Two Faces One Love
Andrea

Some say that the groove is too convoluted. I'm sorry, I was about to show you how that feeling would be anchored to the right heart. Because in this world there is no instant. Everything needs a process. And sometimes the process is not fast. So if anyone is bored with the plot, mother is not angry if you want to leave this novel. A person who has read it, even though it is not finished.

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Hotel The Thomson Bali 5 years ago...

Andrea's tears fell upon seeing Gabrian who was soundly asleep. He was ready with his suitcase and other equipment. It was still dawn but Andrea had to leave. He accidentally didn't wake Gabrian up. Andrea knew the man was sleeping on the day before dawn. Andrea herself did not close her eyes at all. He pretended to be asleep because he didn't want to get involved after their very hot romance last night.

Slowly Andrea sat on the edge of the bed. His hand touched the handsome face that was in front of him.

There is something that has been plaguing Andrea for several months. He always shakes every time he meets Ian. It was very different when he looked at Iel. Andrea also felt homesick when Gabrian was on duty out of town for a few days. Andrea knew what was now growing in her heart. Love feelings. But Andrea also knows, there is a love triangle between Ian, Iel and Eil. He also knows that his twin sister Alana keeps a taste for Ian. So it was better for Andrea to throw away the temporary sense growing in her heart than to expect something impossible. He didn't want to hurt anyone with his love for Ian.

"Thank you, Ian. Thank you for saving my life. Thank you for these 3 very happy days. I'm happy with you. I was so happy that I could not describe how the pleasure and satisfaction of the soul filled my heart. I pray very sincerely, may God give you a companion in life that makes you happy. I will always pray that you will never suffer for the rest of your life. God will definitely replace Eilaria in your life." Andrea looked down and kissed Gabrian's forehead while holding back her tears so as not to fall wet the man's face.

Slowly Andrea stepped away from The Thomson hotel. Although his heart felt too heavy to leave Gabrian.

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Manhattan 1 month later......

"Mrs Hallo, Mr. Gabrian Dawson has signed his divorce papers. My job is done so I'll be back in England tomorrow afternoon."

"alright. Thank you." Thank you." Andrea smiled even though her heart ached when she realized that she and Ian were now officially divorced. Andrea was the one who wanted everything to be finished quickly so that Ian could find his freedom again.

He also tried to drown with the busyness of his college. Andrea lives in one of the apartments close to her campus. He tried to live a simple life by using his free time to work part time.

A few weeks ago, Andrea met with Eilaria. The girl also continued her S2 studies here. Be more familiar. Two real women still often think of the same man. Gabrian Dawson's. But they both never told me about their feelings.

Until finally, one afternoon, when Eilaria came to Andrea's apartment, he saw something strange with his brother.

"Andrea, are you fat? I see something different about your body. I'm sorry if my vision is wrong, but I see that your chest is fuller, your hips are also wider and your stomach is a little bulging."

"I've been amazed by my appetite lately. I eat often, eat anything. Especially Asian food. My clothes are also a lot of narrow." Andrea said and put down a cup of tea for Eilaria.

"Sorry, Andrea. Are you pregnant?"

Andrea laughs. "Do you see any men in my life right now? I can't possibly make a mistake when my status is no longer someone's wife. I've been pregnant before. I know that pregnant people in the first trimester will often have nausea and vomiting. I experienced that. Often also feel dizzy and crave certain foods."

"Is your period smooth?"

Andrea's hand that was slicing fruit came to a halt. He looked at Eilaria with a tense face. How could he not realize it? Almost 3 months in America and he has not had any monthly guests.

"Andrea, what's wrong?" eilaria asked worriedly seeing Andrea suddenly cry while holding her stomach.

"Oh my God, Eil. This can't be happening. When I was in contact with Ian before we parted, I was sure that I wasn't in a fertile period."

"You were in contact with Ian before you split up?" Ask Eilaria. Something was piercing his heart. All this time he knew that the marriage of Gabrian and Andrea was just a play. He didn't think they had sex.

"How is this....." Andrea sat with her legs feeling weak.

"So you should know, Andrea."

"No. I don't want to disturb his happiness. He was already with Figia at this moment. Anyway, I don't want to force Ian to be with me because he doesn't love me. Maybe he still loves you, Eil. I also don't want to hurt Alana by staying with Ian. Let Ian be happy with others. I know what Ian looks like. He was willing to sacrifice his own feelings for the happiness of others."

