive.

"Heh, daydream. Here, make it lo."

Kezia who was sitting on the sand on the beach was jolted, when Devan nudged him and thrust an ice cream right in front of his nose. Kezia smiled wryly and received the ice cream. I don't know when that man came and sat next to Kezia. Kezia was too busy staring at the pounding waves running to the shore. The holiday that Devan promised came true.

Like her heart being pulled out by Abizar, Kezia felt like a wave that was allowed to reach the land, after which it was again swallowed by the ocean. His love is that land, and the ocean is Abizar's selfishness.

"Thank you" said Kezia. His eyes returned to the ocean.

"Lo don't come with the princess nyari clams?" tanya Devan opened the conversation.

"No, ah. That's a kid's job" Kezia said.

Devan smiled as he looked at the Princess who looked busy collecting shells and some types of marine animals that he found on the beach. Then his gaze turned to Kezia, the smile even dimmed for a moment.

He looked at her with Kezia's face. The face that is always decorated by a smile is now always seen moping. He believes Kezia is still thinking about Abizar.

"Sury said, two days ago Abi had already filed for divorce. Why do you think Abizar did that?"

"Uhuk! Uhuk!" Kezia chokes on the ice cream she ate upon hearing Devan's question. His head turned with a sharp look.

Devan was like sowing salt on his wound. Kezia tried hard not to talk about it. He wanted to forget Abizar as time went on. Then, why did Devan suddenly discuss that?

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...To be continued...

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