
Listening to her in-laws' words, jeje decided to go home. It's been two days Jeje's been looking for Fira but there's no sign of Fira.
Arriving at Jeje's apartment, she settles down on the bed. His body was so tired of looking for Fira these two days. Jeje really doesn't care about him, his focus is just looking for his wife.
As he wanted to close his eyes, he suddenly felt his stomach ring.
"It looks like I'm hungry" Jeje murmured when she found her stomach ringing.
Jeje recalled the last time she ate, when she remembered the last time she had eaten before meeting Ana at the office. Before Ana came she did go to lunch with Reza. But no one expected Ana's arrival to ruin Jeje's life instantly.
Jeje tried to get out of bed, set her foot in the kitchen, thinking if there might be food she could eat or ingredients she could cook.
While opening the refrigerator, Jeje was surprised by the empty contents. There was no food she could eat or food she could cook for her dinner.
"What Fira doesn't fill" Jeje's inner.
Jeje tried to remember the last time Fira was shopping.
"It looks like before Fira left, I drove her shopping"
Not finding anything in the fridge, Jeje ordered food on her phone.
He picked up his phone and chose the menu he wanted.
A few moments later he opened the door and received food from the courier. Jeje went to the dining table and opened the food.
For a moment Jeje fell silent, thinking about the life changes she found now. It used to be possible to eat alone as it is now, becoming a common thing that Jeje experienced.But after there was Fira, his life was different.
Jeje recalled that at the dinner table there was always a debate between Jeje and Fira, but it did not make Jeje and Fira fight as much as they do now. Fira left without any debate first.
"Compose me first before deciding to leave, then you will know the truth" muttered jeje rubbing roughly his face.
Jeje sighed deeply, the tightness in his chest. It feels like Jeje really can't swallow the food.
"If I'm sick I won't be able to find Fira" Jeje said cheering herself on when she didn't want to eat.
Unlike the first departure of Fira, regret was felt by Jeje. When Fira left, Jeje really did not know the reason for Fira, until she found her mother the reason Fira left. But this time Fira left because of her mistake.
After eating Jeje cleaned herself up to the bathroom. While watching the bathroom, Jeje's eyes observed some neatly arranged shampoo and soap.
In his heart he only guessed what seemed different. Is he the one who is wrong to pay attention all this time, or just the feeling alone because a few days in busy looking for Fira his focus is reduced.
Shortly after taking a bath Jeje opened his closet and took his shirt, Jeje momentarily stared at Fira's closet after putting on the shirt. Jeje tried to open it, staring at each neatly arranged arrangement.
Jeje rushed to his desk, checking a few things first.
"There's gotta be something I do." Jeje opened his laptop and did what he had to do, looking for the files he wanted.
"Done." One word was said when he got the file he was looking for.
The night was getting late but did not dampen Jeje's steps, he took the key and out of his apartment.