Eilaria was surprised to hear Andrea's words. He was amazed because Andrea apparently already knew who Ian and his nature that likes to sacrifice for others.

"Then, what about this kid?"

"I'll drop it."

"What?"

"The kingdom will throw me away if I get pregnant without a husband. They'll revoke my title as a noble's daughter. I will never again be able to return to the kingdom and meet my family."

"Andrea, we'll go to the doctor first to confirm your pregnancy. How's it?"

When looking at the monitor screen that displayed the contents of her uterus, Andrea's maternal soul instantly appeared. His desire to abort the content was instantly gone. Especially when you look at the two points that are there.

"The twins. She was about 10 weeks old" the woman's doctor said.

"OK, why don't I feel something? Like nausea and vomiting."

"Because you're a lucky mother. The pregnancy of twins will usually make a heavy cravings period for many women. Often will nausea and vomiting even the whole body is painful."

"I don't feel that at all."

Doctor smile. "That means your children don't want to trouble their mother. Oh yeah, where's your husband Miss Dawson?"

"My husband is dead, doc."

"I'm sorry if this question makes you sad."

Eilaria is shocked to hear that Ian is presumed dead by Andrea. But he did not bother his brother by asking why,? because Eil knew, this pregnancy alone would bring a very severe problem to Andrea.

When the royal party found out that Andrea was pregnant in the event that Andrea was divorced, the royal elders immediately held a meeting and revoked Andrea's right as a royal princess. Keegan could have protested and defended her son. He wanted to be a just king. Although Zelina had to cry for months because she could not see her son again, Keegan still agreed with the decision. The traditions of the kingdom must be preserved.

What and how Andrea's life has been closed to the public. No one knows Andrea's whereabouts anymore and news of her will never be reported by the royal side. Andrea's circumstances are forbidden to be discussed.

Only Eilaria is the link between Andrea and Alana. Alana also told Zelina about Andrea's condition.

The twin girls were born. Zelina's heart was broken as she could not hug her granddaughter directly. Andrea was sad to hear that her mother fell ill because she missed her.

Especially when Alana married and Andrea could not attend, Andrea's heart was increasingly filled with guilt.

Alana's marriage took her to America because of Alana's husband while there was a big project she had to work on in Manhattan for 2 years. Andrea, who has bought a house after giving birth, asks Alana to stay with them.

And finally one morning, Andrea suddenly expressed her desire to become a lady flower. He believes that his children will not feel lost because their faces are very similar. Andrea wanted to atone for all the sins she had committed by neglecting herself at the job.

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After hearing Andrea's story, Gabrian looked at the woman who was now bowed while occasionally wiping away her tears. "Why do you think that being with you I will only sacrifice my happiness? I love you, Andrea. Actually that morning, before you leave, I will express my feelings to you. I want to hold you back and ask you to live a real married life."

Slowly Andrea's head was lifted. He looked at Gabrian with a look of disbelief.

"Isn't Eilaria the love of your life?"

"That was. Before I knew you and made you my wife. Our togetherness has fostered this love. You should have told me about your pregnancy. Angelia and Bernetha are the fruits of our love. I should have known about their whereabouts. You're so selfish, Andrea."

"But at that moment I thought that you didn't love me. You love Eilaria and Alana loves you too."

"But you know what God has prepared for Alana. And I can't be with Eil either because I love my twin sister so much."

"It's too late, Ian. I'm sorry."

"It's never too late if you want us to live happily. Don't let Alana take responsibility for taking care of the twins while we're both alive. Let Alana be happy with her husband in waiting for their first child." Gabrian knelt before Andrea. He looked at the woman with a face full of pleading. His hand reached out to Andrea's two hands. Although Andrea tried to let go but Gabrian held her back strongly.

"Andrea, let's rebuild the love that has grown in our lives. Raising the twins together."

Andrea pulled her hand, stood up and stepped away from Gabrian.

"Sorry, Ian. I can't go back to earthly life anymore. I made an oath. About the twins. I let you see them. But never take them in the lives of Alana and Inzagi. Wait until they're old enough and you'll tell them everything. I'm leaving!" Andrea stepped over without looking back at Gabrian. He opened the door and looked at Alana who was standing on the porch.

"Alana, remember. I'm already dead. So don't ever see me again." Then he got into the car and asked the coachman to run the train.

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Maybe Gabrian should be with Figia. Poor Figia has loved Ian since High School.