
After finishing eating Fira and Jeje decided to go home, Jeje who saw Fira was tired, chose not to return to the office. After all this morning he had met an important client, so now in the office there was no work that required him to come.
"Are you sure you don't want me to take you to the doctor?" Jeje, who was driving, made sure Fira checked her pregnancy.
Fira let out a heavy sigh, "I'm not sure what Zara said, if my appetite increases because of pregnancy."
Jeje turned to Fira for a moment, "Have we bought a testpack?"
"If I don't get pregnant, won't you be disappointed?" asked Fira hesitantly, Fira's soft voice signified that there was fear in her heart.
Jeje turned to look at Fira for a moment, with her left hand on Fira's fingers, "I won't be disappointed, if you're not pregnant, we can try again right?" a wry smile puffed up perfectly from the face of the man who was busy driving it.
Fira who heard a shy blush, her cheeks instantly blushed, she was always just shy when her husband discussed intimate matters between them.
After not going to the doctor, they decided to buy a testpack, they both stopped at the pharmacy.
**
After the meal, Adhi and Zara return to the office.
"Yet this week you have a promise not ra?" ask Adhi who stays focused on the wheel.
Zara who heard Adhi's question turned to Adhi, "Why?"
"You haven't forgotten, you've just brought me."
Zara digested Adhi's words well, Zara knew the purpose of accompanying, is to accompany forget about Fira. But Zara remembered something.
Flasbacks
After Zara says goodbye to Atta, Zara gets into Nayla's car. Nayla drives her car to get Zara home first.
"Ra, when did you get to work at Adhi's office?" ask Nayla on the way home.
"I don't know nay yet, because I don't know until when Fira is on leave" she told Nayla.
"Ra, can I ask you something?"
Zara immediately turned to Nayla who was still focused on driving. Zara watched carefully Nayla's face that seemed to change, in contrast to when she first came to Fira's wedding. Zara sees Nayla looking serious when she asks him for something, "What?" ask him who wants to know.
"Keohin Adhi."
Zara was flabbergasted when she heard Nayla's words, and it felt strange when her friend suddenly asked her to stay away from Adhi, "Why are you saying that?" her question is to know what Nayla wants.
"So as I walked to the parking lot, I told him a few things, and until the moment I told you, Adhi's countenance changed. I saw the look in her eyes, save the love for you," explained Nayla holding a rumble in her heart, it was hard to see someone else in the heart of her loved one.
"Love, that means Adhi loves me?, I know very well Adhi is still trying to forget Fira, how can she love me."
"Perhaps if someone else I will be more receptive, but when it turns out to be you, I'm hard to accept" Nayla continued in a heavy voice.
Zara was still digesting Nayla's words, not expecting Nayla to say that, "You may be wrong, Adhi never loved me," Zara tried to explain what she knew.
"You're right maybe I'm wrong, but before it comes true you can stay away from it" Nayla looked at Zara for a moment, and refocused on her steering wheel.
Zara looked at Nayla who was really hurt, it felt like Zara could not bear to see her. Away, it felt like the word sounded difficult to do, when he had to work in the Adhi office. "But I have to work at Adhi's office?"
"You can keep your distance, or perhaps return to Mr. Gajendra's office immediately."
Zara had no other choice, "Alright, I'll work on it."
Actually, Zara regretted a little because she accompanied Adhi at that time, but she had already promised Adhi first, long before she promised Nayla. But remembering her promise to Nayla, Zara feels that she betrayed Nayla by accompanying Adhi. Zara was completely confused when faced with two concurrent promises that she had to fulfill.
"Ra," call Adhi, and break her all-thinking reverie.
"I don't know yet, I'll tell ya."
Adhi just nodded, she hoped that Zara would be willing to accompany her.
**
Jeje came out of the bathroom, rubbing her wet hair with a towel. As she exits, she sees Fira who has not slept, and is still playing her phone. Jeje put down her towel and passed by Fira.
"You haven't slept?" jeje asked as he climbed into bed.
"Not yet."
Jeje sat on the bed with Fira, leaning next to Fira. "What are you doing?" tanyanya peeked at Fira's phone a little.
"Look, I'm reading the signs of pregnancy, and my appetite is not included in the signs of pregnancy" she said, showing Jeje her phone screen.
"Oh yeah?" tanyanya made sure, and Fira nodded.
Fira also showed me some of the articles she had read on Jeje. They read it together carefully.
"It looks like I'm not pregnant" she said, staring at Jeje, after searching for information she had read.
Jeje stared fixedly at Fira, as a married woman, waiting for a child in her womb was the thing she was waiting for, "Yes, we can try again, if you are not pregnant," Jeje tried to calm Fira down.
"Are you disappointed?" asked Fira hesitatingly.
"I told you no, I won't be disappointed" Jeje said, carrying Fira in his arms.
"I will be patient waiting for that time to come, where there will be many children in our house," Jeje stroked Fira's hair imagining how happy she would be.
"Much?" ask Fira.
"Yes a lot of kids, don't you want to?"
"Why so much?" Fira throttled her lips at the many words Jeje had said.
"Because I don't have a brother, and I don't want my own children like me" Jeje said, "I used to play alone at home, so when there were a lot of kids at home, they can play together" he explained again.
"Are there no other children in your house?" ask Fira to make sure.
"No."
Fira frowned, hearing Jeje's reply, "Nothing, did he not know her"
"So let's make a lot of kids" Jeje said excitedly, and laid Fira's body on the bed.
"What do you want?" the question when he saw Jeje was already right on top of him.
"Make a lot of children" he said, burying his lips on Fira's lips.
Fira knows where Jeje's warm kiss will end. He can only follow the rhythm Jeje made tonight.