Under the arms without certainty
Not a Choice

You know it yourself! why are you still asking!

Sis, I can't wait for you to be sure.

Be patient, I am busy with my work, as is my thesis. You can't make me dizzy.

Yes sorry

Such was the conversation of Aira and Arkanza that always ended with a debate. Indeed, the relationship between Aira and Arkanza is not good, because Arkanza has other women as well besides Aira. However, it is love that keeps Aira afloat. Aira has been very comfortable with Arkanza since Arkanza was always there for her when she was heartbroken to be abandoned by Abizar.

Aira, who is currently eating dinner, can only see the screen of her phone, whose message is only read by Arkanza. As tight as it feels in the chest, enduring the pain out of it hurts more. She did not feel her tears wet her cheeks. Not once did Arkanza twice make him have to swallow a bitter pill.

Intentions to heal wounds, instead adding new wounds by establishing a hidden relationship with Arkanzas. Although you know wrong but no one can blame love, maybe to blame there are people who do not dampen the sense of it which will eventually become a boom of time ready to explode.

Inwardly, Aira decided to stop bothering Arkanza and began to focus on her work, slowly letting go of her feelings. Because the end of the story if not the guarantee then ready to be ready with a separation back. He who is used to Arkanza must be ready without him. The phone is also turned off.

Tonight, it will be a silent night, a flash of enmity with Arkanzas twisting, Arkanza who will call him every night, accompany him to tell stories. As time went on, it never existed again. Memories with Arkanzas are so memorable in Aira's heart that, until her tears keep flowing, she feels how painful it would be if she finally had to give up her love for the umpteenth time. Without feeling Aira asleep in a mind full of wounds.

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If the morning should be a very encouraging time, but not for Aira who woke up in a state of disarray, he fulfilled his obligatory worship and read the Koran, after which he checked his cell phone. There is no single notification from her beloved. That's the attitude of this guy lately.

" Oh, thank God"

Reply Arkanza coldly, Aira just sighed while replying.

" *We are both struggling, I will finish college as well as Brother Arkanza. The spirit"

" Occ*"

Tired of seeing the response Arkanzas have no taste in communicating with him, Aira thought maybe Arkanza was busy or not like it.

Sometimes Arkanza's attitude is sweet, but sometimes he's cold, indifferent, and doesn't care about her. Aira does not understand the signs of a man who can play tricks on her, but her love rejects all that and believes Arkanza is a good man and different from people in his past. Not minding Arkanzas cold reply, Aira sent another message.

"For his health, his work spirit"

The message was read immediately but there was no reply from the owner. Aira tried not to care about it, even though in her heart she really wanted Arkanzas to behave like they used to. But everything seemed like a mere fantasy at this moment. Either Arkanza pretends to be busy or doesn't want it anymore.

Seriate....